I feel like I've been waiting my whole life just to turn on the page on my own life now I'm leaving behind old times just a looking the west for the gold mines I've been on this road too long it's eroding me, it's way too strong yeah people tell me to hold on but I'm feeling like I'm way too gone hold me up, cause honestly slowly I've been killing the old me on this road it gets lonely but I'll be okay now wrote this verse while I was packing my bags and surprisingly I'm actually sad thinkin about the good times when it didn't even have to be bad It's got me thinking that I'm actually glad that all the pain that I've been through took me to new places nothing going to fix you if you don't make changes if everybody with you has gotta a few faces then I think it's time to learn go flip the pages, oakes I feel like I've been waiting my whole life just to turn on the page on my own life now I'm leaving behind all the old times Just to look in the west for the gold mines I feel like I've been waiting my whole life just to turn on the page on my own life now I'm leaving behind all the old times Just to look in the west for the gold mines I feel like I'm in way too deep and I'm scared what is making me yea I know that it's shaping me I just wish it wasn't breaking me yea Save me from the people that break me honestly as of lately I feel like I'm escaping and I'll be okay now old life was feeling like a disasters and it had me wishing I could leave it all faster I was cheated on and talked about and every single one of those factors finally had me move to different chapters and now I'm in the west all alone tryna get it on my own different numbers in my phone but the people that are close I could tell I've really grown so I'm tryna keeo it going you could leave a message right after the tone girl, it's oakes here I feel like I've been waiting my whole life Just to turn on the page on my own life Now I'm leaving behind all the old times just to look in the west for the gold mines I feel like I've been waiting my whole life just to turn on the page on my own life now I'm leaving behind all the old times Just to look in the west for the gold mines