Living reckless Nicotine for breakfast I was born defective with an albatross necklace No discretion Climbing out the wreckage Recognize the growing ego, I had to check it Stressing Opposite of calm and uncollected Wishing I accepted all the help that I rejected Chasing independence I refused to get the message With the red button syndrome forcing me to press it Issues Compromises I could not commit to I developed habits in an effort not to miss you And even after all the shit I had to get through Collateral damage ain't necessary to forget you We cancel out each other I'm acidic and you basic I freehand drew the conclusion You couldn't trace it I'm done ignoring there was any indication You would turn your back on me Like I knew you couldn't face it Surrender to the sound Of giving up and breaking down Pretending I've convinced myself to care I'm shooting from the cuff I've suffered enough for the both of us How the hell can you tell me this isn't fair? Surrender to the sound Of giving up and breaking down Pretending I've convinced myself to care (Pretending) I'm shooting from the cuff I've suffered enough for the both of us How the hell can you tell me this isn't fair? (This isn't fair) I suspended the hunt, no Mission Impossible Had me lost, but I'm back And I'm tackling any obstacle I stayed escaping the fate of a grave in Dayton Almost gave my soul to Satan That solution wasn't logical Don't wait up I figured out what I'm made of Regained everything I gave up Just to be your Vincent Vega I've been staying underground like I'm a cicada Now that my hiatus over, see me go omega Surrender to the sound Of giving up and breaking down Pretending I've convinced myself to care (Pretending) I'm shooting from the cuff I've suffered enough for the both of us How the hell can you tell me this isn't fair? (This isn't fair)