Got flown out to L.A. by a man in the game Said I'd be a fucking legend, have 'em screaming my name Promised me everything like the money and fame Now my ass back at home, man, and nothing has changed Everyday full of pain and they feel the same Used to be sunshine, now I'm stuck in the rain Used to see big growth, now I'm stuck in my lane But I ain't ever giving up, fuck out my way Everybody treats me like a pain in the ass Judge me right now for the shit in the past When I say I wanna die just know it ain't cap Put chrome to my dome, wanna feel the blast I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die Yeah, I wanna die, I wanna die Yeah I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die It's not a joke, everybody hate me, but I hate myself the most Yeah, I'm always angry, keep emotions on me close Yeah, I'm never happy when I smile and say hello Tell me that you love me, come and call me on my phone You don't ask if I'm okay, but say that you're my bro Now you hear me talk about it, maybe let me know But I don't have no real friends, so I know that you won't Put the bars on my tongue now I'm drinking How could you know what I'm thinking Hope you'll be gone for the weekend Belt 'round my neck, I'm not breathing I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die Yeah I wanna die Yeah I wanna die I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die Yeah, I wanna die, I wanna die Yeah, I wanna die, I wanna die, yeah You don't got that money or the hoe-o I been hidin' money like I don't-don't Show me how I'ma top it like my go-go [?], yeah yeah