Back on the shit Had to pass on a bitch She said show me the real you I said I been trying Open up my eyes I just wanna get to feel you I just wanna get bit a healing this pain Eases when you call my name No ceilings, killing insecurities Blurry vision, no concern I just yearn, the world could be burning Outside the window, only see the flames in you I'm the rain and you're the dew In the meadow, crystal clear The weather changes, i'm impatient Double it up, its really never enough I take it in and choke it down and only feelin a buzz I bust pack after pack keep a stash in the back I went overboard I dont know where I been at And I can't even look at myself i been suffering So much, I choke and I love it, dont give a fuck About myself and Im over it Overdose, and I become a ghost, Of what I once was, I got one love I got one life, but I dont even give a fuck about A sunrise And If I die tonight, I swing side to side And hang by the pride, that I used to have Once upon a time, I was fine, and my mind was right but Now im only sad Seratonin missing I swear I never listen Now Im staring ceiling I can feel it bout to kick in, since I was 9 years old I knew right then I Had no soul Where was god at when he took my mama From me, on my own I been zonin, this hole in my chest is open So wide open so deep Interfereing with my sleep Look in the mirror feel so weak Im Stutterin and mumbling and running from the old me Dope to cope, no hope, stay afloat, im so Overloaded with these woes I'd hope its over Noone knows it cant even speak right Living this bleek life Livin in the fast lane, blind no street lights Hope you recover soon you need to hear this GET THE FUCK OVER IT YOU'RE SO PATHETIC PASSED OUT IN YOUR BED ILL EMBED IT INSIDE OF YOU UNTIL YOU SEE WHATS IN FRONT OF YOU AND ITS MORE THAN A PRESCRIPTION I CANT CURE THE ADDICTION BUT I CAN GET YOU OFF YOUR ASS AND SHOW YOU WHAT YOUVE BEEN MISSING SO FUCK THAT PLACE YOU CALL HOME EVICTION NOTICE IM OVERTHROWING YOUR NOTION TO STAY BROKEN HOPE YOU CHOKE ON EMOTION FROM ALL THESE WORDS THAT IVE SPOKEN UNTIL YOU CANT EVEN BREATHE BITCH IM SORRY YOU GON LEARN TODAY LOOK ME IN MY FUCKIN FACE Look at your self Only give a shit about yourself, nobody else Will be there to save you honestly I hate what you've become Cant stress it enough depression sucks I been there and I've done that Thought about took a minute put the gun back Put the bar above my head and then I unracked But you lack balls, you're a weak bitch Try to blame it on the past, no secrets And I see that you're mad, but I mean this Im the voice in your head, Im the demon Give me a reason that I shouldn't beat The fuck out of that empty head Too late you've done that so much You might as well be dead, Dont give a fuck what you think You dont give a fuck what you mean I'll rip that smirk off of your face I swear its nothing to me You live your life like a zombie Walking dead like you're only Searching for substance You're under the water You wont resurface GET THE FUCK OVER IT YOU'RE SO PATHETIC PASSED OUT IN YOUR BED ILL EMBED IT INSIDE OF YOU UNTIL YOU SEE WHATS IN FRONT OF YOU AND ITS MORE THAN A PRESCRIPTION I CANT CURE THE ADDICTION BUT I CAN GET YOU OFF YOUR ASS AND SHOW YOU WHAT YOUVE BEEN MISSING SO FUCK THAT PLACE YOU CALL HOME EVICTION NOTICE IM OVERTHROWING YOUR NOTION TO STAY BROKEN HOPE YOU CHOKE ON EMOTION FROM ALL THESE WORDS THAT IVE SPOKEN UNTIL YOU CANT EVEN BREATHE BITCH IM SORRY YOU GON LEARN TODAY LOOK ME IN MY FUCKIN FACE