My life's a waste my time is near And I want to say how I want you here Oh (you'll reassure?) me I'm broken but worthy Of everything you said I'm not When talking to my shadow (oh) How I wished that something mattered (oh) So I do these drugs to cope Don't know why they call it dope Cause nothing's door about me when I'm high Well I feel like a dope so I guess that's why Spinning cigarette butts Talking to your grandpa Wishing you were here Oh yeah I understand it Command it, hope that I planned it Deceit that goes bigger than we had imagined (Oh, oh) My life's a waste my time is near And I want to say how I want you here Oh you'll reassure me I'm broken but worthy Of everything you said I'm not My life's a waste my time is near And I want to say how I want you here Oh you'll reassure me I'm broken but worthy Of everything you said I'm not (Oh, oh, oh, oh)