JUST ONE OF THOSE THINGS

By Mavis Applewater

Copyright August 2000

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Disclaimers: Xena, Gabrielle & Crew belong to those nice folks at Renaissance Pictures, Universal/MCA. I mention this because although this tale is of the Uber variety, which takes place in the here and now and our favorite ancient greek gal pals are nowhere to be seen; the main characters do bare a striking resemblence to Xena and Gabrielle. (And probably nothing like the two talented actress who play them.) All similarities end there. Everything else contained in this tale is mine all mine. It cannot be reprinted or posted without my permission.

SEX/VIOLENCE & ROADTRIPS: Unlike The Legend Of Faith there is a great deal of sex. (Thank you very much) The sexual nature of this tale is between two consenting adult females and a yak. (Okay I am lying about the yak, just wanted to give a chuckle to those of you who actually read the disclaimers.) If this offends you please read something else. (you narrow minded son of a bacchae! Oooops.) If you are underage or this is illegal where you live, my apologies but you must go now. As for violence unlike the Legend Of Faith series there is no violence in this story. (With the exception of driving the streets of Boston. If you have driven in our fair city you know what I am talking about.) As for roadtrips that is a yes.

A NOTE OF THANKS: Thank you to the Bartenders at a well know nightclub in Cambridge, Ma. USA. For allowing me to use their likeness. Although the depiction in this story may not reflect the actual personality of the real life person and not all of the bar staff are based on real people, the Lucy rule is very real and is still being enforced! Thanks again for granting your permission. A special thanks to my beta reader Heather Stewart.

As always this is for Heather.

Send comments to yomavis@email.com

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JUST ONE OF THOSE THINGS

CHAPTER ONE

“It was just one of those things.” As the thought rolled through her mind, Olivia just could not help but feel how incredibly lame it sounded. But it was the truth. She had not been looking to have a one night stand, but this woman was far too amazing to resist. Face it no one with a pulse could have turned her down. She was the kind of woman that could turn a gay man straight and a straight woman gay. The tall dark stranger with piercing blue eyes had drawn Olivia to her like a moth to a flame. It was one of those once in a life time experiences. An adventure to reflect upon in her golden years. “If you explain it to Ruth that way … you may not live to see your golden years!” Olivia cautioned herself. “Maybe that was the solution to her problem?” She asked herself as she looked around the airplane that was taking her home to Boston. For the first time in her thirty one years Olivia Davenport silently prayed for engine failure. “Hell if I went down in flames now Ruth would never know that I betrayed her.”. A firery death seemed to be the only solution to the problems that would be awaiting her once she returned home. The idea of not telling Ruth just never occured to her. No matter how strained their relationship had been she was not going to hide her infidelity from her lover. She looked around the airplane once again and moaned deeply. It would most likely be very bad karma to take all of these innocent people down with her, just so she could avoid telling her lover that she had cheated on her.

“How did my boring little life becoming so complicated in less than twenty four hours?” Olivia reflected at the events that brought her to this unusual situation. Everything had started out innocently enough. A business trip to New York . A few days in the big apple courtesy of the company. It was an unexpected invitation from her boss. Tim Johnson was stepping down. Opting for an early retirement from Brookehaven Enterprises. The news had started as a rumor less than two months ago and it had surprised everyone in her department. Olivia had no idea if the rumor was true or not until last week when Tim had called her to his office.

“Olivia.” He smiled at her as she entered the office. She took a seat in one of the large leather chairs in front of his desk. He looked so tired she thought. He looked out of the windows that lined his office. A corner office in the Hancock Tower was a thing of beauty. Normally Tim looked good in the setting with his dark skin and graying temples, the office had always reflected his style with the mahogany desk. The walls carefully decorated with African American art work. Olivia had always been fascinated by the paintings that adorn the walls. All of the pieces had been from the seventeen and eighteen hundreds. The artists styles varied. All were worthy of hanging in a gallery. But what made these works special were that everyone of them had been painted by slaves. Some of the work had been hidden or lost for years. Of course on the book shelves there was a collection of sports memorabilia. An autographed baseball from the Red Sox and a football signed by the Pats. His pride and joy was a basketball signed by Larry Bird. Face it Boston was a sports town. Even though she knew Tim loved the galleries and music the city had to offer. If Pedro was pitching that night she knew her boss was going to be fighting the traffic to get to Fenway Park. It broke her heart to see him that day. His fire was gone. He looked beaten. “I assume that you have heard the rumors?” He asked quietly his usual smile noticeably absent.

“Yes.” Olivia answered quietly.

“What I am about to tell you must be kept quiet for now.” He said heavily. Olivia felt her heart drop as she realized that the rumors were indeed true. He was leaving. The man who had been her friend and mentor since she graduated from Wellesley was leaving.

“You are leaving aren’t you.” Olivia whispered. It wasn’t a question.

“Yes.” He sighed as his shoulders dropped. It appeared that suddenly a heavy burden had been lifted. “I had not planned on retiring so suddenly. I thought it would be years from now. I had hoped that it would be you who would fill my shoes when that day came. But it is too soon for that. I am sorry about that.”

“Don’t be.” Olivia protested. “You gave me my first job. You taught me everything I know. I could never repay you for that.”

“That smile is payment enough.” He beamed at her as he finally took his seat. “You will be taking Kenny’s position.”

“So the rumor mill is right on track.” Olivia chuckled thinking that the CIA could learn a thing or two from the secretaries at Brookehaven. “Kenny is the new boss.” It made sense Olivia thought. Kenny is Tim’s second in command.

“No.” Tim laughed slightly. “For once we have managed to keep a few things quiet around here. Kenny is going to Los Angeles. He will be heading the department there. It is smaller and he wants to go back to the west coast. How do you feel about spending a few days in New York on the company’s dime? You could bring Ruth. I am going down there to meet with suits from corporate. I will need someone there to help me organize things. Kenny will take over here in my absence. It will be good for the both of you to get your feet wet in your new roles. Plus you will have free time to take in the sights and a chance to meet the new head honcho. I want the two of you to get know each other since you will be working so closely together.”

“How can I refuse?” Olivia teased trying to lighten the mood. “So what can I expect from my new boss?”

“You know me better than that.” Tim warned her. “No preconceived notions. Either you hit it off or you don’t.”

“When do we leave?” Olivia offered.

“Tuesday morning.” Tim smiled. “I know you are going to do well.”

“Thank you.” Olivia added gently. “This is a big break for me.”

“You earned it.” Tim said firmly. “I may have recommended you. But the final decision wasn’t mine. It was up to your new boss. Congratulations Olivia.” He stood and offered his hand to her. She took it and shook it warmly.

“Tim?” Olivia began slowly as she released his hand. She did not want to pry but it was the suddenness of his departure from the company he had helped build. “Is everything all right?”

“No.” He confessed. “It is Laura.” His eyes clouded over as he spoke his wife’s name. “It is MS.”

“Oh Tim!” Olivia gasped. “When? We just saw each other last month for tennis.”

“I know.” Tim smiled. “And she beat you too. She was doing well than. Her symptoms come and go. We found out over three years ago. We wanted to tell you but by then we were so sick of talking about it. I wanted to cut back on work when we first found out. But Laura

would have none of that. You know how she is. She decided that she could either give up or fight. She was doing great. Most of the time no one would ever know how sick she is. But recently she started to loose the battle.” His eyes grew heavy as he almost whispered these words.

“It’s not over yet.” Olivia offered a she placed a comforting hand on his arm.

“Damn right.” He reassured her. “But I am not wasting my time and efforts sitting behind this desk. If we beat this then we beat it together. If we loose than I am going to be right there with her. Look at what we do.” He voice strained at the words. “We make deals so that our clients trading cards ended up in the right cereal boxes. In the larger scheme of things I would rather be with my wife and my kids and enjoying my grandchildren. Not making deals with this company and that company. Especially when all of the companies we work with are owned by or connected to the same larger corporation. Nope I spending my time enjoying my family.”

Olivia left his office stunned. She had invited Ruth hoping that perhaps the trip would help their relationship. Ruth declined. Even with couples therapy things only seemed to getting worse for them. She had always envied Tim and Laura’s relationship. They were like her own parents. After all of the years they had been together you could still see a spark the other’s eyes as they looked at their partner. The news of Laura’s illness just did not seem fair. After thirty some odd years together the couple had endured a great deal. Laura loved telling the story of her parents reaction to Tim the first time she brought him home for dinner. Her conservative Boston family were more than a little surprised when the blonde socialite walked into the family estate with the tall black man on her arm. Olivia was shocked when she learned that neither set of parents had attended the couples modest wedding. Laura’s family cut her off her financially and emotionally. But they endured. Of course Tim always insisted that the indifference had nothing to do with race. It was because he was a Yale man. Laura’s family was Harvard all the way. Eventually after many years and four beautiful children both sets of in-laws relented. The couple had worked hard each finishing their educations and made their own way. Without financial or emotional support from either family the couple surpassed their goals. Of course the Harvard vs. Yale debate would never die. Not surprisingly not one of the four children opted to attended either University. Marcus went to Stanford, Lawrence went to MIT, Carrie a Vassar girl and Leslie went to Smith.

Olivia had always dreamed that some day she would have the type of relationship that she had witnessed growing up. Until she met Tim and Laura she wondered if her parents marriage had been a fluke. Somewhere along the way she had given up on finding that kind of relationship. She settled for comfortable. Ruth was just that. Still her resistance for an expense paid trip to New York had been a surprise. Olivia let it go for now. She threw herself into the roll of Tim’s second in command. The next few days had been educational. She still had not met the new boss. Try as she may she could not pry any information out of Tim regarding this mysterious James. Her natural curiosity was driving her and Tim up the wall. Finally a little after five on Friday Tim told her to relax and take the rest of night off. “I know I wanted you to get your feet wet but I also said that you would have some free time to enjoy the city as well.” Tim scolded her.

“I am here to learn.” Olivia interrupted. “Maybe I could focus more if I knew what to expect from James?” She prodded.

“Nice try.” Tim responded with a smile. “Why didn’t Ruth come with you? Laura never passes on trip to here.”

Olivia had been pleased when Laura joined them on their trip. “Where is she now?” Olivia asked hoping to change the subject.

“Shopping.” Tim laughed. “Lawrence took her down to Fifth Avenue. I may have to mortgage the house. Now if Ruth had come she could have gone with them and I wouldn’t be in debt by myself.”

“Ruth hates shopping.” Olivia grumbled. “That is more my thing.”

“Now that is what I am talking about.” Tim added thoughtfully. “Preconceived ideas. You shop, I know you love to cook but you are a jock as well.”

“Your point?” Olivia flared her green eyes at him as she ran her hands through her short blonde hair.

“My son Lawrence the book worm who loves Broadway musicals is straight.” Tim explained. “Hell I love Broadway musicals. But Marcus who is a jock and his lover Steve hate musicals. Hell the two of them make me look prissy. When we visit them all they do is talk about sports. The last time we were on the west coast Laura and I wanted to see Cats … again. They acted as if we invited them to have dinner with Newt Gingrich. Now my point is. .”

“You have one?” Olivia teased.

“Yes.” He teased her. “My point is if I tell you anything about James you will start to form an opinion. Whether you know it or not. I am sorry about keeping you here longer than expected. But there were some snags in L.A. . But you will meet James tomorrow for brunch. Now get out here and go have some fun. Or we have tickets for the theatre tonight you could join us. It will be Laura and I and Lawrence and his wife.”

“No thanks I have plans.” Olivia lied.

“I know.” He sighed. “Paper work and a phone call home to Boston.”

“Not exactly.” Olivia grimaced knowing he had seen right through her. “Ruth had plans tonight so no phone call home.”

“This trip hasn’t caused any problems has it?” Tim question her with concern.

“No.” Olivia answered honestly. The problems or problem as it were was already there and had been there for most of their relationship. She didn’t want to talk about this. She talked about far too much in couples therapy for the past year and a half. Olivia said her goodbyes and left Tim’s room. As she made her way down the corridor towards the elevator her mind flashed to the look in Tim’s eyes. It was the same look that most of her friends possessed the topic of conversation turned towards her lover. With the exception of Sydney no one ever said a negative thing about Ruth or their relationship. But Olivia got the impression that her friends weren’t thrilled when the couple moving in together just shy of a month of dating.

Everyone was polite about it with usually “that’s nice.” or “so long as you are happy.” comments. Sydney always the exception to the rule called Olivia “the U-Haul poster girl!”. Tact was never Sydney’s strong suit. Olivia felt tired as she pushed the button to call the elevator. Thoughts of her failing relationship were weighing heavily on her. As she stepped into the elevator she decided to head to the lobby and grab a book or a magazine from the gift shop. Tonight would be a good night to just forget about everything. She formed a new plan. She would not work tonight instead she would take a bubble bath crawl into bed with something to read after she raided the honor bar to celebrate her new promotion. Ruth’s negative reaction to the trip and her lack of enthusiasm had sucked the life out of Olivia’s new job. So now she would pamper herself and just kick back. She was honestly far too tired to do anything else.

As the elevator doors opened into lobby Olivia found herself looking at the most beautiful woman she had ever seen. Olivia’s mouth went dry as eyes trailed up to fully capture the ominous creature. She stood at least six feet tall towering above Olivia’s five foot four frame. Her chisel features and steely blue eyes captured Olivia’s breath. She stood there with her mouth hanging open. “My God her hair is jet black. No not black it is raven. Long raven tresses. And those eyes …”.

“Excuse me?” The inpatient bell hop said snapping Olivia out of her trance.

Suddenly very embarrassed realizing that she had kept people waiting while she was literally gawking at some stranger. “I er um daserfert …” She stammered out as she rushed out of the elevator. Holding her face in her hands she tried to regain some degree of composure. “What the hell was that? What did I say was that even English?? Idiot!” Olivia inhaled one final calming breath as she turned to see the elevator doors closing. Just as they were about to close she caught a glimpse of a dazzling smile directed at her. At least she hoped it was directed at her.

CHAPTER TWO

At that moment her brain ceased to function. Olivia found herself in her room at the hotel where she had showered and changed into a new outfit. No longer clad in her gray business skirt and heels. She was now dressed in a pair of black jeans and a teal sleeveless t-shirt and black Joan and David boots. She had no memory of coming upstairs. No recall of taking a shower or changing into her new outfit. She didn’t stop to think about this. She had to get out and clear her mind of everything. She found herself exiting the hotel and requesting a cab from the door man. Fortunately the cab pulled up immediately. If she had stopped to think about her actions she would have retreated back to her hotel room. She pulled out the name and address of the bar and instructed the driver where to go. She had received the information from Sydney. One of Sydney’s coworkers at Manray in Cambridge was a frequent visitor to New York. And he knew all of the good places to go. When Olivia had asked Sydney for a place to go she had thought she would be with Ruth.

Ruth was now vacant from her thoughts as she found herself sitting in the tiny bar just off of Hudson. Olivia sat on her stool lost in thoughts of a certain tall dark stranger. She ignored the other patrons. Olivia wasn’t rude but she didn’t feel like chatting either. “So why are you here?” she asked herself. She hadn’t spoken to anyone but the bartender. Who was very attentive but Olivia knew that had more to do with the generous tip she had offered. After watching Sydney one night she realized that many people for whatever reason either did not tip or did not do it very well.

What was she doing here? She did not want to talk to anyone. She did not want to dance and she did not want to shoot pool. She looked down at the sex on the beach she had been nursing since she first arrived. “Well you don’t want to get drunk either.” She laughed at herself. Time to leave. She stood and made her way to the door suddenly wondering why she had come here in the first place. Olivia opened the door to leave and was greeted by the vision that had been haunting her all evening. It must be a dream or wishful thinking. But it was neither. There she stood just as she had before. This time dressed in a pair of worn blue jeans and a white sleeveless t-shirt. Her memorizing blue eyes captured Olivia’s stunned green eyes.

The stranger smiled and reached down and took Olivia by the hand and led her out of the club. Neither spoke as the stranger hailed a cab. They entered the taxi and neither spoke. They just sat there holding hands staring into one another’s eyes. “Where to ladies?” The driver repeated in irritation. “Parker Meridian.” Olivia offered finally as a strong yet gentle hand caressed her cheek. Without a word spoken the two were drawn closer to the other. The dark stranger leaned forward and tilted her head down as the fair Olivia pressed against her reaching up. Their lips brushed slightly. There was a spark ignited between them as they reunited the lips once again.

The gentleness soon gave way to passionate urgency. A moan escaped from Olivia as she parted the stranger’s lips with her tongue. She pressed the length of her body into the passionate stranger as the dark woman ran her hand up Olivia’s side and rested it gently on her breast. Olivia deepened the kiss as she felt strong fingers gently teasing her nipple through the fabric of her shirt. Olivia wrapped her fingers into the long raven tresses pulling the woman closer to her. Their bodies melted together as they continued to kiss. Over come with need for oxygen the two broke the kiss gasping for air.

Olivia looked up into her mystery woman’s eyes. Her tall dark stranger was trembling. “She is frightened? Did I do that?” Olivia reached up and gently caressed the dark woman’s cheek. Smiling at the vision of beauty before her. Some how her display of sudden vulnerability made even more appealing. Olivia suddenly wondered if they should stop. As she gazed deeply into the stranger’s crystal blue eyes the desire there captured Olivia’s soul. Leaning forward she began nibbling on her chiseled jaw. Slowly her lips began to taste the strangers skin as she began moved down to her long neck. Her mystery woman growled with desire. Strong fingers ran threw her short blonde hair encouraging her to continue her exploration.

Her heart was beating wildly as she continued tasting the woman’s neck. Olivia felt herself being pulled down on top of her mystery woman. Both were lying down on the back seat of the taxi. Olivia found herself wrapped in the taller woman’s legs. She pushed herself deeper into her mystery woman’s well toned body. She gently pushed open her black leather jacket. She moaned with pleasure as she gazed at her nipples straining against the cotton of the woman’s white cotton shirt. Tentatively she reached down and gently captured on of the woman’s breast in the palm of one of her hands. She began to tease her as she stroked the already erect nipple with her palm. Her lips once again descended upon the supple tanned skin of the dark haired beauties neck. Her actions were greeted enthusiastically with a deep moan.

Olivia’s kisses began to descend lower she could feel the woman’s pulse beating wildly. Encourage by the obvious effect she was having her lips moved from the graceful neck and bent lower. The enticing sight of her breast straining against it’s confines drew her down. Her lips were about to capture their prize … “We are here ladies!” A stern masculine voice summoned them from the front of the taxi. Olivia struggled to lift herself up into a sitting position. Olivia found herself fighting back the urge to laugh as she watched her tall companion fighting against her confines. Realizing it must have been uncomfortable for the tall woman to try and lay down in such a small space. The dark stranger bang her head into the door as she tried to raise herself into a sitting position. The stranger groaned as she finally regained her balance. Without hesitation Olivia raised her hand to the woman’s head in concern.

The woman took Olivia’s out stretched hand and kissed it gently. “They really need to make these things bigger.” She teased in a deep sultry voice. The woman shoved some money into the slot for the driver. “Enjoy the show?” She teased the driver as she exited the taxi. She stood holding the door reaching down to take Olivia’s hand. They walked through the lobby hand in hand without speaking a word. They did not look at each other as they waited for the elevator to arrive. As they stepped into the elevator a sudden attack of panic ripped threw her. “What am I doing?” She glanced over at her companion seeing the tall woman lost in thought. Olivia reached over and pushed the button for her floor. She could see that the woman was having second thoughts as she reached over to press another floor.

Without thinking Olivia’s hand reached out and stopped her. The decision had been made and it was Olivia who made it. They turned to face one another. As their eyes met the fear suddenly vanished only to be replaced by pure desire. The taller woman smiled as she leaned her body into Olivia’s. Her lips met Olivia’s and gently brushed them. Before Olivia could responded the mystery woman’s lips once again captured her own. Ping! The elevator sounded alerting them that they had arrived. Olivia felt her body shaking as she exited the elevator. She did not need to turn around to know that her mystery woman was following her. She could feel the heat the stranger was emanating from behind her. As she approached the door to her room a blush crept across her body. Her hands were shaking uncontrollably as she retrieved the card key from her pocket. Her mystery woman leaned against the wall looking down at her.

Olivia fumbled desperately trying to force the card into it’s slot. Her hands trembled uncontrollably she felt strong fingers gently brush an errant lock of hair from her brow. She looked into those steely blue eyes and felt nothing but pure desire. The look written on her mysterious companion seem to be asking her if she was certain about this? Confidently Olivia slid the card into the slot releasing the lock on the door. Her decision had been made. She knew then that no matter what transpired after this point it had been her choice. She opened the door and stepped inside flipping on the light switch. She leaned against the door and waited for the mystery woman to enter. Something inside her ignited as she watched the tall woman enter her hotel room. Somehow she knew at that moment that her life was about to change forever.

The tall dark and sexy woman strolled past Olivia as she entered the room. She turned and faced Olivia with a seductive smile. The intent of her gaze could not be mistaken. Olivia swallowed hard as she closed the door with a slam. Closing the distance between them without hesitation her hands quickly reached up and removed the woman’s black leather jacket, practically ripping from the strangers body. She tossed the garment onto the floor and began to trail her fingers along the well toned arms of her mystery woman.

Her pulse quicken as strong hands ran down her back to her sides. The hands rested upon her hips and drew closer to the tantalizing body before her. Their lips united once again. The gentleness vanished as they parted and their tongues began to dance together. Olivia was beyond thinking her body reacted solely on instinct. Her hands grabbed at her companions shirt pulling it out of the woman’s jeans. Raising it up she stepped away slightly to complete her movement as she slipped the garment off of her desire’s body. Once freed from her shirt the woman shook out her long raven tresses. Olivia could feel her heart skip a beat as she pulled to woman back to her.

Running her hands along the newly exposed flesh she worked her way up and feeling the lace bra that covered her beautiful breasts. Olivia gently allowed her fingers to explore the lacey garment. She fought off the urge to simply tear the garment from the tall beauties body. She lowered her head slightly and to kiss the exposed flesh of the woman’s cleavage. Tasting the skin as her mouth worked it’s way over to her nipple. She captured her prize with her teeth. The woman gasped as Olivia teased her nipple through the lace.

Olivia felt one hand cupping the back of her head pressing her deeper into the woman’s breast. While another hand was busy undoing her jeans. Urged on by the feel of the black denim being tugged off of her hips, Olivia reached behind the woman and unfastened her bra. Olivia’s mouth released her prize as the woman moaned. She felt warm hands sliding under the back of her panties. Olivia felt that she explode right then. She began to lower the straps of the woman’s bra revealing her beautiful body. “Oh yeah.” Olivia gasped at the sight before her. “You like?” the dark beauty purred. Olivia simply grinned wickedly as she lick her lips. Olivia bent her head slightly and began feasting on one of the woman’s breast while her fingers busied themselves with the other.

The woman’s groans filled her ears as felt her hips grinding wildly against her. “Wait.” Her mystery woman begged. Olivia looked up in confusion. “I’ve shown you mine now it is your turn.” The dark haired beauty teased as she tugged on Olivia’s t-shirt. Sensing the challenge Olivia grinned wickedly and pointed towards the bed. The mystery woman raised a single eyebrow and strolled over to the bed accepting the offer. Olivia watched in delight as the dark woman sat casually on the bed and finished removing her bra. Then without hesitation she removed her boots and socks. When she reached to unfasten her jeans, “I will do that.” Olivia instructed firmly. The woman just smiled and reclined on the bed propping her head up with the pillows. Her eyes bore into Olivia as she quickly removed her shirt and bra. Quickly she freed herself of the rest of her clothing.

Her heart was beating uncontrollably as she crossed over to the bed. She climbed up and straddled the woman clad in only in a pair of blue jeans. Pressing her naked body against the woman and stole a quick kiss. Raising herself back up she allowed her hands to begin an exploration of the half dressed beauty lying beneath her. She feel this magnificent body responding to her touch. The withering beneath her only further fueled her desires. Olivia unbuttoned the jeans and slowly began to lower the zipper. She began to lower them slowly down her hip and then down the seemingly endless pair of legs. Olivia tossed them unto the floor to join the rest of their discarded clothing. Kissing her way back up the length of this woman Olivia tasted every inch of exposed flesh. Stopping at the last barrier her fingers began to play with elastic band of the woman’s panties. She closed her eyes as she inhaled the scent of this woman.

“Wait!” Olivia’s eyes flew open. “I’m sorry …” The woman stammered.

“Do you want to stop?” Olivia questioned with concern.

“No.” The woman laughed. “It is just … well … do you have a …” the woman blushed deeply.

“A dam.” Olivia answered suddenly realizing that she had not stopped herself to think about the need for safe sex. “I don’t … we can still … but we just won’t …”

“I am healthy.” The woman added. “I just had a complete work up for a new position I am taking. So you can …”

“So am I.” Olivia smiled with relief. “My doctor likes to be thorough and I haven’t been with anyone since my last exam. I am so clean that can eat off of me.” Olivia added seductively.

“Should I call room service.” Came the husky reply. They stared into each other’s eyes captivated by one another. “I hope you are telling the truth. I want to taste you.” The woman growled.

“I am.” Olivia reassured her as she began to lower the dark woman’s panties with her teeth.

Olivia proceeded to nibble, kiss and lick up way back up those endless pair of legs. Finding herself nestled comfortably between the woman’s thighs Olivia teased the inside of her thighs. Feeling the wet passion pressing against her cheek she blew a gentle breath across the dark triangle that was calling her. Her head was spinning as she inhaled the scent of this woman once again. With a long stoke she tasted her for the first time. Her passion was overwhelming as Olivia took her into her mouth tasting and teasing every sweet drop. Flicking her tongue across the woman’s aching nub she felt her shudder. Olivia began to tease her with her tongue slowly. Encouraged by hips grinding beneath her and gentle moans Olivia began to suckle her. Their passion now flowed freely as she took the dark beauty deeper. “Not yet!” Olivia told herself as she felt the strong thighs that surrounded begin to quiver. As she slowed her movements she could hear a frustrated groan. “I need to make this last. I may never see her again.”.

Green eyes looked up and were instantly captured by the intense blue gaze. “We have all night.” The stranger encouraged softly as if sensing Olivia’s hesitation. With a knowing smile Olivia’s tongue recaptured her prize. Tasting all that this woman had to offer. Sucking her very essence. Feeling that the woman was close to the edge Olivia began to tease her harder. The woman opened herself open as Olivia slid two fingers into her wetness. “Yes… .” the dark woman encouraged Olivia. Feeling the woman’s need Olivia tasted and stroked her with wild abandonment. She pushed the woman closer and closer to the edge. Knowing how close her lover was only increased her own arousal. Using her free arm she held her lover’s hips as they arched against her. Unidentifiable utterances escaped her lover’s lips. “Oh god… . yeees!” as her lover exploded into Olivia. Leaving her fingers inside of her lover as the last waves of passion swept through her lover’s body Olivia licked the passion from the inside of her lover’s thighs. The taste and the scent of this woman stirred Olivia’s arousal further. She wanted her again. She wanted her now. Her fingers began a slow steady rhythm as her thumb teased her lovers clit.

“Oh no you don’t.” Her lover panted. Olivia just smiled up at her. “Not yet.” Her lover pleaded.

“No?” Olivia teased.

“Not until I have chance to taste and touch your beautiful body.” Her lover purred.

Olivia slowly removed her fingers bringing them to her mouth she tasted her lover’s passion. “Come here.” Her lover requested in a deep rich tone. Olivia was unable to refuse. Rising up she kissed her way up her lover’s body. Olivia sighed as her lover pulled into her arms. “Tell me …” Olivia moaned as her lover’s lips began to feast upon her neck. “… tell me what would you like to touch and taste?”

“Every inch of you.” Came the sultry reply.

Her lover looked up and gazed deeply into Olivia’s eyes. “You are so beautiful.” Her lover whispered honestly. Olivia blushed at the unexpected compliment. Strong hands caressed Olivia’s body. “You look surprised?” Her lover questioned in disbelief. “Let me show just how beautiful you are.” She captured Olivia’s lips in a passionate kiss and proceeded to show her. True to her word she touched and tasted every inch of Olivia’s body. Olivia returned the favor. They explored one another completely reaching new heights of ecstasy. So caught up with each other they never noticed the sunrise.

Olivia was once again straddling her lover as long fingers stoked her passion. It was the unexpected ringing of the telephone that finally alerted the lovers that a new day had begun. Unable to stop their love making Olivia continued to ride her lover’s hand as she ripped the offensive telephone from it’s cradle. “What!” She barked into the receiver.

“Good Morning Ms. Davenport. This is Shelia with your wake up call.”

Olivia did not respond she simply slammed the telephone back down. “Wrong number.” Olivia moaned as her lover continued to bring her closer to the edge. Just as she was about to release her passion the annoying ringing began again. “Damn!” She growled as ripped the telephone from it’s cradle once again. “I’M UP ALREADY!” She growled as the brunette chuckled beneath her. Her lover continued with her ministrations.

“Well I can hear that sweetheart.” The all too familiar voice said harshly. Olivia knew that voice far too well it was the voice she had not thought about once since meeting her mystery woman. Quickly she yanked herself away from her lover turning coldly away from her. “I’m sorry … Honey.”

Olivia could feel the body behind stiffen coldly. Somehow she managed to regain her composure as she talked to Ruth. It was simple she just refused to look at the beautiful woman was now gathering her clothing quickly. “This was so not good. I’m talking to my lover while a naked woman is rushing to leave my hotel room. Things like this do not happen in my life.”

“Olivia I am calling to find out when you are coming back to Boston?” Ruth prattled on.

The guilt ripped threw Olivia’s heart. She wanted to know when I was coming home and here I am lying naked in bed while another woman is frantically getting dressed. “I will be flying home in the morning.” Olivia said softly hoping her betrayal was well hidden. “Maybe you could meet me at Logan and we could spend the day together?” Olivia asked knowing that they would have a great deal to discuss when she returned.

“Well I have a busy day tomorrow …” Ruth stammered. “I will see you when I get home.”

“No problem I will take the “T” home.” Olivia added desperately trying to sound cheerful.

“Fine I will see you tomorrow.” Ruth responded pleasantly. “Have a nice flight.”

Ruth hung up quickly before Olivia could say anything more. “Have a nice flight?” Olivia thought to herself. “Did she suspect something? When she asked when I was coming home I thought maybe she missed me. No she did not ask when I was coming home… she wanted to know when I was returning to Boston.” Olivia ponder this realizing that Ruth’s attitude was not out of character. She often indifferent towards Olivia. Funny how she did not ask how my trip went or about my new boss? In fact she had not mentioned the promotion since Olivia told her. Olivia was snapped out of her thoughts when she caught a pair of startled blue eyes looking back at her.

“I … uhm …” Olivia stammered as she tried to speak to the now fully clothed woman. “This was just great! So what does one say to a perfect stranger you spent the night with committing every sexual act imaginable? I have no point of reference for this? Sydney would know what to say. Is that what I should do tear a page from the Sydney Chase manual on causal sex???”

“You are from Boston?” Her mystery lover questioned in a fearful tone.

“Yes.” Olivia responded in confusion as she realized that this was the only piece of personal information that the pair had exchanged. “Look I just wanted to …”

She was stopped as the stranger held up her hand in protest. “No worries. It was just … one of those things right?” The stranger said quietly before she turned and walked out the door, closing it quietly behind her.

“Right.” Olivia repeated. “Just one of those things.”

Olivia lay in bed for over an hour surround by the aroma of last evening passions, as she reflected on the strange events of the previous evening. She had cheated on her girlfriend. Granted things were not good between them. At least Olivia thought this. Ruth enjoyed talking about their problems. She almost seemed to look forward to their therapy sessions. Olivia hated them. They were no closer to solving the problem that was driving Olivia over the edge. She understood that a certain level passion declines but they had not made love in almost two years. Olivia had been more than concerned about this turn events. Practically when it started not long after they moved in together. Ruth on the other hand seemed to be unfazed. Olivia was certainly not a nymphomaniac but after the first year of getting to know herself she began question their relationship. She was relieved when Ruth suggested therapy. But her relief was short lived. After just a few sessions she learned two things. First there was no physical or psychological reason for Ruth’s lack of interest. The second thing she learned was that no matter how hard she tried their therapist Dr. Meager would always defend Ruth. They had spent entire sessions where Olivia had not been allowed to complete a single sentence. When she complained Ruth’s answer was that should start seeing the good doctor more than once a week. Olivia declined. Ruth on the other hand began private sessions three times a week.

Olivia felt a pang in heart. Her relationship with Ruth was ending. They had not become distant strangers. The truth was that they was that they always were. Olivia now realized that she had not slept with the tall dark stranger for the need of a physical release but the overwhelming desire for intimacy. This stranger had made her feel more in one night than Ruth had during their entire relationship. It was time to solve this problem once and for all. The realization did nothing to relieve her sense of guilt. Olivia thought about how much this was going to hurt Ruth. Although she had a sneaking suspicion that Dr. Gretchen Meager would be thrilled. Olivia realized for the first time that there was no love lost between herself and the overly smug redhead. “Don’t start blaming your therapist for this. You are the one to blame for this mess. First you rushed the relationship then you slept with a complete stranger. Time to get your ass out of bed and face the music!”

Reluctantly Olivia fought the urge to simply pull the bed covers back over her head and hide out for the rest of her life. She dragged herself into the bathroom washing the scent of passion from her body. She scrubbed her body until it turned red as she tried to erase any evidence of her betrayal. She dressed carefully trying to convey a professional appearance. Today she was meeting James, her new boss. She had to gain some degree of focus. She rechecked herself in the bathroom mirror deciding that this was a good as she could manage under the circumstances. She needed to make one phone call before heading up to the restaurant.

Olivia listened as the telephone rang before being picked up by the answering machine. Olivia braced herself for whatever new form of entertainment the former actress now bartender decided to torture her callers with. Sydney’s messages were never simple … they were more like a one woman show that varied from the seductive to comical. Olivia sat through Sydney’s latest tirade listening only for the beep. Finally the line beeped. “Chase if you are there pick up … it’s Olivia and I need favor.” Olivia prayed that if her friend was home she would wake up. Sydney worked in a night club and often slept during the day. Her prayers were answered as she heard the gravely voice on the other end. “Hey Kid what’s up?”.

“Sorry to wake you Chase.” Olivia apologized as she looked at her watch realizing that even though it was after 11:30 in the morning, Sydney had probably only gone to bed a few hours ago.

“No I’m awake.” Sydney lied.

“Right.” Olivia laughed. “Look I am in New York but I am flying home tonight, I might need a place to crash.”

“What is wrong.” Sydney asked quickly suddenly wide awake.

“I can’t talk about it now.” Olivia answered honestly. “We can talk when I see you.”

“I have to work tonight.” Sydney replied. “Just come on in and I can drive you home after my shift.”

“Thank you.” Olivia sighed in relief grateful that her friend had pushed her for more answers. “I’m not sure if I will be there or not. It depends on how it goes when I get home. It should only be for a night or so.” Olivia explained knowing how much her friend relished her privacy.

“Don’t worry about it.” Sydney chastised her. “I know my place is small but I have the futon and you know that I am never here. You stay as long as you to.”

“Thanks Sydney.” Olivia sighed with relief. “I hate to dump all of this and run but I have a meeting to get to.”

“Go.” Sydney reassured her. “Go and be an important … whatever it is that you do. Beep my if you are not coming to the club. Bye.”

“Bye Sydney.” Olivia smiled as she hung up the telephone feeling a sense of relief. “Well you may be a cheater but at least you are not a homeless cheater. Now get moving and get some coffee before you drop.”

Olivia raced down to the coffee shop in the lobby and ordered her much needed cup of caffeine to go. Having paid for her coffee she turned quickly bumping into another patron. “I’m sorry!” She blurted out quickly as she found herself staring into a pair of familiar blue eyes. “No problem.” Her mystery woman responded as her tan complexion suddenly paled.

The woman bit her lower lip as she turned to receive her cup of coffee and pay the cashier. Olivia’s reaction was to take a sudden interest in her shoes. She felt her heart racing as a blush encased her entire body. “Well I uhm …” the woman muttered holding up her cup of coffee.

“Yeah … uhm … I … I’m running late.” Olivia stammered. They just stood there staring at each other at a loss as to what to say next. Olivia found herself noticing that the woman was now dressed in a black tailored suit with a cream colored silk blouse. “My God she looks even hotter than she did last night!” Olivia was snapped out of her lustful observation as suddenly realized that this vision of beauty was talking to her. “I’m sorry … what?”

“I was just saying that I am running late myself so …” The woman explained.

“Right.” Olivia replied as neither of them moved. The woman suddenly flashed a captivating smile down at Olivia. “You know I was just thinking …”

“Yes?” The woman asked carefully.

“Well I was just thinking it is to bad Hallmark doesn’t make a card for situations like this.” Olivia teased cautiously hoping to lighten they uneasy position they now found themselves in.

“What you mean like thanks for last night.” The woman smiled laughing lightly.

“Something like that.” Olivia returned with a smile.

“Well …” The woman began as she ran a hand threw her long raven hair. “… at least things couldn’t possibly get any more awkward.”

“There you two are.” At that moment they both turned to find Tim rapidly approaching them. Olivia’s mind raced he couldn’t be approaching both of them? “I was beginning to think you both had stood me up. So when did the two of you meet?” He asked as they both stared blankly at him. Rapidly the guilty duo tried explain things.

“We didn’t …”

“… no didn’t meet …”

” … just …”

“… bumped into …”

“… well not bumped . . more of a … uhm . .”

” … right …”

” … coffee.” Olivia finally concluded in a lame manner as she held up her cup.

“Okay.” Tim responded slowly in a confused tone. “Well then allow me to make the introductions. Olivia Davenport please meet …”

“Don’t say it!” Olivia’s inner voice screamed.

“Karla James… your new boss.” Tim concluded as he watched the two face before him suddenly drowning in desperation.

CHAPTER THREE

It was a quiet cab ride to the simple restaurant. Karla’s mind was reeling as she struggled to maintain control of her senses. She found it difficult to concentrate with the athletic blonde seated next to her. Tim struggled to keep the conversation going, but both women failed to speak more than a few words. The tension between the two was obvious. Karla tried to regain her composure and help Tim out, but every time she tried to speak, she found herself drowning in the depths of Olivia’s eyes. “This is bad.” Karla scolded herself. “Think Karla. You can make this work. You need to make this work! One last project and then you can get out of the corporate life.”

Boston was the last stop on a very long road for her. If the deal she was brewing worked, the bonus would be more than enough for her to get out. It was time. She hated the rat race and now she just wanted a simple life. A life that she could perhaps share with someone. “Why did you have to be who you are?” She thought bitterly as she glanced quickly over at the blonde. Last night may have ruined everything. Maybe it wasn’t so bad? So she slept with her new assistant. Not great, but not fatal either. It wasn’t as if she was in the closet. They could get past this. After all, she didn’t know she was her new assistant. And technically, she isn’t her boss yet. But she isn’t single either. That phone call this morning made that perfectly clear. This was gnawing at Karla. She didn’t like it, having been on the receiving end of this kind of betrayal far too many times. And now they were sharing a meal together. “How civilized.”

“What if Olivia is in the closet? What if she isn’t even gay? Last night could have been some experiment or fantasy? Oh God! Now what? Stop it!” She argued with herself. “Get a hold of yourself. You met her at a gay bar, for Petes sake and based on how she behaved in bed, there little doubt that she had been with a woman before.” Karla relaxed slightly, feeling a little more in control. “Face it your gaydar couldn’t possibly be that far off and she was so good in bed. Don’t go there you idiot . . Now is not the time to be picturing her naked.” Somewhere she could hear Tim asking her a question.

“I’m sorry Tim?” Karla asked bringing herself back to the present.

“Are you two all right?” Tim finally asked.

“Jet lag.” Karla lied.

“Couldn’t sleep.” Olivia added in her own defense.

Karla felt like a complete ass in front of this man, but she couldnt tell him the truth. It also didn’t help that scenes from the previous evening kept playing in her mind. This was a bad sign. How was she going to be able to function around this woman every day? Maybe after last night Olivia would turn down the position? No! That would not be fair, she deserved the job. Karla didn’t agree with Tim’s selection because of Olivia’s looks. She had no idea what she looked like or that she was a lesbian. “Hell, when Tim first recommend someone from his staff, I didn’t even know that it would be a woman. But can I really trust her?”

Karla suddenly found herself laughing at the absurdity of the situation. The sudden outburst had stunned her and based on the surprised look of her two luncheon companions, they were equally as stunned. “I’m sorry.” Karla sighed feeling somewhat relieved by her own outburst. “I just needed to do that.” She explained more for her own benefit than any one else’s. Looking over at Olivia, she found her smiling back at her. Knowing that Olivia understood put her at ease. “It was assumed that last night could never be repeated. Olivia Davenport was certainly someone I could have cared for, but she is not available! Not that stopped her last night.”

“So Olivia …” Karla began hoping to break the ice. “I saw in your personal file that you are originally from North Carolina. How do you like living in Boston?”

“Well, it was an adjustment.” Olivia responded with a smile, seemly to relax a bit. “You know with the Yankees and all.” She patted Tim gently on the arm.

“Yankee?” He gasped. “Never say that word to a die hard Red Sox fan.”

The mood lightened considerably as the three began to discuss their backgrounds. Karla revealed that she had traveled a great deal, but she was a native Californian. Tim made some joke in reference to the Beach Boys song. Olivia found herself blushing at the reference. Tim finally said his good byes, explaining that the two women needed time to get to know one another. Truth be told, he had not planned on staying as long as he did. But the obvious tension between the two women had him on edge.

The two women sat silently for a moment. Finally Karla decided that they needed to clear the air between the two of them. “So Tim thinks that we should get to know each other better?” Karla teased hoping to keep the mood light.

“How much more would you like to know about me?” Olivia blushed. “Poor Tim … if he only knew.”

Karla laughed lightly thinking that Tim must have been confused by the silence. Then she grew suddenly quiet. “If we had known.” Karla said in a sullen tone. “We need to talk.”

“Yeah.” Olivia sighed.

“Do you still want the position?” Karla asked seriously.

“Yes.” Olivia responded flatly. “Ive earned this job and I think we can both be adults about this.”

“Of course we can.” Karla agreed with a smile. “Look, why don’t we just clear the air about everything and then we can move on to a working relationship. First of all you are correct in the fact that you did earn this position. Based on what I have seen and heard, you have a natural talent for the PR business. I want you to know that it was your body of work and not your body that got this job.”

“I know.” Olivia replied in an even tone. “Last night you didn’t know who I was. If either of us had, then last night would have never happened. I don’t make a habit of sleeping with my boss. I have never even dated anyone that I worked with before. To be completely honest, I don’t normally sleep with someone I don’t know.”

“Thank you. Now I can stop worrying that I will have to face the mystery caller every day at work.” Karla breathed a sigh of relief. “I didn’t think that you did.” Karla explained. “I understand what you are saying and I believe that you don’t normally do what we did last night.” “Do I?”

“How do you know that?” Olivia questioned her. “I could be lying. I could be some kind of slut. Looks can be deceiving.” Olivia protested without knowing why.

“Yeah right.” Karla teased. “Let me guess, you spent your whole life fighting to have people take you seriously just because you look so innocent and naive. “Olivia simply nodded in agreement. “Trust me, I know far too well that you are not naive.” Karla said in a sultry voice. “I believe you because last night was completely out of character for me. Why should I assume that it wasn’t the same for you? Plus you looked far too guilty this morning.” The last part was spoken slightly above a whisper.

“About this morning.” Olivia began hesitantly. “I should explain…”

“You don’t have to.” Karla interrupted. “It is none of my business. It is just my luck though my first and only one night stand and I reek havoc with someone’s relationship.”

“You didn’t, the damage was done long before you and I went into my hotel room.” Olivia explained. “If my relationship had been what I have been trying to convince myself it was, I would have never been with you. But things have been bad for a long time. Perhaps they were never good to begin with. But that is something I need to work out. I want you to know that none of this will affect my job.”

“Good, because I am going to be depending on you.” Karla said firmly. “Like you said, we are both adults. Last night was what it was and it will never happen again. Olivia, before we put this completely behind us, I just wanted to say something.”

“What?” Olivia asked curiously.

“It’s just … perhaps I shouldn’t say this, but last night was incredible.” Karla blushed. “And if things were different … if I wasn’t your boss and if there wasn’t someone waiting back in Boston for you …” Karlas voice trailed off as she realized how dangerous what she was saying was.

“Are you trying to say that you would try for a repeat performance?” Olivia answered for her.

“Yes.” Karla said in a strangled.

“Karla.” Olivia called to her firmly. “It’s all right, so would I. I know that you know that given our present situation, anything more is completely out of the question. Karla, let’s be honest. After today well never be able to discuss this. So why don’t we?”

“You mean a little down and dirty girl talk?” Karla beamed at the idea.

“Why not?” Olivia encouraged her.

“I like the idea.” Karla smirked. “We can just be us and then we just keep last night and today to ourselves.” Karla truly loved the idea of dispensing with the boss and employee dynamic. For just a little while, they could be two women talking about something that was about to become nothing more than a fond memory. Something she would keep to herself. “Well me, perhaps my left hand and my shower massage. After all, a girl can get lonely at night. ” So for the next few minutes, we are just Karla and Olivia, then after that we move on to a working relationship agreed?”

“Agreed.” Olivia gushed as they shook hands. As their hands touched, each felt a familiar warmth. “Good.” Olivia finally said as she released Karla’s hand. “Because Karla, I just wanted to say that I honestly believe that I had more orgasms last night than Ive ever had in my entire life. And I am by no means a virgin.”

“You are blunt!” Karla blushed. “And somehow I suspected that you weren’t a virgin. I just wished that I had known your name. ” Karla held up her hand stopping the comment she knew was coming. “I know if I did then nothing would have happened. But I just wanted to able to say it while I was … you know.”

“I know.” Olivia smiled back at her. “Although after last night, I am considering changing it to Jesus Christ or Oh God Yes.” They laughed freely until their eyes met. Captured in each other’s stare, their hearts began race. “It was your eyes.” Olivia said softly. “The first time I saw you, I felt as if I was …”

“Falling.” Karla finished.

“Yeah.” Olivia agreed unable to look away from Karla.

“This is getting dangerous.” Karla said deeply.

“I know.” Came the Olivia’s shaky response.

“We can’t.” Karla moaned in desperation.

“I know.” Olivia repeated, still unable to break away from the intensity of Karla’s steely gaze.

“You are so beautiful…” Karla voice betrayed her.

“We can’t.” Olivia said, firmly tearing her eyes away from the dark hair beauty. “Maybe this wasn’t such a good idea.” She muttered bitterly.

Karla was dropped her gaze and began to rub her eyes, feeling a definite headache approaching. “You right. We need to discuss some business.” Her voice turned cold and mechanical. “First off we will be working closely together. I don’t have to explain to you that public relations is not a nine to five gig. I am bringing some accounts with me as well as a few pet projects of my own. I need to rely upon you. You are going to be my right hand. But more importantly, you will not be an extension of myself. I want you to be yourself and put your own spin on things. Can you do that?”

“Try and stop me.” Olivia eagerly accepted happy that Karla wasn’t looking for a secretary or a brown nose.

“Good.” Karla relaxed slightly, thinking that perhaps they could put last night behind them. “This could really work.” “I need you to start on something first thing Monday morning. This is a pet project of mine and it is very important to me. Are you comfortable working on a project that very lesbian oriented?”

“Why wouldn’t I be?” Olivia responded in a confused tone.

“Well, I wasn’t sure if you were gay.” Karla explained slightly embarrassed.

“You have to ask?” Olivia laughed lightly.

“Hey, these days … people are very touchy about labels and a lot of women are bi.” Karla tried to explain.

“I understand.” Olivia answered. “Look in case you didn’t notice last night, I’m a lesbian. Been one for a long time and I’m very good at it.”

“Yes you are.” It slipped out before Karla could stop herself. “Sorry.” Apologizing immediately.

“Don’t be.” Olivia compassionate tone eased Karla. “Even when we close the door on last night, it did happen. I am certain that no matter how hard we try, things will slip out occasionally. I would like to make one thing perfectly clear though, I don’t know what your status is, but the only time I see a closet is when Im getting dressed. If you are uncomfortable with that, then tell me now.”

“Oh please.” Karla reassured her. “I have been out and about since Ronald Regan was in office. I was worried before about this project because I did not know if my new assistant would be gay friendly.”

“Hey, I know Boston can still be conservative, but this is the twenty first century.” Olivia teased. “We passed a gay rights bill long before you liberals in California did.”

“Okay.” Karla laughed throwing her hands up in defeat. “Actually your orientation could be an asset on this project.”

“That would a first.” Olivia admitted.

“Are you familiar with the writer Charlotte Hayden Smith?” Karla asked.

“Queen of the lesbian romance novels.” Olivia beamed. “God I love her stuff. I know it is trashy, but when I need a break from reality, she is my girl.”

“I know what you mean.” Karla agreed. “She is perfect for the beach or reading in the tub. Lots of romance and sex, of course and the best part is her books a very short. What you don’t know about her is before she started writing her patented girl meets girl, girl looses girl only to find her soul mate stories, she actually wrote a very decent novel.”

“Really?” Olivia was indeed surprised.

“It was years ago.” Karla began to explain. “It was never published. I only came across it when the J&B Corporation took over Mercer Publications. The strange thing is that they were ready to publish it in the mid eighties back when no one had ever heard of Charlotte Hayden Smith.”

“So what happened?” Olivia was now very interested.

“Catherine Merrick.” Karla responded with a raise of a single eyebrow.

“The actress?” Olivia gasped. “The one who plays that very wholesome school teacher on television?”

“The same.” Karla explained. “She was just starting out on her first series, ‘Winds of Cheyenne’ where she created the school teacher character. Then when the show ended her character was featured in the spin off, The Best of Our Days. When the book was about to come out, Catherine Merrick threatened to sue. Suddenly everyone backed off the publisher and the author dropped the entire project.”

“That is odd.” Olivia added. “You would think for her first book she would have put a fight. The publicity alone would have guaranteed sales.”

“I know.” Karla agreed. “But she didn’t. After that she simply disappeared until 1998 when her book September Skies was published by Light House Press.” Karla reached into her briefcase and pulled out a thick manila envelope and handed it to Olivia. “I want you to read this. This is her first novel Jeanne. It is so different from everything else. I couldnt believe that it was written by the same woman who wrote all those romance novels. Granted I loved September Skies, the beach scene alone was worth it.”

“I know what you mean.” Olivia blushed. “I must have read that scene a thousand times.”

“Read Jeanne.” Karla encouraged. “It has some steamy parts like all of her writings, but for the most part, it is the story. Unlike everything else she has written, it is not a PWP. You know a “plot what plot?” It takes place in Boston during World War II. Starting on Monday, I need you to start looking for Charlotte Hayden Smith. Showtime and HBO are already fighting over the rights to this story.”

“Finding Charlotte Hayden Smith shouldn’t be that difficult.” Olivia answered finding herself once again captured by those deep blue eyes. “This is certainly going to be a different kind of project for me. I am looking forward to the challenge. But if the story takes place in the 1940s, then what has Catherine Merrick so upset?”

“I have no idea what Catherine Merrick’s problem is.” Karla sighed. “It could be many things. I am just hoping that it isn’t plagiarism. That is something else we need to find out. I haven’t been working on this for very long. I am glad that you are enthusiastic about this. As for finding Charlotte, that is proving to be difficult. Light House Press isn’t cooperating.”

“Why would they?” Olivia noted. “If Mercer publishes this, then they have nothing to gain. I assume that Ms. Smith is under contract with them. Based on her books, I think that Boston is a good place to start looking for her. She is always using the city and other places along the east coast for her stories. She must be a local.”

“I agree.” Karla added as the waitress refilled their coffee cup. “I am going to start working on the Catherine Merrick angle before I leave the west coast. But I’m not very hopeful, based on the stonewalling I’m receiving from her people.”

“She has people?” Olivia tried to hide her amusement.

“Don’t they all.” Karla sighed. “Actors can’t live with them, can’t shoot them. When I found that manuscript, I didn’t have a clue that there was any controversy connected with it. The people at Mercer were thrilled so I ran out and started promoting the project. Who knew that the author didn’t want it published?”

“How could you have known that?” Olivia reassured her.

“I should have checked on why it was never published in the first place.” Karla admonished herself. “This always happens when I go off half cocked.” Olivia simply raised her eyebrows in amusement. “I didn’t mean …”

“It’s all right.” Olivia said gently. “Let me guess, you discover the manuscript and talked to the people at Mercer and they were probably foaming at the mouth that they had possession of a book by a now best-selling author.” Karla simply nodded in agreement. “Chances are that none of the people you spoke to were even working at Mercer at the time the manuscript was first submitted.”

“No, they weren’t and none of them bothered to find out why the project was pulled. Everyone just assumed that it was because of the lesbian content. Back then, other than ‘Rubyfruit Jungle’ there weren’t any mainstream publications of lesbian novels. I should have asked though.” Karla said gravely. “It wasn’t until the original editor, Katrina Samuels approached me, that I discovered the truth.”

“Well, now we know.” Olivia stated firmly. “Time for damage control. I think we can make this project work. My only concern is if … well what if … as we say in the south, Merrick and Smith were knocking boots?”

“Knocking boots?” Karla laughed. “That is very colorful. If they were, I am dropping the project and burying it. I am not looking to out someone.”

“Good.” Olivia relaxed. “I’m not naive. I know what it is that we do. But I just couldn’t …”

“Neither could I.” Karla reassured her. “The sooner you find Charlotte Hayden Smith the better. Now moving on, I understand that the Lieutenant Governor has expressed an interest in our firm.”

At that moment a groan escaped from Olivia before she could stop it. “I’m sorry.” She apologized immediately.

“Don’t be.” Karla said with authority. “The woman is a public relations nightmare. Be polite, but make sure we keep our distance. That goes for everyone in the department. I will leave it up to you. Now speaking of nightmares, I understand that you did some work for the Big Dig?”

Olivia groaned once again. The Big Dig was the major road construction designed to cut down on Boston’s traffic problems. Of course, as with many such projects, it turned into a nightmare. The project was not only running way over budget, but many firmly believed that it would be not completed. “Yes, I did some work on that before the budget scandal broke.” Olivia confessed reluctantly. “We are only one of many firms working on that.”

“No wonder they are over budget.” Karla responded with a smirk. “On our end the project is being headed by Norton?”

“Denny Norton.” Olivia added. “He actually has faith in the project.”

“How can he?” Karla asked in astonishment. “Hasn’t it already been proven that if and when the construction is finished, it will be out dated? Never mind.” Karla shook her head. “If Denny is the true believer that you say he is, then I want you to pull everyone, but him off of the project.”

Olivia suddenly realized what Karla was saying. “I can do that?”

“You can now.” Karla reassured her. “You are my second in command. I know it is always an adjustment for someone to go from being a coworker to a supervisor, but I have faith in you.”

Their conversation continued for a while. Karla discussed every project and what she expected. She also listened to and agreed to Olivia’s suggestions. Olivia was amazed at how familiar Karla was with their current client base. Karla also explained some new clients she was bringing with her to Boston. The staff would be informed on Monday morning regarding the changes. Olivia was to move from her cubicle into her new office and just like that, she would running the department until Karla’s arrival.

CHAPTER FOUR

Olivia didn’t allow herself to become excited about the changes at work. The changes at home far out weighed any joy she had over her new career. During the flight home, she kept trying to come up with just what it was that she was going to say to Ruth. Fear gripped her stomach as the airplane landed at Logan Airport. She retrieved her luggage and hailed a taxi. Much to her regret, she found her luggage and a taxi much quicker than she had ever done in her life. “Figures! The one time in my life, I am not in any hurry to get to where I am going.”

Although Olivia thanked the driver and tipped him well for making record time from the airport to her apartment in Jamaica Plain, internally she wanted to kick him. Her hands were sweating as she walked up the three flights of stairs to her apartment door. She unlocked the door and let herself in. She exhaled a sigh of relief when she found the living room and kitchen empty. Thinking that Ruth must be in bed already, she was thankful for the brief reprieve she had been granted.

As she opened the bedroom door, she found Ruth in bed as she expected. What she didn’t expect to find was a familiar red head straddling her girlfriend. “Well, this certainly makes breaking up with you a lot easier.” She announced. The startled lovers gasped as they turned to see Olivia standing in the doorway.

“Olivia what are you doing here?” Ruth shouted fearfully.

“Excuse me?” Olivia laughed.

“It is not what it looks like …” Ruth stammered.

“Correct me if I ‘m wrong, but it looks like you are fucking our therapist.” Olivia laughed at the absurdity of the situation. Looking at them, it became all too clear that this had been going on for sometime. All of the excuses and along with Ruth’s anger about Olivia wanting to know how she spent her time. If Olivia hadn’t committed the same transgression, she would have been angry.

“I can explain …” Ruth began.

“Don’t.” Olivia stopped her. “I’m not angry.”

“You’re not?” Ruth almost sounded disappointed.

“I slept with another woman.” Olivia admitted partly out of spite.

“You what?” Ruth bellowed.

“Don’t you dare!” Olivia flared at them. “I had a one night stand with a stranger. I wasn’t sneaking around behind your back with our therapist. And I certainly didn’t bring someone home to our bed! Okay, so I’m a little angry!” As the words flew out of her mouth, she knew then that she was indeed angry and hurt by Ruth’s betrayal. She clenched her fists together and turned to leave. Knowing that if she didn’t get out of there soon she would do something that she would regret. She grabbed her suitcase and slammed out of the apartment.

CHAPTER FIVE

Olivia trudged her way up to Center Street, her heart was pounding fiercely as she looked around. “Great! Now this is not a good area to be standing around in the middle of the night.” She spotted a taxi and waved it down. She felt a wave of relief hoping that her luck was about to change. “The Stardust, Brookline Street in Central Square, Cambridge.” The driver eyed her curiously. The Stardust did not have the best reputation. It was the varied theme nights. Wednesdays was a Goth Industrial night. Thursdays was Gay. Fridays was a Fetish night and Saturdays were a Retro night that mixed eighties and disco. It made for an interesting atmosphere. But all in all, the Stardust was a great place to go. It provided a comfortable atmosphere for its patrons and lacked the clique attitude found in many of the nightclubs found on Lansdown Street. Their Thursday nights had a been a tradition for the gay community for over seventeen years. “Thank God tonight is Thursday … the last thing I need is to hang out on bondage night.”

Olivia had only visited the nightclub once on a fetish night. The atmosphere was comfortable, but it was definitely not her style. Many of the men paid far too much attention to her. That and seeing her former flame Sydney dressed in a dog collar and a wonder bra and barely anything else was a bit unsettling. The trip to Cambridge was brief and Olivia found herself standing in front of the dark building clutching her suitcase.

As she approached the door, the security men looked at her oddly. The young men’s faces were unfamiliar to her. Unlike the bartenders, the other employees tended to come and go. She produced her ID as they stared at her luggage. They looked at her carefully and stamped her hand, thinking that the innocent looking blonde posed no threat. She paid the cover charge and entered the large nightclub. It was still fairly quiet, not unusual for the hour. Olivia knew that in the span of a few minutes, both dance floors would be packed to capacity. Olivia could see Sydney’s bar from the entrance.

It lay opposite the entrance, across the dance floor. The bar itself stretched the across the back wall and once business picked up, a second bartender would join Sydney. Olivia walked past the front dance room and past the lounge area, which was set up with chairs, a pool table and two vintage video games. She strolled straight ahead into the back dance room, waving to the thin platinum blonde behind the bar. Teresa Raven had been tending bar there almost as long as the club had existed. “Hey Dolly!” Teresa shouted over the music. Teresa was nothing less than flamboyant. Olivia made her way over to the bar.

“Planning on moving in?” Teresa teased as she pointed to the suitcase.

“I’m crashing at Chase’s place for awhile.” Olivia responded casually, hoping that Teresa wouldn’t pursue the subject any further. Subtle was not Teresa’s style.

“Oh?” Teresa questioned her. “Want to talk about it?”

“No.” Olivia responded, knowing that Teresa wouldn’t push.

“Okay, how about a drink?” Teresa smiled back at her.

“Maybe later.” Olivia answered, thankful that Teresa was dropping the subject. “I’m going to check my bag and then hang out with Chase for awhile.” Olivia explained quickly. Teresa and Sydney had two different styles of tending bar. For Sydney, it was all about the show, her drinks rarely tasted like alcohol, which could be dangerous at times. Teresa’s were boarded on being lethal. Both would get you drunk, but with Sydney’s, you never see it coming. Their personalities were night and day as well. Sydney was always pleasant unless you pushed to far, with Teresa there was always an under lying feeling that the petite blonde would inflict pain without much prodding.

Olivia made her way down to the coat check and tipped the young man generously after her reassured her that her luggage was not the strangest item he had ever checked. Olivia walked through the basement to take the opposite staircase back up. As she emerged, she noticed that the crowd had picked up considerably. Duncan, the tall slender African-American man was taking his station at the bar in the lounge area. “Hey girl.” He smiled at her as he removed his leather jacket to reveal a black T-Shirt with the words “Obey Me” sprawled across the front.

“Does that work?” Olivia teased him.

“The shirt?” Duncan smirked. “Not on the ones I want it to.” He grinned wickedly.

They chatted for a while longer about nothing at all until the crowd began to grow. She knew that Duncan would be a gentleman. But he needed to focus on his paying customers. Olivia knew that she was stalling. It was time to face the music. Neither Teresa nor Duncan had inquired about Ruth. Sydney most definitely would not let her off so easily. After all she was staying at the woman’s apartment, she must know that something was up. Olivia traveled into the front dance room and was instantly immersed in the constant beat of techno music and flashing lights. Olivia made her way through the sea of sweaty bodies.

Sydney was busy making cocktails. The former actress worked the crowd for all it was worth. Most of Sydney’s customers never waited long. She had an uncanny ability to remember exactly what everyone drank. Most of her customer’s drinks were waiting for them when the stepped up to the bar. She stood back as her friend caught her eye, giving her a knowing smirk. Chase stood a few inches taller than Olivia. Her long curly auburn locks cascaded down her back.

“Chase, we need a round of shots.” A platinum blonde man called out. “You decide.” An older man beside him called out.

“You know the game boys.” Chase teased. “Pick a color.”

“Blue.” The blonde called out.

“Blue?” Chase laughed as she rolled her grey eyes. “Try harder. Okay, blue it is. How many?”

“Four.” The older man instructed her.

Olivia chuckled as Chase held up four fingers to confirm the order. Sometimes the volume of the music led to mistakes. The men held up four fingers in agreement. Chase then held up her fist and pointed to the back of her hand. Olivia recognized the sign for the four patrons to show her the stamp on their hands that indicated they were of legal drinking age. Chase smiled as she began to flip bottles in the air making four very blue shots and receiving a generous tip for her efforts. Olivia watched as one youngster pushed his way through the crowd. “Hey!” He called out.

Sydney spun in his direction. “Did you just hey me?” Sydney grinned wickedly at him. The youngster opened his mouth to speak, but seemed to think better of it. He hung his head and patiently waited his turn.

Olivia watched in amazement as Sydney and her partner David ran from one end of the bar to the other. Olivia admired the way they handled the crowd. She knew that she could never deal with the shouting and rudeness. Sometimes for little or no money. Sydney stopped briefly to talk to Olivia. “So?” She was asked.

“It’s over.” Olivia said simply.

“Drink or do you just want the keys to my place?” Chase offered knowing it was far too loud for discussion.

“Keys.” Olivia sighed with relief.

Chase handed her the keys without questions. She explained that her car was in the lot behind the club and should start since it hadn’t rained that day. Another constant in the life of Sydney Chase was that everything she drove was held together with duct tape, spit and a lot of prayer. Olivia retrieved her luggage from coat check and thanked whatever high power that watched over her that Sydney’s car not only started, but made it all the way back to her apartment. Once inside, she took a long shower. She tried to wash away the images of Ruth and Dr. Metger rolling around in bed together. The images faded only to be replaced by a different far more disturbing thoughts. The thoughts turned to a raven-haired beauty.

She remained in the shower long after the water had turned icy, hoping that the frigid water would cool her jets. It failed as she pictured Karla’s naked form behind her gently grinding her wetness into her backside. This was not good. Olivia gave up her resolve and grabbed the shower massage from its cradle. “What is that Syd always said? A shower massage was a single gals best friend.” After her extended shower, Olivia made her way back into the living room/bedroom and crawled into bed. The tension of the day finally won out as her head hit the pillow and she instantly fell asleep. She awoke briefly around three am when Sydney was ranting about her obvious displeasure regarding the lack of hot water for her shower. Olivia giggled as Sydney cursed from the bathroom as she drifted back to sleep.

CHAPTER SIX

It was morning and time for Sydney to wake up or at least Olivia felt that Sydney should wake up. “Chase.” Olivia nudged her gently. Receiving no response and knowing that Sydney was a deep sleeper, she pushed her harder. “Chase!” She growled more forcefully.

“Five more minutes.” Sydney groaned as she rolled back over.

“Please.” Olivia pouted as she whined. “I need someone to talk to.”

“Ugh.” Sydney growled as she tried to retreat under the covers.

“Come on Chase.” Olivia was more insistent. “I reserved a court time for us.”

“Really?” Chase’s grey eyes peeked out from underneath the blankets.

“Yes, I know how much you enjoy playing at my club.” Olivia encouraged her.

“Can I have coffee?”

“Of course sweetie, now just get ready.” Olivia smiled as Sydney hopped out of bed and headed towards the shower.

Almost two hours later Olivia and Sydney were sitting in the glass racquetball court sweating heavily. “I hate racquet ball. You know that.” Sydney panted.

“I never understood that since you love tennis so much.” Olivia grunted in returned.

“It’s not the same.” Sydney explained. “With tennis, there is a simplicity. With this, the ball comes at you from all angles. That is why I like to call this game ‘duck and run’. It wasn’t very nice of you to mislead me into thinking that we were playing tennis.” Sydney snorted.

“All I said was that I had reserved a court.” Olivia explained innocently. “I never said it was a tennis court.”

“Brat.” Sydney snorted. “So you want to talk about it?”

“Tennis?” Olivia quipped. “Or why you suddenly find yourself with a new roomie?”

“You pick.” Sydney encouraged.

Olivia took a deep cleansing breath and then began. “I left her.” Sydney remained quiet allowing her to go at her own pace. “She was sleeping with our therapist.”

“Isn’t that against the rules?” Sydney was clearly surprised.

“I would think so.” Olivia added. “But I was going to leave her anyways. I’m not happy and I haven’t been in a long time. We haven’t had sex in years.”

“Sweetie that’s not a relationship.” Sydney snorted. “That’s called being roommates.”

“You were right about her.” Olivia continued. “I jumped into the relationship far too quickly. I guess I didn’t realize how bad things were until the other night. I … I … uhm.”

“What is it?” Sydney offered gently.

“I slept with my boss.” Olivia blurted out.

“You slept with Tim?” Sydney gasped. “He’s a married man.”

“Not Tim, you dufus.” Olivia swatted her. “Now hush up and listen for a change, you ignorant cracker. I slept with my new boss. It was in New York only I didn’t know who she was at the time.”

“Oh.” Sydney sighed. “I see. No wait, you had a one night stand?”

“Yeah.” Olivia confessed. “It was just one of those things.”

“Not for you.” Sydney pointed out.

“No but there was something about her.” Olivia sighed as she relived the memory of Karla’s touch. “I met her in a bar and without a word, we left together and went back to my hotel room. She’s beyond beautiful. She is tall, jet black hair, chiseled features and the most amazing blue eyes I have ever seen.”

“You slept with the Warrior Princess?” Sydney chuckled.

“Who?” Olivia asked in confusion.

“You know from television.” Sydney tried to explain. “In the right light, you could pass for the sidekick.”

“I don’t watch television.” Olivia snorted indignantly. “Sydney, this woman was amazing. I couldn’t get enough of her and I didn’t even know her name.”

“It sounds like you took a walk through my life.” Sydney teased.

“I can’t explain it.” Olivia admitted. “Then the next morning I found out she was my new boss. We were both mortified. Neither of us knew. We talked about it and agreed that we can’t sleep together again.”

“Well that sounds like a good idea.” Sydney pointed out. “And it’s good that you talked. So do you think you can work with this woman and not be tempted?”

“Tempted?” Olivia shrugged. “I’m an adult and I’m not about to have an affair with my boss. That would be stupid. Did you ever sleep with your boss?”

“Olivia, I’m a bartender in a nightclub.” Sydney laughed. “Most of my superiors have been gay men. Our interaction is limited to what are you doing for pride and listen up Mary, I’m not working that shift.”

“What about your days as an actress?” Olivia inquired.

“I could never tolerate my directors well enough to sleep with them.” Sydney laughed again. “Most of them were men anyways. As for my co-stars, I’m far too egotistical for that.”

“That leaves the crew.” Olivia teased as a shadow covered Sydney’s features. Olivia had touched upon a very sensitive subject that always loomed between the two. “Hey, don’t go there okay.” Olivia laid her head on Sydney’s shoulder. “We got past that and it should prove that I know I can put my feelings for Karla aside. I’m really looking forward to working with her. She is bright and really cares about my opinions.”

“Do yourself a favor.” Sydney asserted. “Get to know her. That way if anything does happen between the two of you this time you’ll be sure it is real.”

“Come on.” Olivia nudged her. “You need a shower, frankly you smell.”

“Oh yeah and you’re freakin’ rose garden.” Sydney snorted in response.

They stood and made their way out of the court. “Do you think the car will start?” Olivia asked playfully.

“Who knows?” Sydney sighed. “I’m thinking of getting a new car.”

“Maybe you can get one that will pass inspection this time?” Olivia teased.

“No, I mean a real new car.” Sydney confessed. “I’ve made some extra money over that past couple of years and I think it’s time.”

“My God, you’re not becoming an adult are you?” Olivia gasped.

“No way.” Sydney snorted.

CHAPTER SEVEN

While Olivia was questioning Sydney’s maturity level, Karla was gripping the armrest of her seat on the airplane that was about to land at LAX. Karla firmly believed that God had never intended for human beings to be this far off of the ground.

Karla breathed a heavy sigh of relief once she was safely on the ground and out of the confines of the airplane. She gripped her bag, thankful once again that she believed in only taking carry on luggage and she made her way out to the taxi stand. “Yeah, it’s good to be back in LaLa land.” She muttered as she watched a parade of people who all seemed to be firmly attached to their cell phones.

Later that evening, she found herself relaxing on the deck of her sister’s house as her brother-in-law was frying up some tofu burgers. Her older sister was leaning back on her deck chair watching her daughters as they tortured the family dog. “So are you up for the move to the east coast?” Meg asked her softly.

“I think so.” Karla answered as she smiled at nieces. “I need to get out of LA.”

“Tonya sweetie, don’t pull on Ty’s tail.” Meg called out to one of the triplets.

Karla laughed at the girls antics. “You laugh?” Meg teased. “They are going to miss you.”

“I’m going to miss the munchkins too.” Karla responded with a touch of sadness. “I still think a trip to Orlando around the holidays would be neat.” Karla suggested hopefully.

“Oh yeah a jammed packed theme park with three hyper-active seven year olds and you. How can resist?” Meg laughed. “Not to mention the flight out there.”

Karla’s face scrunched up. “Don’t do that Karla.” Meg pleaded. “I swear you are worse than the kids. We’ll work something out. Like I told you the day our parents split up, you will always be my sister.”

It was true. Meg had always treated Karla as if they were blood. They both had endured a long list of stepsiblings, never feeling like a real family except with each other. On the day that Mauve, Karla’s mother and Tim, who was Meg’s father, split up, Meg promised the fourteen year old that they would always be sisters and they had been. They shared secrets, clothing, and the occasional fistfight.

“You could just stay you know.” Meg suggested hopefully. “I know you are not happy with your job but …”

“I’m in PR in the middle of LaLa land and I hate it and the people I have to deal with.” Karla groaned. “Everyone is so shallow out here. The sick part is that I’m good at what I do. I need to find out if it’s the place or the job. If it’s the job, then I need to decide what I want to be doing.” Karla explained.

“I know kiddo.” Meg reluctantly agreed. “So what are you not telling me?”

“I don’t know what you mean?” Karla hedged.

“There something else bothering you today.” Meg pointed out. “I can feel it.”

“So are you going to Tom and Vivian’s party?” Karla asked quickly.

“Of course I’m going to Dad’s and Vivian’s anniversary party.” Meg answered calmly. “Fifteen years that must be some kind of record in this town. They are really happy though. Now stop changing the subject.”

Karla grimaced, knowing that she could not keep anything from her big sister. “When I was in New York, something happened.” She said finally. Meg remained quiet allowing her to continue at her own pace. “I kind of met someone.”

“Really?” Meg prodded brightly.

“It just sort of happened.” Karla tried to explain.

“No!” Meg squealed like a teenager. Then her face dropped suddenly. “Mary, get off Ty. He’s a dog, not a horse. Thank you.” She added once the girl climbed down off of the very tired Great Dane. “Wayne honey, watch the girls Karla and I going for a walk.”

“Is everything okay?” Wayne asked with concern.

“No, just a little girl talk.” Meg reassured her husband. “Stretch got lucky and I wanted all the steamy details.”

“Meg!” Karla growled.

“Hey, I want to hear.” Wayne protested.

“Wayne!” Karla flared. “Tell you what Wayne, I’ll give all the steamy details if you put some real meat on that grill.”

Her brother-in-law seemed to consider the offer as Meg began to drag Karla off. They walked down the road of the quiet suburban neighborhood as Karla filled her sister in on what had transpired in New York. Meg seemed to be enjoying the little tale even though Karla left out the most graphic points. It was when she finished the story Meg seemed visibly upset.

“I know sleeping with someone you work with is plain stupid.” Karla said heavily.

“That’s not it.” Meg stated firmly. “Hell, Vivian was Dad’s assistant, so was your Mother and mine. Perhaps that’s why Vivian is the one who picks Dad’s assistants now.”

“Probably.” Karla chuckled. “I have noticed since they got married, that Tim’s assistants have been always been older guys.”

“Karla.” Meg began in a motherly tone. “Office romances are not a good thing. But I know you and I know that you can be an adult when you have to be. It’s that she cheated on her girlfriend for a one nightstand.”

“I know.” Karla sighed. “But she did tell me that they are having problems.”

“So, her wife doesn’t understand her?” Meg snapped.

“It’s not like that.” Karla tried to argue.

“How do you know?” Meg pointed out. “Maybe one of the problems is that she is sleeping around. Look ten years ago, I would have looked at this differently. But ten years ago I wasn’t a wife and mother.”

“You and Wayne really have a good thing.” Karla added absently.

“Yes, we do.” Meg confirmed.

“What’s your secret?” Karla questioned her in awe.

“That’s just it baby sister.” Meg smiled. “There isn’t one. We’ve had our ups and downs just like everyone else.”

“Really?”

“Of course.” Meg laughed. “I know that Wayne and I are one of those annoyingly happy couples. But it’s a marriage, not a trip to Disneyland. We’ve had our share of fights, usually over something stupid.” Meg chuckled slightly. “Hell, you should have heard what I called him when I was in labor.”

“Is that why the video was cut off?” Karla laughed.

“Hey, you try giving birth three times in one day.” Meg groaned.

“No, thank you.” Karla shuddered at the thought. “Olivia and I talked all of this through and I think it is going to be just fine.”

“Uh huh.” Meg responded coldly. “Based on what you told me of the little chat the two of you had the morning after, I’m not buying it.”

“Why?”

“Well, it didn’t sound like you solved anything.” Meg said firmly. “It sounded more like the two of you were flirting with each other.”

Karla just stared at her sister blankly. “No.” She protested. “We definitely resolved …” Karlas face dropped suddenly as she recalled the conversation with Olivia. “… Oh God.” She groaned. “We were flirting weren’t we?”

“It’s just my opinion. But yeah, that’s what it sounded like to me.” Meg explained. “Karla, this move is very important to you. I know that the projects you are working on can give you the finances you need to start over again. Can you really trust this woman?”

“My heart and my gut say that I can.” Karla tried to explain to her sister and herself.

“And the rest of you?” Meg pushed.

“I don’t know.” Karla confessed. “I honestly don’t know.”

CHAPTER EIGHT

Olivia was settling into her new role with surprising ease. There were those in the office who felt some resentment towards her promotion. Most notably Rob Vadecki, who said nothing to her face, was constantly snipping behind Olivia’s back. This did not surprise her, he was just being his usual snotty self. Rob was one of those guys who was great at taking credit for when things went well and a master at dodging the blame when things did not. Olivia never liked the scrawny weasel. But she didn’t have to like him, she just had to tolerate him.

Much to her own surprise the break up with Ruth had left her feeling more at ease with herself. Although she did feel a certain amount of resentment towards Ruth and the good doctor. She did feel hypocritical by her feelings of ill will, but like Rob she could live with it. Olivia threw herself into her work, preparing for Karla’s arrival. She felt a deep seeded need to prove herself to her new boss.

She felt certain that she could track down the elusive Charolette Hayden Smith, before Karla’s arrival next week. After all in this modern world there is nothing a person can’t find out. Unfortunately it did appear that there was definitely something she couldn’t find out. She could not track down the mysterious novelist. “Well I understand her need for privacy.” Olivia groaned in exasperation into the telephone. “No … you don’t understand, my company has a very lucrative offer for her.” Olivia was at her wits end. “Fine could you at least pass a message onto her?” The woman from Ms. Smith’s present publisher had been stonewalling her for the better part of an hour. “Why not? Hello?”

Olivia hung up the telephone in frustration. “She hung up on me.” Olivia spoke aloud to her empty office. She rested her face into her hands as she tried to think of something, anything that would shed light on the writer’s whereabouts. The buzzing of her telephone snapped her out of her musings. She pressed her intercom in response. “Yes, Robyn?” She said wearily to her assistant. The thought of it made her smile. “I have my own assistant. My, you have come a long way from Chapel Hill.”

“Miss James is on line two.” Robyn informed her.

“Thank you Robyn.” Olivia said with slight smile as she secretly looked forward to hearing the tall brunette’s sultry voice.

Unconsciously she brushed back her short blonde hair, straightened her posture and wiped her now sweaty palms on her skirt before answering the call. “Good Morning, Miss James.” Olivia managed to say in a professional tone.

“Good Morning Olivia.” Karla’s deep voice floated from the other end of the country. “I’ve been going over the data you sent me and everything looks great.”

“Thank you, Miss James.” Olivia replied with a smile.

“I just have a few quick questions.” Karla began as Olivia could detect the sounds of papers being shuffled around. “First off I understand that you are getting a new Governor.”

“Oh yes, Thanks to our new President we are finally loosing our Governor to Canada.” Olivia grumbled at the thought that Howdy Doody had actually been elected President. “So are we changing our position on doing her PR?”

“Not a chance.” Karla responded firmly. “But we need to make sure we don’t ruffle her feathers. Since she is going to be the Governor we need to keep in her good graces. If we have to we could do some smaller projects for her. But nothing major.”

“No problem.” Olivia reassured her. “I’ve already excused us from working with her. I pointed out that since we do work for the Big Dig it could be considered a conflict of interest.”

“Smart girl.” Karla smiled into the phone allowing herself to get carried away by the tone of Olivia’s voice.

Both women found themselves in a comfortable silence unknowingly they both allowed their minds to wander, thinking only of how good the other sounded.

“Now that is settled, how is everything going with my favorite pet project?” Karla said, suddenly breaking the spell when she realized that neither had spoken for several moments.

Olivia groaned in response. “Not good.” She admitted shyly. “I can’t find out anything. There seems to be no way of contacting her directly. I tried the internet, the phone book, and everything else I could think of. But it seems that the only way to get a message to her is through her publisher. The woman doesn’t even have an agent. Frankly I don’t get it. Don’t these people usually seek out notoriety?”

“Apparently not.” Karla chuckled slightly.

“I just feel like I’m letting you down.” Olivia admitted with a hint of sadness.

“Hey give yourself a break here.” Karla offered in a firm yet gentle tone. “You just got started.”

“Yeah well.” Olivia sneered. “I have some feelers out to high schools and colleges. If she is a local she has to pop up somewhere. It’s a little difficult since I have no idea how old she is. That and I never realized how frustrating it was trying to track down someone who’s last name is Smith.”

“Okay then you get back on it and I’ll see you in a few days.” Karla offered with a light laugh.

“I live to serve.” Olivia teased. “If you need me and can’t reach me at the office let me give you my beeper number. I never shut it off so you can reach me anytime. I can call you back on my cell phone. Ready?”

“Go ahead.” Karla responded in an odd tone.

“617-555-4039.” Olivia said carefully.

“Got it.” Karla’s voice answered with the same strange tone. “What about the other number, the one from your personal file?”

“I … uhm.” Olivia breathed heavily not wanting to go into details. “I’ve moved recently and I’m staying with a friend until I find a new place. If you need me just page me.”

“Oh.” Karla said heavily.

Olivia listened to the silence coming from the other end of the receiver. She was fighting with herself over whether or not she should go into further detail. She waited patiently as she tried to think of something to say that would ease the situation. She glanced at her watch quickly and smiled as something occurred to her. “Aren’t you at work a little early?” She blurted out. “I just looked at my watch and realized that out there the sun hasn’t even risen yet.”

“I’m still at home.” Karla confessed. “I got tired of packing and decided to check in with you.”

“Oh I see.” Olivia laughed. “So you were bored and thought of me? I’m flattered.”

“Something like that.” Karla quipped. “Look I’ll let you get back to work and I’ll touch base with you soon.”

After they exchanged their goodbyes Olivia hung up the telephone unable to shake the warm feeling she was experiencing after hearing Karla’s voice. “This is so bad.”

CHAPTER NINE

Karla stood staring at the telephone before casting a glance around the mess in her apartment. She tried to decipher what was troubling her more at that moment; the mess in her soon to be ex-residence or the one inside of her head. “What the hell did I do?” She asked the small orange tabby who was sleeping peacefully on top of one her black cashmere sweaters. Karla didn’t attempt to move the feline, after having conceded her loss to the cat years ago. “Tell me Howard, did I screw up someone’s life? She moved out. I caused this.” The cat looked up at her with sudden interest. “But then again Olivia did say there were problems in her relationship. And her lover couldn’t have known that she had an affair unless she told her right?” Howard just looked at his owner quizzically wondering just when he was going to be fed. “So I didn’t mess up anything, then why do I feel so guilty? Talk to me boy, what should I do?” She asked the cat. Howard realizing that he was not going to be fed anytime soon began to clean himself. “Thanks alot Pal!” Karla growled at the ball of fur. “Some help you are. You know if I could do that I probably wouldn’t be in this mess right now.”

“Enough Karla!” She warned herself. “It was just one night stop over-analyzing it. All this proves is that Olivia was being honest with me about problems in her relationship.” Karla took a calming breath and returned to her packing. She had decided that she would ship most of her stuff out ahead of her and simply get rid of the rest. As she looked at the now neatly stacked boxes that represented her soul worth on this planet she was startled to realize that she had very little to show for her thirty four years.

It wasn’t a materialistic observation, in fact it was quite the opposite. There was her stereo equipment, VCR, DVD, computer and television. The furniture held no interest for her to keep. What was missing were personal items. Of course moving around so much as kid had alot to do with that. It’s hard to feel settled when you have a new father every couple of years. Nothing seemed permanent in the land of neon she had been raised in. Then of course there was her biological father Harry. He was a good guy; he was just very stuck in the sixties. She and Harry would get together every now and then when she would bail him out of jail. Harry was most definitely a character.

Things at the office were finally falling together so she could leave for the east coast soon. But the unexpected delay meant that she and Howard would now have to fly out there instead of driving. The thought of going back up into the friendly skies made her stomach turn. “It will be alright.” She told herself. Shaking herself out of her thoughts she tried to organize what she needed to do for her trip. She dug out the much needed list of things she needed and added a few more.

After making all of the telephone calls she needed to handle she showered and dressed and left for the office. Work that day proved to be easy. Kenny was slipping into his new role with ease. Tim had taught the young man very well. The extra time allowed Karla to handle some more last minute details. It also gave her time to allow her mind to wander. Her thoughts constantly drifting towards a certain blonde. More than once during the day she found herself asking Kenny about her new assistant.

Once she arrived home she decided to take a hot bath and relax; hopefully the allure of the vanilla scented bubbles and a nice glass of Zinfandel would be the calming influence she needed. She sighed as she lowered herself into the steamy bath. Howard perched himself on the rim of the tub and watched the bubbles with fascination. Occasionally the feline would reach out and try to capture one of the elusive bubbles. “Watch it Howard.” Karla warned. “You’re just going to fall in like you always do.” The cat looked at her in disbelief. “Hey don’t say I didn’t warn you.” Karla chuckled.

“Tell me Howard, what is it about Miss Olivia Davenport that has me so hot and bothered?” Karla asked the feline. Howard paid no attention to the human as he watched the water. “I’ve been good at putting some distance between us. I didn’t correct her when she started calling me Miss James. That was good right?” Karla looked over at the orange tabby who wasn’t paying any attention to her. “Some help you are. Maybe I should have gotten a dog.” She snorted. Howard simply meowed in disgust at the very idea.

Karla closed her eyes as she tried to release herself from the thoughts of the impending move and working side by side with her beautiful assistant. She felt herself beginning to drift off as images of Olivia’s body crept into her mind. “What the hell.” She conceded as she began to create a fantasy in her mind. She pictured Olivia standing in her office late one night. Olivia approached her slowly. She was wearing a short black dress that allowed Karla to see her cleavage peeking out. Karla chuckled slightly at the thought of Olivia wearing something like that to the office. “Oh well it’s just a fantasy.” Karla sighed as she began to picture the petite blonde’s hands reaching up and gently begin to caress Karla’s shoulders.

Karla absently began to caress her own body. She was lost in her musing, disturbed only slightly at the sounds of Howard chasing the ever elusive bubbles. With one hand cupping her own breast her other hand was beginning to trail down her body as she pictured Olivia’s hands touching her. Her hand slid between her legs, when a sudden splash jolted her back to reality. She laughed at the sight of the now soaking wet tabby trying to make his way out of the tub. “Hey I warned you.” Karla laughed as she lifted the extremely agitated cat out of the water. “Well so much for playtime.” Karla sighed as she stepped out of the tub so she could take care of the dripping wet Howard.

The following week Karla found herself gripping the arm rest of her seat on the airplane. She gave a fearful glance over at the pet carrier seated next to her. Howard was sleeping peacefully thanks to the pills from the vet. Feeling no comfort from the sleeping animal Karla braced herself for the landing at Boston’s Logan Airport. “Almost on the ground.” Karla muttered to herself. It had only taken one transfer and three delays but she was almost there.

She added a silent prayer that her luggage would be waiting for her as well. She shipped her belongings on ahead of her and she hoped that they would arrive in Boston sometime this century. She had sold off her furniture and at the last minute her car. Now that she wasn’t driving to the east coast, she wouldn’t need it. She could always buy a new one if she needed to. She had heard the horror stories of trying to find parking in the city and when she had visited last month to meet with Tim she found the drivers in the area a little unsettling to say the least.

Karla breathed a heavy sigh of relief as the plane landed safely. She gathered up her belongings and Howard and waited for her turn to depart the aircraft. She needed to find the baggage claim, then her luggage and then a taxi. She had the address of the apartment she would be renting temporarily written down. “I hope we like our new home Howard.” She offered to the sleeping feline.

As she stepped past the security gate she began to search for signs that would lead her into the right direction. She held Howard’s carrier tightly in front of herself while she balanced two bags on her shoulders. Out of the corner of her eye she caught a glimpse of a familiar blonde. A slight smile crossed her lips as she watched Olivia approaching.

CHAPTER TEN

Olivia saw her the moment she stepped through the crowd. It was hard to miss Karla James even in the hub bub of the airport. “Hi.” Olivia offered shyly as she approached the taller woman. She relaxed slightly when she saw the smile Karla offered in return.

“What are you doing here?” Karla asked softly.

“I know you said you didn’t need any help.” Olivia quickly explained. “But I know how crazy it is here. I’m glad I did, you’re loaded down like a pack mule. You have more bags I take it.”

Karla nodded in reply. “Are you okay?” Olivia asked quickly as she held out her hand for Karla’s claim checks. “You look a little pale.”

“Oh I’m fine.” Karla lied not wanting the petite blonde to know about her fear of flying. “I was a little worried about Howard here.” Karla shifted the carrier.

“Oh.” Olivia smiled in disbelief as she peeked into the pet’s carrier. “Yes, I see what you mean. He looks absolutely traumatized.” Olivia chuckled softly as she looked up from the sleeping feline.

“Okay.” Karla blushed deeply. “I hate to fly.” She confessed as Olivia directed her towards the escalator.

“Don’t worry your secret is safe with me.” Olivia smiled in return. “I’ve rented a car. How many bags do you have?”

“Three.” Karla sighed as they made their way over to the proper baggage carousel. “You don’t own a car?”

“Not much need for one when you live in the city.” Olivia explained. “Plus the parking in town sucks. Not to mention the insurance rates in this state. Sydney has one but it tends to break down alot.”

“Sydney?” Karla questioned. “That’s one.” She went to reach for the bag but Olivia grabbed it before she could.

“Sydney Chase.” Olivia explained. “My friend that I’m staying with until I find a new apartment.”

“Oh.” Karla said with a hint of discomfort. She felt a wave of guilt wash over her when Olivia mentioned her new living arrangements. Karla shifted nervously as Olivia gathered the last of her luggage. “That’s nice of him to put you up.” Olivia laughed brightly as she directed Karla out of the airport terminal and into the parking area. “What?” Karla asked in confusion.

“Nothing it’s just that Chase is most definitely not a man.” Olivia smiled as she led Karla over to the green Ford Focus she rented for the weekend. “She’s a very old friend of mine. It was nice of her to give me a place to crash. I need to find something soon though, two people sharing a studio in Cambridge is less than ideal.”

“A bit cramped?” Karla inquired as they loaded her bags into the small car before strapping Howard’s carrier into the backseat. Karla then squeezed herself into the car. “They just make these cars for normal sized people.” Karla groaned. Olivia looked over from the driver’s side with a teasing smile. “Oh I don’t know I find it quite comfortable.” Olivia smiled brightly as she cast a quick glance over Karla’s long legs.

“Where to Miss. James?” Olivia offered brightly. Karla reached into her pocket and pulled out the slip of paper that had the address of her new apartment. “Do you know how to get there?” Karla asked hesitantly.

“Oh sure.” Olivia replied. “That’s a nice area of Brookline. Lot’s of restaurants and shopping.”

“Really?” Karla brightened at the thought.

“You don’t know where your apartment is?” Olivia questioned her as started the car.

“Uhm no.” Karla confessed. “I just had a realtor find me something.”

Olivia just shook her head in disbelief. “Well I’m glad I picked you up, after we get you settled I can show you around town.” Olivia suddenly wondered if she might be overstepping their boundaries. “I mean if that’s alright with you, Miss. James.?”

“Yeah that would be great.” Karla smiled as she cast a glance in the backseat noticing that Howard had just begun to stir. “Olivia how about when we are not in the office you call me Karla?” She offered shyly as she cautiously eyed her companion. “Damn she looks good today.”

“Okay, Karla.” Olivia smiled as she stole a glance at Karla’s body. As they made their way through the congested roadways they managed to engage in small talk. On more than one occasion Karla found herself hanging onto the dashboard. “Does everyone drive like this?” Karla gasped at one point. “This is Boston.” Olivia offered simply.

“I thought LA was bad.” Karla’s eyes widened as she swallowed hard when Olivia maneuvered around another construction site.

“You’ve been here before, right?”

“Yeah. When I met with Tim a few months ago.” Karla tried to explain. “I mostly took the trains. When I did take a cab I just assumed that I had a lousy driver.” Olivia simply laughed in response.

They arrived at Karla’s new home in Brookline and Olivia double parked so they could unload Karla’s belongings. Karla attended to Howard who was beginning to meow in protest. Once they brought Karla’s bags up to the third floor apartment, Olivia rushed downstairs to move the car to a legal parking space.

Upon returning she looked around Karla’s very empty apartment. “Do you have more stuff coming?” Olivia questioned her as she noticed the scowl on Karla’s face. “Books, electronics, clothes. You know stuff like that.” Karla groaned.

“Furniture?” Olivia asked with concern.

“No.” Karla’s eyes narrowed at the empty space before her. “The realtor was supposed to find me a furnished apartment. This is supposed to be temporary until I can find something else more permanent.”

“It’s a nice place … . empty but nice.” Olivia mused.

“Well first things first.” Karla stated firmly. “Howard is going to need some provisions.”

“Okay we can take a quick trip to Shaw’s and get everything that Howard needs.” Olivia offered. “But what about you?”

“What do you mean?” Karla inquired.

“Karla, where are you going to sleep?” Olivia chuckled. “Or more to the point on what? Shaws doesn’t stock beds and at this hour I’m not sure what we can find. I’d offer to put you up but I’m staying with Chase.”

“Three’s a crowd.” Karla teased.

“Knowing Chase if she caught a glimpse of you I’m certain she would be more than willing to find a place for you.” Olivia teased in return.

“The friendly type is she?” Karla responded with a knowing smirk.

“To say the least.” Olivia chuckled. “Wait, I have an idea. I have a ton of stuff in storage including a futon. Ruth never liked my stuff but there were things I just didn’t want to get rid of. I guess that should have been a sign huh?”

“Ruth?” Karla asked carefully.

“My ex.” Olivia offered quietly. “Come on let’s go get Howard everything the little guy needs before he has an accident.” Olivia changed the subject quickly as she grabbed Karla’s arm to lead her out the door. Their eyes locked for a moment as each felt a rush of desire race through their bodies.

They went to the local supermarket and stocked piled on a few essentials that Karla would need to get her through the weekend. Olivia couldn’t help but notice that most of the purchases made were for Howard. When Karla went to grab a can of coffee, Olivia stopped her. “We’ll stop at Dunkies and get you a pound of that.” Olivia stated firmly. “It’s time you became a real New Englander. None of that Starbucks crap either.”

“We do have Dunkin’ Donuts in California you know.” Karla groused. “I think there is one in San Jose.”

“That must be quite a drive when you need coffee.” Olivia snorted in amusement.

“Hey a donut shop is a donut shop.” Karla objected as she paid for her purchases.

“Blasphemy!” Olivia scowled loudly causing the young cashier and Karla to stare at her oddly. She just shrugged and ignored the staring.

They loaded up the car and made their way back to Karla’s apartment after making a quick stop at Dunkin’ Donuts for a pound of coffee. “You need a coffee maker.” Olivia pointed out as Karla set up Howard’s litter box. “And a bean grinder, I’m sorry I didn’t think about that when we bought the coffee. I think I have those in storage as well.” Olivia’s face suddenly frowned when a realization hit her.

“Okay.” Karla answered as she opened a can of food for Howard was now circling her legs demanding attention. “Is something wrong?”

“Yeah.” Olivia answered softly. “I just remembered where the keys are to my storage locker.”

“Problem?” Karla inquired as she set down a plate of food for Howard. “You’re welcome.” She spat at the cat who was now ignoring her.

“No.” Olivia said a little too quickly. Karla gave her a curious glance. Olivia suddenly found herself in an awkward situation. “It’s just that the keys are in my old apartment. I didn’t take alot of stuff with me when I left. In fact I left only with the suitcase I brought to New York. I haven’t had the stomach to go back.”

Karla remained silent for a moment before speaking. She didn’t like having this hanging over them. It was time to clear the air. “Do you want to talk about it?” She offered gently.

Olivia didn’t respond she just stood there contemplating what she should do. She knew that she was being a coward for not facing Ruth. Sydney had pretty much said that to her already. It was that she was just so angry at how Ruth had betrayed her. Which of course caused her to recall her own feelings of guilt. “I can’t. You’re my boss.” Olivia finally offered weakly.

“Not today I’m not.” Karla countered uncertain as to why she was about to break her own ground rules. She wrapped a comforting arm around Olivia’s body. She found herself smiling internally as the smaller blonde leaned into her touch. “Today, I’m just a friend that you picked up at the airport.”

Olivia allowed herself to relax, feeling strangely comforted by being held in Karla’s embrace. She found herself caught in the scent of Karla’s body. Her mind swooned as she realized that the woman wasn’t wearing any perfume and that the intoxicating aroma was pure Karla. As Olivia found herself snuggling closer to the taller woman, Karla was fighting her own battle. The closeness of Olivia’s body was causing her heart to beat wildly not to mention her lower body parts were doing their own happy dance at the moment.

Olivia could feel Karla’s heart racing in a steady rhythm that seemed to match her own. Hesitantly Olivia pulled away slightly. “Well friend we need to get you some stuff.” She offered shyly. “Frankly I can’t stand the thought of you trying to survive without some of the creature comforts. How do you feel about futons?”

“They’re okay.” Karla answered in confusion as Olivia pulled away from her.

“I noticed there was a shop along the way to market.” Olivia said. “We could pick you up one for now. You can’t very well sleep on the floor.”

“That’s a good idea.” Karla responded as her body felt a sudden chill; missing the warmth of Olivia’s touch.

“We should get a move on then.” Olivia suggested. “I’m not sure what time they close. If you decide you don’t want to keep it later on, I’m certain you could always sell it to one of the college kids in the area.”

“You are so smart.” Karla smiled brightly. “I knew I liked you. Are there alot of students in the area?”

“Are you kidding?” Olivia snorted. “You can’t swing a dead cat around here without hitting an institute of higher learning.”

Howard meowed sharply at her comment. “Sorry!” Olivia laughed. “I had no idea he was so sensitive.” Karla simply laughed in return as they gathered up their coats and headed out the doorway once again.

“What do you think of this one?” Olivia asked Karla who seemed to be preoccupied. They had been roaming through The Futon Palace for almost an hour. Olivia carefully studied each unit, checking the price and size. Karla found herself bored, her mind as well as her eyes kept drifting towards Olivia’s well defined backside. “Karla?” Olivia’s voice snapped Karla back into reality.

“Hmm?” Karla sighed heavily disappointed that she could no longer watch the one thing that held her attention since their arrival at the store.

“I was asking what you thought?” Olivia repeated as she turned back towards the futon in question.

“Very nice.” Karla responded absently as her eyes returned to Olivia’s backside.

Olivia turned back towards Karla and offered her a strange smile. “Excuse me.” She called a sales clerk over. “Does this model come in a king size?”

“Yes.” The young woman answered brightly.

“Is it in stock?” Olivia continued.

“I’ll check on that.” The saleswoman answered and walked away.

Olivia walked over to Karla and leaned up to the taller woman’s ear. “You do know that I was asking you about the futon and not my ass?” Olivia whispered hotly into Karla’s ear. Karla’s jaw dropped as her face turned an unnatural shade of red. “I thought so.” Olivia laughed lightly as she lifted her fingers to Karla’s gaping jaw and gently closed it. “You are sooo busted.” Olivia chuckled lightly as she watched the woman shift uncomfortably.

“I wasn’t …” Karla began to stammer. “I’m sorry it was completely inappropriate of me.” She finally managed to squeak out.

“Karla, it is alright.” Olivia cut in. “One of the reasons I wanted to meet you at the airport was so we could spend time together. I was hoping to put some of the awkwardness we felt in New York behind us. Look we are not at work right now. And we know the ground rules about not letting that happen again. That doesn’t mean that it didn’t happen.”

“So… you are not offended?” Karla asked her carefully.

“Do I look offended?” Olivia questioned her seriously.

“No.” Karla smiled slightly. “Although you look rather pleased with yourself at the moment.”

They shared a warming glance at one another until the return of the saleswoman broke the spell. Karla cleared her throat loudly and forced herself to pay attention to the saleswoman. Karla paid for her purchases and they brought the rental car around back. After an intense struggle they managed to secure the frame of the futon to the roof and stuff the mattress in the trunk. Olivia felt tense when she sat into the driver’s seat of the car. It wasn’t the struggle to secure Karla’s new futon or driving thru the busy city with it strapped on the roof it was the accidental touching that had occurred.

At one point Karla had been behind her as they were trying to jam the mattress into the trunk of the car. The feel of Karla pressing into her body had sent her pulse racing. Not to mention a sudden throbbing emanating from a decidedly southern location. The image passed thru her mind while they found themselves waiting at the stop light. Olivia could feel her chest tightening as she looked over at Karla. “It would be so easy to just lean over and kiss her. God I feel like one big hormone! But she is such a good kisser. Stop it! Now!” She mentally chastised herself as she felt her jeans becoming damp. Thankfully the light changed and she could focus on driving.

Olivia’s condition seemed to worsen as she drove along the streets of Brookline. The cramped quarters of the small car were filled with the delicate scent that was most definitely Karla. There was something about the way this woman smelled that drove Olivia’s libido into overdrive. This was going to be much harder than she anticipated. “Just focus on driving.” She cautioned herself despite Karla’s earlier reassurances that this was simply an outing between friends, Karla was still her boss. Of course the situation seemed to be getting worse since they had to drive very slowly because of the futon frame strapped onto the roof of the car.

CHAPTER ELEVEN

Miraculously somehow Olivia managed to endure the drive. The struggle to get the new futon into Karla’s new apartment was another matter. Olivia was holding the top end walking backward up the staircase, while Karla was supporting the bottom. “Try turning to the left.” Olivia instructed the taller woman as they struggled to get the futon frame up the staircase. Karla responded to Olivia’s suggestion. Olivia inhaled sharply as she watched the taller woman’s arms tighten. The sight of those well defined forearms caused Olivia’s chest to tighten. Her palms began to sweat and before she realized it the hold she had on the wooden frame began to slip. “Careful!” Karla called out effectively alerting Olivia to the situation. Stumbling slightly she managed to regain her balance and not drop her end. “Are you okay?” Karla asked with concern.

“Yeah.” Olivia gasped as she tightened her grip. “I’m fine. It just got away from me for a second.”

The two woman worked together to maneuver the furniture. The occasional touching was proving to be too much for Olivia. Despite the chill of the approaching evening she found herself sweating. “Just keep moving and get this done then you can excuse yourself and go back to Sydney’s and release some of this tension. This shouldn’t be too hard. It’s not that bad really. Liar! It’s the first time we’ve spent anytime together since New York. Once today is over with we should be able to see each other every day at work. Liar, liar pants on fire.”

Olivia tried to steady her breathing at the thought of having to work closely, very closely to this woman every day. Mentally she tried to convince herself that it wasn’t going to be a problem. She felt herself becoming exasperated knowing that she was only fooling herself. The conflict between her desires and her common sense were now engaged in a full fledge war.

The two women found themselves exhausted once they had the futon set up in the living room. “Are you sure you want it in here?” Olivia questioned her. “Yeah.” Karla answered sighing deeply as she dropped down onto the futon. ” I can use as a couch. I’ll only be sleeping on it until I have time to go out and buy a bed. This way I won’t have to move it again.” Karla reasoned.

Olivia found herself sitting on the futon next to the taller woman. “I guess I can skip the gym tonight.” Olivia chuckled.

“I’m sorry about this.” Karla apologized. “I feel like I’m taking advantage of you.”

Without thinking Olivia shot the dark haired beauty a suggestive glance before she could stop herself. Once she realized what she had just done she blushed deeply. Karla laughed heartily. “Now that is an attractive shade of red.” Karla noted as the embarrassed blonde buried her face into her hands. “Well that makes us even for what you did to me at the Futon Palace.” Karla continued to tease her.

“I didn’t do anything.” Olivia countered as she swatted Karla playfully. “I was just making an observation.”

“Uh huh.” Karla responded as she absently ran her tongue across her teeth.

Olivia found herself mesmerized by the site of the pink appendage peeking out. “I should be going.” She said abruptly as she shook her head trying to erase the erotic images that were now dancing merrily thru her mind.

“Oh.” Karla responded in a disappointed tone. “Well uhm …” She scrunched up her beautiful features. “… I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to monopolize your time. I was hoping to take you to dinner … but if you have plans…”

“No.” Olivia blurted out quickly. Her jaw dropped as she realized how insane she must sound. “I mean I don’t have any plans and I would love to go to dinner with you.”

“You had me worried there for a moment.” Karla laughed lightly. “Where would you suggest that we go.”

“I don’t know.” Olivia responded thoughtfully. “Given our attire and that we smell like we’ve been moving furniture… how about some take out from that little Thai place on the corner.”

“Are you insinuating that I stink?” Karla chuckled as Olivia shrugged her shoulders. “Okay point taken. Take out it is then.”

Twenty minutes later the two women found themselves stretched out on the floor in front of the new futon arranging cartons of food in front of them. “Sticks or plastic fork?” Karl inquired as she handed a paper plate over to Olivia.

“Sticks, please.” Olivia answered as she reached across the taller woman to retrieve a container hidden behind her. “That wouldn’t be the Pad Thai hidden behind you would it?” Olivia inquired playfully as her body accidentally brushed across Karla’s chest.

“Oh is that over there?” Karla answered an innocent tone.

“I see, holding out on me already?” Olivia laughed as reached for the container.

“Trust me I would never hold out on you.” Karla responded in a husky tone before she could stop herself.

Olivia turned to the woman to make a snide comment in response. As she turned she realized just how close they were to one another. Her body was balanced over Karla’s lap as she turned their breasts brushed together. They found themselves locked in a fiery gaze. Neither spoke as their lips came together. Brushing slightly against the other’s in a timid motion. Their eyes locked once again as their hearts raced uncontrollably. Uncertain that it was the right thing to do Olivia found herself allowing her heart and body to take control. She lowered her head slightly and captured Karla’s mouth with her own.

The moment quickly became heated as Olivia deepened the kiss. She playfully teased Karla’s bottom lip, nipping at it gently. She could hear Karla moaning with pleasure as her tongue entered her mouth. Karla’s hands began to caress Olivia’s back pulling her closer to her. Suddenly Karla broke away and Olivia found herself looking into a pair of very frightened eyes. “I should go.” Olivia said abruptly as she pushed herself up off of the other woman. Standing on shaky legs she gathered up her keys and forced herself out the door before either of them could change their minds.

CHAPTER ELEVEN

Karla sat back on her new futon, burying her hands in her face. Howard came out and jumped up beside his master. “I blew it Howard.” She grumbled loudly. “How am I going to work with this woman?” She sighed heavily. “I cannot believe that I keep acting like an adolescent when I’m around her.” Howard just stared at his master blankly. “You are no help at all.” She growled at the feline. Deciding that she would ask her sister later for some advice, she shooed the cat off the futon. “First I need to release some energy.” She thought to herself. Pulling herself off of the futon she search through her belongings and dug out her sweats. She changed quickly and attached her keys to the wristband she wore when she went running. “Time to check out the neighborhood.” She muttered as she exited her apartment.

Karla stretched her legs out as she looked up and down the streets trying to map out a route so she wouldn’t get lost. Two hours later Karla stretched out on her new futon sweating heavily as she sucked down a bottle of Gatorade. She pulled out her cell phone and pressed the speed dial. She waited until she heard her sister’s voice answer. “Karla!” Maureen squealed. “I’m glad you called, I was worried.”

“I’m fine.” Karla panted slightly still exhausted from her run.

“You don’t sound it.” Maureen said sharply. “What did you do?”

“How do you do that?” Karla inquired with a slight groan.

“I’m the mother of three girls.” Maureen pointed out. “Not to mention I grew up with you. You sound exhausted.”

“I just went for a run.” Karla tried to explain knowing that her overprotective step-sister wouldn’t buy it.

“I see.” Maureen replied quietly. “Now tell me what you did.”

“Oh boy.” Karla sighed deeply knowing she couldn’t get off the hook. “But that’s why I called her.” She thought. “Olivia the girl I told you about …”

“I know who you are talking about.” Maureen replied tersely. “You’ve talked about nothing else for weeks now.”

“I have not talked about her that much.” Karla defended herself.

“Have to.” Maureen countered.

“Have not.” Karla fought back.

“Karla!” Maureen finally snapped. “Just spill it already, what happened?”

“Well it all started when she was waiting for me at the airport.” Karla began slowly. A half an hour later she had spilled out all of the gory details to her sister.

“Phew!” Maureen explained after Karla had finished retelling the events that had occurred that day. “I’ve never known you to get this caught up in someone. Are you certain you can work next to this gal everyday?”

“No.” Karla confessed weakly. “Maureen it doesn’t make any sense, when I’m around her I don’t seem to have any control.”

“That doesn’t sound like you.” Maureen’s voice sounded worried. “Do you know why she and the girlfriend split up? Was it because of what happened in New York?”

“I don’t think so.” Karla relaxed slightly feeling that Maureen was really there for her. “From the little she has told me, there were problems before we met.”

“I think you should find out what happened.” Maureen stated boldly.

“How am I supposed to do that?” Karla choked.

“You could ask her.” Maureen replied flatly.

“I cannot do that!” Karla gasped. “Just how am I suppose to bring her recent break up into conversation?”

“Excuse me?” Maureen laughed. “Listen up sweet pea, if she let you stick your tongue in her mouth …”

“Hey!” Karla cut her off.

“Don’t go getting all shy on me now.” Maureen chuckled. “All I’m saying is that youre not exactly strangers. She’ll tell you if you ask her. Just remember it will be her version of events.” Maureen concluded in a cautioning tone.

Karla remained silent as she tried to process what her sister was telling her. She couldn’t focus, her thoughts kept turning back to the blonde who had fled from her apartment. “Karla?” Maureen’s voice interrupted her thoughts. “Karla?” She repeated. “Sis, are you still there?”

“Yeah I’m here.” Karla replied quietly. “Maureen none of this matters, I cannot have any personal contact with her. The company policy definitely frowns upon it.”

“What exactly is J&B’s policy regarding these matters?” Maureen inquired.

“Well basically it is that personal relationships between coworkers, particularly with someone who is your supervisor, are discouraged.” Karla explained.

“Discouraged?” Maureen asked hesitantly. “What does that mean? Is it discouraged or forbidden?”

“Well the legal jargon in the employee handbook basically explains that it is discouraged.” Karla tried once again to explain.

“So you could see each other if you wanted to?” Maureen inquired in a confused tone.

“No.” Karla answered firmly. “Let see if I can explain it. The lawyers put it together very carefully. They don’t come right out and say that you cannot, because they don’t want to get sued for violating someone’s civil rights. But they also don’t want to deal with a sexual harassment lawsuit either. The bottom line is that it is a definite no-no.”

“Okay I understand.” Maureen responded grimly. “I think. Basically, keep your pants on or they’ll fire you.”

“People at my level don’t get fired.” Karla chuckled lightly. “We resign our positions suddenly. Or they would simply transfer me to some little hellhole were I would be reduced to doing PR for a group of yak herders. They would probably fire Olivia not for the affair but they would come up with something to justify her dismissal.”

“That sucks!” Maureen bellowed.

“It’s the way of the world Sis.” Karla responded with a calming tone. “I understand it.”

“You do?” Maureen responded with surprise.

“J&B is in the business of creating positive images for others.” Karla answered in a professional tone. “How would it look if our own image was tarnished by a charge of sexual harassment.”

“I still think it sucks.” Maureen groused. “Do you think you can handle this? This woman has really gotten to you.”

“I don’t have any choice.” Karla answered in a slightly shaky voice. “I’m so close to getting out with everything I want. I cannot blow it now.”

“I hear what you are saying.” Maureen began slowly. “But can you really keep away from her? You almost crossed the line the first time you saw her. Karla, can you do this?”

“I guess I’ll find out on Monday.” Karla answered with a frown.

Karla continued talking to her sister unaware that not far away Olivia was taking an extended shower while she tried to quiet her own fears. The blonde stormed into the studio apartment; ignoring Sydney, she locked herself in the bathroom. Finding the privacy she needed she found herself pleasuring herself repeatedly. Her mind telling herself that if she just released the tension and frustration everything would be all right. When she finally emerged from the bathroom, she found herself with pruney skin and feeling slightly satisfied. She noticed immediately that Sydney had disappeared. She tossed on a t-shirt and an old pair of boxer shorts and climbed into bed.

Her thoughts quickly returned to the feel of Karla’s lips pressed against her own. The memory of Karla’s strong hands caressing her body. She cast a glance over at the clock knowing that Sydney was at work and in usual fashion probably had a date lined up for after her shift. Alone with her thoughts she allowed her mind to wander. “God this woman has me all worked up.” she scolded herself as one of her hands crept up her t-shirt. Her body shivered slightly as she felt her nipple harden from her own touch.

“Oh yeah.” She sighed. She continued to tease her nipple. Images of Karla’s body flashed through her mind as her excitement intensified. She licked her lips, convincing herself that she just needed to release just once more and somehow that would dispel the thoughts of Karla. Her hand drifted down slowly, gently teasing the tight muscles of her firm stomach. She could feel herself throbbing with anticipation as her fingers gently slid under the waistband of her boxer shorts.

Closing her eyes she found herself picturing Karla’s long naked body above her. It was Karla’s hand she envisioned as she dipped her fingers into the wetness that had pooled between her thighs. She gasped in surprise at how excited she found herself. Her body shivered as she explored herself. Her fingers teasing at first until she found herself unable to control herself any longer. Olivia could no longer contain herself from her teasing fingers. The rhythm of her own touch increased rapidly until she found her body arch as she shuddered. “Karla!” She screamed out passionately as she fell over the edge.

Olivia felt her body still as her breathing slowly returned to normal. “I must be losing my mind.” She mumbled as she allowed her body to relax. “Great, now I need another shower.” She muttered as she finally opened her eyes. The petite blonde climbed out of bed muttering to herself as she padded off to the bathroom for another shower. She had decided that this time it would be a very cold one. Not that she had much of a choice in the matter after depleting most of the hot water from her earlier venture.

Later that evening both women drifted off to sleep in their separate beds while they convinced themselves that everything would be fine come Monday morning when they would face one another once again. After all, the events earlier in the day had been just like New York, it was just one of those things, none of it really meant anything. As both women slept they shared the same annoying thought that they were lying to themselves.

CHAPTER TWELVE

Monday morning arrived without much fanfare. Karla showered, dressed and called for a taxi to take her to her new office. Somehow she managed to block out any libidinous thoughts of her new assistant. “Wish me luck, Howard.” She commented to the content feline who simply rolled over and went to sleep. “Fur ball.” She muttered as she gathered up her belongings and departed the apartment to meet her taxi.

Karla James stepped off of the elevator the portrait of professionalism. She opened the glass doors that led into her new work environment with an air of confidence. She walked past her new employees with a confident stride. She could feel many eyes looking at her with a strange combination of fear and curiosity. Karla smiled slightly, feeling the power that her position granted her.

She stopped suddenly as her eyes caught the vision of Olivia Davenport approaching her. She swallowed hard as she found herself staring deeply in sea of green. “Good Morning, Miss James.” Olivia greeted her, a smile never emerging in her delicate features. Despite her outwardly cool demeanor, the tall executive felt her knees slightly tremble. “Olivia.” Karla greeted her coldly. “Did you get together the list of files that I wanted to go over this morning?”

“Yes, Miss James.” Olivia responded in an equally cool manner. “There is a problem with the Maxell account that you need to look at.” Olivia explained as she handed over a large manila folder to Karla.

“Fine.” Karla answered firmly as she accepted the folder. “Gather the principals on the account, have them in the conference room in ten minutes. I just need to settle some things in my office and grab a cup of coffee and I’ll join you in there. Have Robyn set up individual meetings with everyone in the department for later in the day.”

“Still haven’t bought a coffee maker?” Olivia teased, immediately biting her bottom lip for her slip. “I’ve already had Robyn change the schedule so you can meet with the staff later.” Olivia offered quickly.

“Good.” Karla answered firmly as she moved to step past Olivia feeling an urgent need to hide in her office so she could collect herself.

“We can do this.” Olivia whispered softly to her as she passed. Karla found herself turning back towards Olivia giving her a cold stare. “Ten minutes, in the conference room.” Was all she said before spinning on her heels and retreating into her office.

Once she found herself safely behind the closed door of her office, Karla dropped everything onto her desk. The normally composed woman found herself shaking. “I was way over the top.” She chastised herself. A quiet knocking roused her from her thoughts. She quickly gathered up her composure. “Come in.” She answered dryly. Karla jumped slightly as the side door to her office opened.

“It’s just me.” Olivia explained quickly as she stepped into the room shyly.

“Sorry.” Karla answered as she felt the tension building up inside of her. “I forgot that our offices are adjoined.”

“Coffee.” Olivia explained as she tentatively handed Karla a mug filled with steamy coffee.

“Thank you.” Karla smiled slightly as she accepted the coffee. “I um … I’m feeling a little bit like a school yard bully.”

Olivia smiled at the comment. “Don’t.” Olivia responded as she seemed to relax. “I think you may have scared the troops a little.”

“Only a little?” Karla teased. “I must be losing my touch.” Olivia simply smirked in response as Karla took a moment to take a sip of her coffee. “That’s just what I needed. Thank you.”

“You’re welcome, Miss James.” Olivia replied softly. “Now we have a problem to solve. Let’s get to work. I’ll see you in the conference room.” Olivia offered with a slight shrug before she departed.

Suddenly Karla felt all of her trepidation melting away. There was something about the way Olivia spoke to her that set her mind at ease. “How can someone who gets my wheels spinning in all different directions also be such a calming influence on me?” Karla wondered as she gathered up her things and made her way down to the conference room.

When the day finally came to an end, Karla found herself relaxing in her office. Her first day in Boston had gone smoothly for the most part. Facing a crisis when she walked in had turned out to be a good thing. It gave Karla a chance to see the staff in action. She was more than a little impressed with how Olivia handled herself. Later she met with her new staff one by one. Most of them, even though they seemed a little wary of her, seemed to be a great team. Karla liked what she saw. Considering the nature of their business she was pleased with the lack of egos. There were a few notable exceptions of course. In particular Rob stood out. Karla disliked the fact that he felt a need to share gossip with her.

A soft knock came from Olivia’s door, stirring her from her thoughts. “Come on.” She called gently. Olivia entered with a slight smile on her face. “So boss … what did you think of your first day?” Olivia asked her gently.

“I liked it.” Karla answered with a bold smile. “I like how everyone pulls together. There is a great group of people here.”

“They are.” Olivia reaffirmed.

“If today were any indication, I think that I am really going to enjoy working here.” Karla added.

“I hope so.” Olivia replied sweetly.

“Quitting time.” Karla yawned as she glanced at her wristwatch. “Let’s lock up and get out of here. I need to go home and see what kind of trouble Howard has gotten into.”

“Sounds like a plan.” Olivia agreed. “Just one thing. Hold on for a second okay?”

“Alright.” Karla answered in a bewildered tone as Olivia dashed back into her office.

Karla was gathering up her belongings when the small blonde returned holding a large box. “It’s a kind of welcome aboard gift.” She explained as she set the large package onto Karla’s desk. Karla smiled at the new coffee maker with a built in grinder. “I picked it up when I went to lunch.”

“Thank you.” Karla answered shyly as she smiled at Olivia. “Is this really a welcome aboard gift or is it insurance that the boss will be properly caffeinated before coming into the office?”

“I’ll take the Fifth on that one.” Olivia laughed in response.

“Well either way, I thank you.” Karla offered as she took a step to give the smaller woman a hug.

Their bodies were almost touching, the air surrounding seemed to be filled with electricity. Both women turned away suddenly, managing to avoid contact. Karla focused her attention on gathering up her personal belongings while Olivia seemed to suddenly find her shoes very interesting. “Let me grab my stuff and I’ll meet you out front.” Olivia said quickly as she bolted into her office.

Karla found herself feeling a little lightheaded. “Will I ever stop feeling this way about her?” She wondered. “Do I want to?” Moments later Olivia was instructing her on how to locked up the office properly. They shared the elevator back down to the lobby. Neither of them speaking. As they departed the office building neither of them spoke. Instead they simply waved good bye to the other before heading off in separate directions. Each pretending that she felt nothing.

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

A month after Olivia picked up Karla at the airport, Olivia storming into the studio apartment startling Sydney who was busy working on her computer. “Tuff day at the office dear?” Sydney chuckled at the disheveled blonde. Olivia simply growled in response. “Whoa, I haven’t seen you this frustrated since the day you picked up wonder woman at the airport. As I recall you locked yourself in the bathroom for over an hour. I so don’t want to know what you were doing in there.” Sydney teased.

“Hehe.” Olivia chuckled as she blushed slightly. “I never did thank you for installing a shower massage.” Olivia twitched her eyebrows suggestively.

“Ew!” Sydney held up one hand in disgust.

“I’m sorry have I offended your delicate senses princess?” Olivia scoffed. “Far be it for me to point out who taught me just how a shower massage can be a true reliever of stress.”

Sydney laughed lightly as she twitched her eyebrows as she turned to her attention back to her friend who was now slamming her briefcase down and muttering under her breath. “All right sweet pea. Why don’t you sit down and relax while Auntie Chase makes you some dinner and you can tell me all about it.”

“Monday’s suck!” Olivia growled as she threw herself onto the bed and buried her face in the comforter as she released a string of expletives.

“My, my we did have a bad day.” Sydney laughed as she stood.

Sydney walked over and patted Olivia gently on the head before walking into the tiny kitchen. Olivia lifted her head noticing for the first time that something smell absolutely wonderful. “What is that?”.

Sydney popped her head out from the kitchen and cast her crystal grey eyes down at her friend. “I’ve had a pot of sauce simmering in the crock pot all day. Since it’s my day off I thought I would make us dinner.”

“No date tonight?” Olivia asked curiously. Then something occurred to her. “You cooked a pot a sauce? But I thought you didn’t know how to cook?”

“I lied.” Sydney called back from the kitchen. “Besides it’s just a lasagna nothing special.”

“You are just full of surprises aren’t you.” Olivia responded as her stomach growled in appreciation as the aroma of the homemade tomato sauce assaulted her senses. Olivia sighed deeply willing herself to relax as she thought about her friend who was busy in the kitchen. “You know Chase after all of these years you never cease to surprise me. Sometimes I swear I don’t know you at all.”

Sydney reentered the room wiping her hands on a dishtowel. “What’s to know?” Sydney joked. “I’m just a tired old bartender.”

“That’s not true and you know it.” Olivia responded sternly. “Why do you put yourself down?”

“I do not.” Sydney brushed off Olivia’s words. “Look this is the first time in weeks that we have both been home at the same time. Dinner will be ready soon, I put the lasagna in the oven awhile ago. Tell me what you have been up to besides femming up my apartment.”

“I couldn’t help myself.” Olivia defended herself feeling slightly guilty about some of the subtle changes in the apartment’s decor. “I’ve got a line on a new apartment. I swear trying to find a decent place that I can afford is like trying to find an unhappy person in Disney World. So where have you been for the last couple of weeks?”

“Things to do.” Sydney answered dryly with a shrug. Olivia glared at her friend’s causal response as if she had just popped out to the corner store. “I at least hope you let her down gently.” Olivia countered.

“Don’t I always.” Chase flashed a cocky smirk as she reached for her pack of cigarettes.

“Don’t even think about it.” Olivia warned her.

“Hey this is my apartment.” Sydney argued as she rolled her eyes in disgust.

“You need to quit.” Olivia pushed concerned about her friend’s well being.

“Please get in line behind my Mother.” Sydney scoffed as she put down the pack of cigarettes. Olivia knew it would be a short lived victory. “So you were going to tell me what you’ve been up to?”

“Lusting after my boss.” Olivia sighed heavily.

“Well that’s productive.” Sydney laughed.

“I cannot help myself.” Olivia whined.

“She’s not why you are in such a fowl mood is she?” Sydney asked in concern.

“No.” Olivia explained. “It’s that weasel Rob. I swear I wish I could just string that guy up by his …”

“Why Miss. Davenport.” Sydney cut her off. “I’m shocked that a lady of such refinement would even consider such a violent course of action.”

“Always the actress.” Olivia chuckled. “The guy makes me nuts.”

“Why is he still there?” Sydney asked. “Didn’t you tell me that he is a complete incompetent who has sexually harassed anything that moves?”

“That’s the guy but he has never been caught.” Olivia groaned. “It always comes down to a he said she said situation or in some cases a he said he said situation. For someone who keeps protesting his heterosexuality he has certainly tried to play enough rounds of pocket pool with alot of young men in the firm.”

“Pocket pool?” Sydney asked. “Never mind I think I know what you mean. Didn’t you tell me you suspected him of drinking on the job?”

“Yeah but again, it’s nothing that can be proven. I mean his eyes are all glazed over but I can never smell any liquor.” Olivia explained.

“So he’s a vodka drinker?” Sydney offered. Olivia stared at her blankly. “Unlike whiskey or other liquors you can’t smell it unless you drink enough to put yourself into a coma.”

“Charming.” Olivia sighed. “I swear this guy is made of Teflon every time I’m sure I’ve got him nailed for not doing his job or stealing someone else’s work he manages to weasel out of it. Today I called him on something. He was late with a project. He swore he turned into Robyn my assistant. Which I know he didn’t. But he managed to come up with the work by the end of the day. I don’t think it was his work but once again, I have no proof. I think he is out to get Karla as well and I’ve over heard some snide comments he’s been spreading about how he thinks I got my promotion. It’s too bad I can’t just fire him for being a low life.”

“You can fire people, cool?” Sydney beamed. Olivia simply shrugged in response. “Let me guess he is saying that you slept with Karla to get your promotion.”

“Yeah.” Olivia sighed heavily. “I mean I did sleep with her but that was an accident.”

Sydney shot her friend an amused look. “You know what I mean.” Olivia defended herself. “I already had the job and I didn’t know that she was my new boss.”

“Yeah … yeah I know.” Sydney dismissed her as she made her way back into the kitchen. “Hot sex … stranger … new boss … Ruth was a jerk. Yada yada yada … I got it.”

“Dinner smells good.” Olivia tossed as she tried to change the subject while following her friend into the tiny kitchen.

“So tell me about your new boss?” Sydney asked as she peeked into the oven to check on their dinner.

“She’s beautiful.” Olivia answered with a slight smile.

“Not that.” Sydney chastised Olivia as she swatted her playfully.

“Oh Chase where do I begin?” Olivia swooned. “Karla is smart and really good at her job. I’m learning so much from her and she really listens to what I have to say. She makes me look like I’m good at what I do.”

“You are.” Sydney countered. “Although I still don’t understand what exactly it is that you do.”

Olivia took a moment and inhaled the delightful aroma of garlic, basil and oregano as Sydney removed a large pan of lasagna from the oven. Olivia watched in amazement as her friend lowered the temperature on the oven. Then carefully sliced a fresh loaf of Italian bread in half, then placed the halves onto a cookie sheet and poured melted butter mixed with garlic over the top. Olivia licked her lips as Sydney covered both halves with mounds of shredded cheese. “What is that?” Olivia asked as she watched Sydney place the bread into the oven.

“Garlic bread.” Sydney answered flatly.

“You know I seem to recall you telling me that your idea of gourmet cooking was to make reservations at Cafe Budapest.” Olivia stated in bewilderment. “What other secrets are you keeping from me Sydney Chase, if that is your real name.” Olivia teased her companion.

“Who said it is?” Chase laughed heartily. “Oh and Cafe Budapest closed down.”

“What?” Olivia groaned. “I loved that place. Granted it cost a week’s salary to go there but it was fabulous.” Then Olivia shook her head in confusion. “Wait a second, are trying to tell me that Sydney Chase isn’t your real name? Or are you just teasing me again?”

Sydney simply laughed in response. “We need to let the lasagna cool. There’s a decent White Zinfandel chilling in the fridge would you like a glass?” Sydney offered effectively changing the subject.

“Yes please.” Olivia responded brightly.

“Good.” Sydney smirked. “So would I. The cork screw is in the draw next to the sink and the proper glasses are in the top cabinet. I need to shut down my computer.” Sydney shut off the oven and removed the bread leaving Olivia to her own devices.

“But you’re the professional.” Olivia called after her retreating form.

“It’s my day off.” Sydney retorted.

“Jack Ass.” Olivia muttered under her breath as she glared up at the top cabinet.

“I heard that.” Was shouted back from the outer room. Olivia glared at the doorway with her hands firmly planted on her hips. She hated when Sydney got the best of her. She loved Sydney dearly but one of her most intriguing and annoying habits was her ability to be evasive. Olivia decided to let it go for the moment. She opened the kitchen draw and stared at the mess inside, finally she found the corkscrew and held it up with apprehension. She pulled the wine out of the refrigerator and placed it on the counter. “I can do this.” She muttered. It always looked so easy when Sydney did it but somehow the odd looking corkscrew always proved to be too much for Olivia. She chewed on her bottom lip and began her task. “I can do this.” She repeated as she pushed the end of the screw into the cork. “How hard can it be, after all I once closed a two point five million dollar deal. I can certainly open a bottle of wine without getting bits of cork in it.” She closed her eyes and took a deep breath trying to picture Sydney and how she would open a bottle with a swift an easy motion. She began twisting carefully. Her confidence quickly vanished as she watched the cork begin to crumble.

“Stop!” Sydney’s voice bellowed from behind her. Olivia quickly halted her movements as a guilty look emerged on her face. “You’re bruising the cork.” Sydney spat out in exasperation. “Put the bottle down and step away.” Sydney command her. Olivia sheepishly complied as she muttered, “Sorry.”. Sydney gently caressed the wine bottle as she glared harshly at Olivia. “You can get the glasses.” Sydney instructed her.

“Fine.” Olivia snorted in disgust. “I didn’t want to open the stinkin’ thing in the first place.”

“Good it’s settled you can get the glasses.” Sydney retorted as she smelled the cork which was now free from the bottle.

“How do you do that?” Olivia asked in amazement.

“Practice.” Sydney answered honestly. “Now get the glasses.”

Olivia looked up at the top cabinet. “I can’t reach.” She explained. “Why do you keep them way up there?”

“Because I rarely use them.” Sydney explained. “You’ll want the pair towards the back.”

“Of course.” Olivia snorted. “Chase I swear I cannot reach them.”

“Look I really need to finish something on the computer.” Sydney explained as Olivia cast a pleading look at her. “Olivia what did you do the summer before we started dating?”

“Which time?”

“When you were in college.” Sydney groaned as she rolled her eyes.

“I spent that summer rock climbing in …” Olivia started to answer as Sydney made a sweeping gesture towards the top cabinet. “Oh.” Olivia answered glumly.

“If you don’t break your neck I’ll be in the other room with the bottle.” Sydney chuckled as she departed the kitchen once again.

“Bully!” Olivia shouted out as she climbed up onto the counter.

“Blonde!” Was shouted in response from the outer room.

After dinner Olivia found herself much more at ease. “So you see I don’t really know that much about her.” Olivia explained as the roommates finished washing the dishes. “Ha!” Sydney laughed.

“What?” Olivia questioned her.

“Do you realize that you have been talking nonstop about this woman for almost three hours?” Sydney pointed out.

“No.” Olivia argued as she glanced at her watch. Her heart fell as she realized that it was true. “How did that happen?”

“You’ve got it bad.” Sydney teased her friend as she dried her hands and the pair exited back into the outer room.

“No, I don’t.” Olivia protested as the pair climbed up onto the bed. “She’s my boss and I enjoy working with her that is all.”

“Really?” Sydney countered with an amused expression. “Olivia, far be it for me to point this out but you have fallen for her.”

“I have not.” Olivia tried to argue.

“Ha!” Sydney laughed once again. “You’re right you haven’t fallen for her you just spent three hours talking about how wonderful she is because she is such a fine administrator. Face it you fell for her.”

“Don’t be ridiculous!” Olivia scoffed in disbelief.

“Tell me honestly, oh friend of mine … could you talk about Ruth or what’s her name Amy or even me for three hours straight?” Sydney challenged her.

“Ruth yes. But only to bitch about what a complete horse’s ass she turned out to be.” Olivia confessed. “As for Amy…” Olivia cringed at the thought of the her ex-lover the lawyer. “… I don’t even want to think about her. As for you well you Miss. Chase are in league all by yourself.” Olivia teased.

“I don’t think that was a complement.” Sydney responded in with a false indignity.

Olivia sighed as she relaxed into the calm of the evening. “I noticed that the futon has been made up.” Olivia pointed out. “Are you kicking me out of your bed?”

“As a matter of fact I am.” Sydney acknowledged.

“Women.” Olivia snorted.

“Hey we both know how I am when I’m half asleep.” Sydney explained. “Let’s face it you and I came to pass quite a long time ago. I don’t want either of us to be put in an awkward position.”

Olivia wiggled her eyebrows suggestively in response. “You know what I mean, brat.” Sydney nudged her playfully. “Besides you have the coldest feet on the face of the planet.”

“Oh excuse me O’ Queen of hogging the covers.” Olivia countered. “It’s late and I need to get some sleep.” Olivia yawned as she spoke.

Olivia retreated into the bathroom and showered and changed for bed. When she returned she noticed Sydney missing. Knowing her friend well she peeked out onto the fire escape to find Sydney smoking. “Good night Chase.”

“Good night Olivia.” Sydney said softly. “Hey on my desk the is a large manila envelope I would like you to take a look at when you get a chance.”

“Okay.” Olivia answered. “I’ll grab it in the morning.”

“Thanks I really need to know how you feel about it.” Sydney explained in an odd tone as she looked out at the night sky.

“Always the mysterious one.” Olivia said. “Tell me is Sydney Chase your real name?”

“That’s what it says on my driver’s license.” Sydney responded with a slight chuckle.

“Hmmm.” Olivia answered as she pursed her lips. “But you were an actress, you could have changed your name. I mean actress’ do that all the time.” Then something occurred to Olivia. “So do writers.” She added quietly.

“Huh?”

“Nothing.” Olivia replied. “I just thought of something. I’ll see you the morning. Good Night Chase.”

Sydney mumbled a similar response as Olivia retreated back inside the apartment. As she tuck herself in for the night she found her mind turning to thoughts of her boss. Unaware that on the other side of the city the dark beauty she was thinking of was slipping into slumber herself lost in her own thoughts of a certain blonde.

CHAPTER FOURTEEN

Karla sat at her desk staring at the mounds of paperwork that was threatening to take over. Her attention turned to Olivia was kneeling by her file cabinet. The past month had gone well. Outwardly neither had lapsed into any inappropriate behavior. Karla had been amazed by her power to restrain herself. Many times she could feel herself becoming lost into the younger woman’s emerald gaze. But outwardly she was cool and professional. There was certainly something about this tiny blonde dynamo that made her heart skip a beat. Certainly there was the young woman’s obvious good looks, but Karla felt something deeper tugging at her.

Somehow she found herself able to hide her emotions and began to settle into the daily routine of her new working environment. Olivia in her own way was proving to be invaluable to her. The young woman was dedicated, expedient and very efficient. Karla often found herself caught up in the woman’s excitement. The only thing that troubled Karla was Rob. Karla was too aware of his type. The guy was an accident waiting to happen. Tim had forewarned her about the weak link in the office. She suspected that he had some connection high up in the home office, how else could he manage to dodge so many bullets?

Karla looked over her paperwork and scrunched up her face, something wasn’t right with the report she had been staring at. There was something definitely out of place. She just couldn’t put her finger on it. She turned her attention back to Olivia who was still kneeling in front of the large file cabinet apparently lost in her own thoughts. “Maybe she can figure this out?” Karla mused to herself as she absently allowed her gaze to drink in the younger woman’s form.

Karla lick her lips as she took in the view of Olivia’s well defined legs. She always found it slightly distraction whenever Olivia wore the short black skirt she had chosen to wear that day. In fact Karla was being to find Olivia’s attire completely distracting. Earlier in the day had not been a problem. Of course then Olivia was wearing a suit jacket which although flattering did manage to cover most of her attributes. The black blazer had long since been abandoned and now Karla found herself with a full view of the black vest Olivia had on underneath her earlier attire.

Her crystal blue greedily took in the definition of Olivia’s arms and drifted back down towards her well defined backside. Olivia turned slowly allowing Karla a brief glimpse of her cleavage. Karla quickly averted her gaze and stared intently back down at her paperwork, hoping to hide her blushing features. “Is everything alright, Miss. James?” Olivia inquired in a puzzled tone.

Karla cleared her throat. “I’m fine.” She lied still hiding her face from her assistant. Olivia seemed to shrug off Karla’s odd behavior while Karla mentally kicked herself for ogling her assistant. She refocus her mind to the task at hand which was not Miss. Davenport’s body but the report on the Cafferty account. “Olivia can you take a look at this for me?” She braced herself as she turned towards Olivia not wanting to allow Olivia to see just how hot and bothered she was becoming. “What the hell is wrong with me today?” she wondered as Olivia turned to her and stretched out her arms over her head. Karla swallowed hard as she could not help but notice the top button on Olivia’s vest straining almost popping open. Of course she wouldn’t have noticed if her eyes hadn’t gone directly to that particular focal point.

Fortunately for Karla she managed to divert her gaze before Olivia could notice. Standing the young assistant approached and leaned over Karla’s shoulder to glance at the report in question. Olivia shifted to get a closer look. As her body shifted her nipples accidentally brushed against Karla’s forearm. Olivia seemed oblivious to the accidental touch. Karla on the other hand found herself gripping the arms of her leather bound chair tightly. “What am I looking at?” Olivia questioned her as she studied the report.

As Karla turned to respond she found herself facing Olivia’s ample breasts. “Does anything look unusual?” Karla squeaked as she shut her eyes tightly. Olivia turned to her boss with a wide eyed expression, “Are you certain that you are alright?” She questioned Karla with concern. “You look a little flushed.”

“I’m fine.” Karla asserted as she snapped open her eyes feeling more than a little foolish for her somewhat adolescent behavior. Of course she was once again finding Olivia’s gorgeous breasts blocking her sight line.

“Ahem!” Olivia cleared her throat. “My eyes are up here.” She noted as she tucked her fingers under Karla’s chin and tilted it upwards to capture her gaze. Karla blushed deeply as one word screamed thru her mind, “Busted!”

As she stared into those deep green eyes a pang of guilt stabbed at her heart. “I’m sorry.” Karla blurted out in embarrassment. Olivia smiled slightly at the uncomfortable woman seated before her. “Forget it.” She chuckled lightly. “It’s okay.” She said softly as she placed a reassuring hand on Karla’s shoulder.

“No it’s not.” Karla responded firmly. “My actions just now were completely inappropriate.” Her tone becoming increasingly harsher as she spoke. “If I was a man and looked at you that way, you could report me for harassment.” She pointed in anger. “In fact if you wish to report me, I’ll won’t dispute your claim. In fact if you want to transfer or …”

“Stop!” Olivia cut her off snatching her hand off of Karla’s shoulder, holding it up creating a slight distance between them. “Miss. James could you do me a favor?” She asked sincerely. Karla nodded her head in agreement. “Good, would you mind getting off that cross you’ve staked yourself to. Lord knows we could use the wood.” Olivia spat out sarcastically.

Karla’s eyes widen in horror. “What!” She blurted out indignantly as her eyes turned fiery at the confirmation. Olivia smiled triumphantly in response.

“Now there is the boss lady we all know and fear.” Olivia sighed with relief. “Miss. James, I have no intention of reporting you for something I’ve done myself.”

“You have?” Karla asked quietly as Olivia once again closed the distance between them.

“Yeah.” Olivia confessed in a breathlessly whisper. “I find myself looking at you when I know that you are not looking. You are a beautiful woman, Karla. A woman that if she wasn’t my boss I would really enjoy getting to know better.”

Karla was uncertain if it was the sensual honest tone of Olivia’s voice or the closeness of their bodies, that was causing her heart to pound heavily against her chest. She found herself swallowing hard and licking her lips. “That maybe true but my actions earlier were out of line.” Karla managed to state in an almost convincing tone. “It was just so guy. You know?”

“A little.” Olivia conceded. “Okay alot. Normally I would agree with you but your attention is not unwanted. Do you ever wonder what if … .”

“Yes.” Karla answered her yet unspoken question. “I do. Sometimes I try to convince myself that one more night with you is all I would ever need. That somehow that would quiet the fire. But it wouldn’t. Would it?”

“No.” Olivia conceded as she sighed heavily. “It wouldn’t.”

The two women found themselves lost in an uncomfortable heated silence. Each amazed at how electrifying it felt to be locked in the other’s gaze. “We have a problem.” Karla finally whispered as her body trembled.

“I know.” Olivia responded in a shaky tone of voice. She tore her gaze away from the taller woman before her body could betray her even further. Both women were breathing heavily as they tried to regain their composure. “What was it you wanted me to look at?” Olivia questioned Karla trying desperately to sound professional. It did not escape Karla’s notice that Olivia seemed unable or unwilling to look at her directly.

Karla found herself taking a cleansing breath before speaking. “It’s the Cafferty account.” She began to explain. “I was just looking over this report and for some reason it just seems wrong. I don’t know what it is but I can’t quite put my finger on it.” Olivia once again looked down at the paperwork this time mindful to keep her body from making contact with Karla.

“The expenses seem a little high for such a small account.” Olivia pointed out. “Let me pull it up on the computer. Who’s account is it?” She questioned Karla as she crossed behind her chair making her way over to the computer. “Rob’s.” Karla responded grimly as Olivia snorted in compliance. Olivia pulled up the account onto the computer screen and glanced quickly at the figures. “That’s alot of wining and dinning for a low profile client.” Olivia pointed to the screen. “The charges on the account seem to be awfully low. According to what I am looking at we should just break even on this one. The projections for the future look a little too good to be true.”

“Looks like I need to schedule a meeting with my favorite employee.” Karla sighed heavily at the thought.

“From what I’m looking at there doesn’t seem to be anything you can nail him on.” Olivia pointed out. “I’ll ask him in the morning to prepare a detailed account and schedule a meeting for tomorrow afternoon. That ought to shake up the little weasel if he is up to something.”

“That would be nice.” Karla smiled at the thought. “Let’s just keep that between us. I would love to get rid of this guy but I certainly wouldn’t want it to look that way.”

“Understood.” Olivia answered with her own smile as she shut down the computer.

“Why don’t you talk to him now?” Karla suggested.

“He’s gone.” Olivia pointed to her watch. “Everyone has it’s almost six thirty.”

“What?” Karla gasped slightly as she peeked at her own watch. “Where did the day go?”

“Hmm.” Olivia mused as Karla stood and stretched out her body.

“Why don’t you take off.” Karla suggested as she turned towards the blonde. “I’m sure you have better things to do than to hang out here.” Karla was caught off guard as she looked down at the shorter woman. The was a slight glimpse of something she caught in the younger woman’s expression. Karla was far too familiar with that look it was the same look Olivia had possessed the first they had caught each other’s gaze in the hotel lobby back in New York. All of the pent up emotions each had been holding carefully in check suddenly came crashing down.

Without warning the two were instantly drawn to each other. Karla found herself pulling Olivia closer to her. She could hear Olivia gasped slightly as their bodies met. Their eyes locked in an intense gaze. Her pulse quickened as her hands latched onto Olivia’s hips drawing her even closer to her. She lowered her head and captured the lips that she desperately needed to taste. As their lips met Karla felt her head spinning, unprepared for the intensity in which Olivia returned her kiss. Her heart beat wildly as she felt Olivia’s tongue brush against her lips in an attempt to part them. Karla willing granted her entrance as their tongues began to dance together.

Without realizing what she was doing the taller woman’s thigh found it’s way between Olivia’s legs and thrusting against her center. It wasn’t until Olivia pulled away her head following back as she groaned loudly. The sight of Olivia’s exposed neck and passionate sounds thru Karla’s libido into overdrive as her mouth began a frenzied assault on the blonde’s neck. Boldly her hands began to explore the woman’s body as she pushed her up against the edge of her desk.

Olivia pushed aside the files that lay on top somehow managing not to topple the stack onto the floor as Karla lowered her down onto the desk top. Karla pressed against her in a steady rhythm as she furiously began to unfasten the buttons Olivia’s vest. She felt herself driven higher as Olivia’s hands firmly grasped her backside pulling her against her body. Karla found her body arching in response as she somehow manage to free the last button and pull open the vest. Her hand quickly found it’s way to earlier distraction and cupped Olivia’s breast. She could feel her own desire flowing freely as she felt Olivia’s nipple harden from her touch.

She felt her breathing halt briefly as she watched Olivia brush her hand away and reach behind her back to unfasten her bra. Karla’s movements stilled as she watched Olivia push the offending material away and began to touch her own nipples. Karla watched in amazement as two tiny hands began to pleasure her own breasts. Karla found her own hands reacting by sliding up the young woman’s thighs. Feeling her way up under the skirt, her fingers began an urgent exploration until they found the elastic band of Olivia’s pantyhose.

The sight of Olivia laying beneath her while playing with her breast caused the normally controlled woman to drop to her knees in front of her. Her hands slipping away from the blonde briefly. Luckily her height allowed her to continue watching the show while her hands busied themselves by pushing Olivia’s skirt up to her waist. Without hesitation her fingers returned to the blonde’s pantyhose. Olivia moaned deeply as Karla slide the nylon down her legs. She kicked her shoes off to allow Karla to complete remove her pantyhose. Karla dropped them onto the floor without taking her eyes off of the actions of Olivia’s hands as she cupped her own breast.

Karla’s face reflected her desire as she lowered her head and began to kiss the inside of Olivia’s now trembling thighs. The moans and gasps increased as her tongue continued to tease Olivia’s thighs. Karla knew what she need, and what she need was to taste the blonde’s passion. Quickly she removed Olivia’s panties dropping on top of her discarded pantyhose. She licked her lips with hunger as she watched Olivia open herself offering everything to Karla. The taller woman happily lowered her head between Olivia’s quivering thighs.

Suddenly she felt Olivia’s hand clutching her shoulder as she pulled her body away. Karla jerked her head up with confusion and looked up to find Olivia staring back with a panicked look on her face. “What …” She started to say until she heard it. There was someone in the outer office. Olivia jumped off of the desk pulling her vest closed. Karla watched in confusion as the young blonde grabbed her shoes and made a mad dash into her office which fortunately adjoined with Karla’s.

Karla spun around quickly banging her head on the desk. “What the hell just happened?” She wondered as she massaged her now throbbing head.

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

“Someone is going to die.” Karla muttered as she rubbed her throbbing temple. A few moments ago things couldn’t have looked better. She had been kneeling before Olivia who was sprawled out on her desk. The sexual tension that had been building within her looked as if it was about to be released in a very nice way.

That was until some unknown individual interrupted their well needed tryst. Karla struggled to stand her knees feeling a little shaky as she carefully retrieved Olivia’s discarded pantyhose and underwear. Karla blushed as she held the items in her hands. She looked around carefully as she decided to toss the items into her briefcase for the moment.

Karla snapped her briefcase close before adjusting her clothing. “Okay girl time to act normal.” She cautioned herself as she stepped carefully out of her office. Taking a moment to allow her eyes to adjust to the dimly lit outer office. Everything was quiet. Perhaps a little too quiet. Out of the corner of her eye Karla detected a slight movement.

A scowl overtook her natural chiseled features as she turned to find a pair of blood shot eyes blinking back at her. “Hello, Rob.” She drawled coldly. She managed to hold the scowl on her face as she watched in amusement as a pair of bushy white eyebrow twitched nervously. “Hey boss.” Rob slurred slightly in response.

“What’s up?” Karla inquired deciding to torment the man. “What are you up to you little weasel?” Karla wondered as the man before her twitched slightly. Karla watched with a slight amused feeling as Rob straightened his shoulders and adjusted his neck tie. “Oh not much.” Rob retorted trying to sound a little too confident.

“Working late?” Karla pried.

“Uhmm.” Rob faltered slightly.

“Awfully dark in here to be working, isn’t it?” Karla toyed with him a little further.

“Good night, James.” Olivia said quickly as she emerged from her office with her coat on and briefcase tucked under her arm. Karla looked up in surprise as the younger woman brushed past her. She wanted to stop her, but the pleading look Olivia flashed at her extinguished the notion. “Good night Olivia.” Karla replied as casually as she could manage.

Her heart sank as she watched her assistant heading towards the doorway. “I’ll walk out with you.” Rob offered a slight aroma of peppermint escaping from his lips as he spoke. Olivia stopped suddenly her back tensed. “Go on ahead Olivia.” Karla said curtly. “Rob you haven’t told me what you are doing here.” Karla pointed out.

“Left something in my desk.” Rob muttered quickly.

“I see.” Karla responded slyly.

“Found it.” He blurted out quickly as he patted the breast of his navy suit jacket. “I was just about to leave.”

Olivia watched the conversation with a combination of curiosity and suspicion. “Have a nice weekend then.” Karla flashed a crooked smile at him. “He is lying thru his crooked teeth. And he is a little too eager to be alone with Olivia.”

“You too.” Rob answered with a self satisfying smirk as he glared at Olivia.

The wiry little man began to move towards Olivia in a cocky manner. “Oh wait Rob.” Karla called out. The man trembled slightly as he halted his pace. “Why don’t you go ahead Olivia. Have a nice weekend.” Karla flashed the a brilliant smile towards Olivia. Olivia waved quickly as she made her escape out of the office and towards the elevators. “No sense in keeping Miss. Davenport waiting.” Karla added dryly. “I wanted to let you know that I want to meet with you first thing Monday morning.” Karla explained.

“Is there a problem?” Rob question her with a slight harshness to his tone.

“No.” Karla answered flatly. :“I just need to go over some things with you.”

“Let me just get some of my files so I can prepare over the weekend.” The now sweating man stammered.

“No need.” Karla reassured him. “I’m certain your accounts are in order. Enjoy the weekend. In fact I was just about to leave myself. Speaking of which wasn’t the front door locked. Doesn’t Stacy lock up on her way out?”

“She must have forgot.” Rob answered in a snotty tone.

“Really?” Karla questioned him, feeling in her heart that the man was lying.

“She can be a little absent minded.” Rob added.

“I see.” Karla responded flatly, hoping that Rob would take the bait.

He did not disappoint her as he began to drone on about the short comings of his fellow employees. Once Karla felt certain that she had allowed enough time elapse in order for Olivia to successfully escape, she yawned broadly. Rob took the hint and left the office as well. “Idiot.” Karla muttered once she felt certain the man was out of earshot. “What a day.” She sighed heavily once she had safely returned to her own office.

She began gathering up her belongings including some items Olivia had left behind in her hasty exit. A large envelope caught her eye. She opened it and looked over the contents. “This is interesting.” She said aloud. “Well at least I’ll have some entertainment tonight.” She muttered as she opened her briefcase to toss the material in. The tall woman found herself blushing from head to toe once she saw what was inside her briefcase.

With trying to deal with Rob, Karla had completely forgotten that she had hidden Olivia’s undergarments in her briefcase. “Now just what is the proper means to return these?” She asked herself as she held up the younger woman’s panties. After a brief moment of contemplation, she decided to place the items in a manila envelope. She paused for a moment as she tried to decide if she should include a note she opted to simply seal the envelope. “Now how do I return them?” She asked herself. “I could drop them off. I mean it would be less awkward then doing it here at the office.” She told herself as she quickly looked up Olivia’s temporary address in her rolodex. “I’m simply returning them, to avoid an uncomfortable situation. This has nothing to do with wanting to see her.” She lied to herself as she jotted down the address.

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

On the other side of the city, once again Olivia found herself storming into the studio apartment she was still sharing with Sydney. Her nerves were on edge. She couldn’t believe what had almost happened with Karla. A part of her wasn’t sorry for what had almost happened and a part of her wanted to kick herself in the backside for allowing her emotions and libido control her once again. “Almost! I can not believe that I did that! How could I? But then again there was something so sensual about being half naked on top of Karla’s desk while she was kneeling before me. Oh boy … I really need to release some of this pent up frustration and soon.”

“Whoa!” Sydney yelped as Olivia almost slammed into her. “Out of my way.” Olivia growled as she raced towards the bathroom.

“Not again.” Sydney groaned deeply. Her words caused Olivia to stop in her tracks.

“I’m sorry.” Olivia uttered softly. “What’s happening to me?”

“Let me guess … ” Sydney said dryly. “… wonder woman has been weaving her magic spell again. And now you are all hot and bothered because your drop dead gorgeous boss smiled at you or flirted with you but you can’t do anything about it because it unprofessional yada yada. Am I right?” Sydney just smirked in contempt at her friend her expression slowly changing to a curious stare as she took in Olivia somewhat disheveled appearance.

Olivia’s emotions were about to reach the breaking point. “I hate you.” She growled at her friend.

“Me?” Sydney asked in a horrified tone.

“Yes you.” Olivia snarled. “You and every woman on the planet.”

“Yup I was right on the money.” Sydney groaned as she rolled her eyes.

“I don’t want to discuss it.” Olivia growled as she tossed her briefcase onto Sydney’s bed.

“Okay … okay…” Sydney conceded as she threw up her hands in surrender. “I’ll drop it. Just one question … don’t you usually wear pantyhose?” Olivia could feel the tattered shreds of what was left to her sanity finally snap. She blushed furiously as she suddenly recalled her state of undress. “I’m in hell.” She muttered as she buried her face in her hands.

Sydney wrapped her arms around her friend’s shoulders. “Olivia, sweetie what is it?” Chase asked her voice filled with concern as she tenderly rubbed Olivia’s shoulders. “Do you want to tell me what happened?”

“No.” Olivia sniffed while shaking her head yes.

“Oh honey.” Sydney offered softly. “What’s happening to you sweetie? You’re just not acting like yourself lately.”

“Well … ” Olivia choked as she kept her face hidden. ” … it’s a little hard to explain.… ” sniff. “… but I think my nylons … ” sniff . “…are with my underwear…” Olivia finally confessed.

“Excuse me?” Sydney chased as she peeked over at Olivia’s skirt.

“Stop that!” Olivia scolded her as she slapped Chase’s hands away from their exploration of her skirt. “Jerk.” Olivia groaned as she hugged her friend. Olivia knew that a part of Sydney was simply teasing her, in an effort to ease the tension she was dealing with. Despite her shortcomings as a partner, Sydney Chase was a good friend. “If you are finished trying to sneak a peek, you pervert …”

“Me?” Sydney chuckled as Olivia braced herself for the teasing that she was certain was coming. “I beg your pardon blondie, I am not the one wandering around the city without her underwear.”

“It’s not what you think.” Olivia tried to rationalize the situation. Olivia swallowed deeply as she watched Sydney’s eyebrows shoot up in disbelief. “Uh huh.” Sydney groaned in disgust. “Do tell, then why are you running around town with your goodies exposed?”

“Ooops!” Olivia blushed knowing that she couldn’t lie to Chase. “I didn’t!” She tried to explain. “We didn’t … I swear.” Olivia prayed that this would be enough to placate her friend. Her hopes quickly came crashing down with at the sight of Sydney’s grey eyes rolling in disbelief.

“Well … uhm … . er… .” Olivia stammered as Chase simply stared at her with her arms folded in front of her. Olivia thought briefly about trying to stare down her friend, she decided to back peddle hoping to get out of this without revealing anything too embarrassing. “Idiot, she already knows you’re not wearing any underwear!” Olivia admonished herself. “Well … we … mmmph pherdun.” Olivia mumbled from behind her hand now she smiling back at Chase and hoped for the best.

“If you don’t want to talk about it just say so.” Sydney chuckled. “But you know I’ll find out eventually.” Chase smirked in an over confident manner. Olivia snarled back at her friend. “We didn’t.” Olivia confessed with a blushing stammer. “… but we almost did.” At that moment Olivia was certain who she was trying to explain things to Sydney or herself.

“Uh huh.” Was Sydney’s only response.

“Hey!” Olivia tried to protest. “Things just got a little out of hand.” Olivia blurted out trying to defend her actions. “Look it …it … start out innocently enough and the next thing I knew I was half naked lying on top of her desk.”

“Whoa!” Sydney choked out as her jaw was left hanging in amazement. “You?”

Olivia simply nodded in response as she began to chew nervously on her finger nails. “Olivia?” Sydney chuckled with a slightly evil smirk. “None of this sounds like you. I mean I certainly know that you are far from being a prude, but this is a little risqué for you.” Chase’s words began to tug at her emotions. “I hate to be the one to be constantly pointing this out, she is your boss! If you want to keep your job and everything you have worked for you had better keep your distance.” Olivia just stood there accepting the lecture, feeling somehow that she deserved it. “I’m only telling you this because I’m worried about you.” Sydney droned on. “I’m not even going to get into how easily you fall into relationships… .”

“I know!” Olivia finally snapped back in anger.

“Hey don’t bite me head off.” Sydney retorted dryly. “You were the one who just last week made me promise just short of a blood oath to remind you of all of this.”

“Right.” Olivia whined as she recalled the day that Karla had worn that silk red blouse to the office. There was something about it that drove Olivia baser instincts into overdrive. Olivia decided that it was a good day to lock herself in her office and stay glued to her computer catching up on paperwork. After essentially wasting the day because she proved to be too much of a coward to face Karla one on one she returned home and begged Sydney to keep her line if she every lost her self control again.

“Now where was I?” Sydney continued with enthusiasm. Olivia growled as she realized that her dear old friend was enjoying far too much. “You’ve worked far too hard to get where you are, just to blow it for a roll in the hay.” Sydney paused in her tirade briefly interrupted by a slightly knocking on the front door. “Trust me kiddo, no woman is worth it.” Sydney continued as she crossed to answer the front door.

“She is.” Olivia muttered softly hoping that Chase wouldn’t hear her confession.

“Oh no … no sweet pea no woman is worth what you are putting yourself thru.” Sydney admonished her. Olivia shrank feeling more lost than ever as Chase continued to lecture her on her way to the doorway. “No woman … I repeat no woman is worth throwing away your career. Do us both a favor and take a long cold shower and forget about her. Maybe I could fix you up with someone, that should help.” Sydney reasoned as she began to reach for the door knob, pausing as Olivia began to laugh.

“You fix me up?” Olivia responded finally finding herself laughing at the situation. “May I remind you that you were the one who fixed me up with Ruth.”

“I did not fix you up with her.” Chase argued as she once again rolled her eyes in protest. “I merely introduced you to her mostly because I was trying to get her whinny ass away from my bar. Trust me never in my wildest dreams did I think that you would end up moving in with her.” Sydney sighed heavily as she began to open the front door. “Trust Auntie Chase, I’ll fix you up with someone really hot … even hotter than your boss …”

“That could be difficult.” Olivia muttered.

“Oh please how hot could she be?” Sydney scoffed as she turned and found herself stunned into silence as she found herself staring into the bluest eyes she had ever seen.

“You tell me.” Olivia questioned Chase as she watched her normally controlled friend turn to complete mush. Olivia had to smile as she mentally patted herself on the back. Seeing Chase standing there with her jaw hanging open , gawking at Karla like she was Madonna … pleased Olivia. “Hello?” Karla’s rich voice floated over as Chase inhaled deeply and a familiar gleam emerged in her eyes.

“Hello.” Chase purred.

“No! No!” Olivia’s mind screamed , understanding fully the implications of Chase’s purring her greeting. Olivia reacted purely by instinct as she reached out and yanked the bartender into the apartment by her collar. “Bad Chase.” Olivia scolded her now drooling friend. “But …but … but …” Chase argued, Olivia could feel Sydney struggling against her grasp. Releasing her hold as she shoved Sydney away from Karla who was now cautiously entering the tiny apartment.

Olivia felt her breathing hitch as she watched Karla’s sensual body saunter closer to her. “What was it about this woman?” Olivia wondered as she felt herself mesmerized by Karla’s smile. “How is it that you can control my emotions so easily?”

“You must be Karla.” Sydney snapped Olivia out of her musings with her introduction. “I am the one and only Sydney Chase.”

Olivia groaned and rolled her eyes at her friend’s brashness. Olivia was mildly relieve when she spotted a small smile emerge on Karla’s lips. “Nice to finally meet you, Miss. Chase.” Karla offered warmly as she extended her hand.

Olivia began tense, Sydney had accepted Karla’s hand and seemed somewhat reluctant to release it. “Oh boy.” Olivia blew out in frustration. “Chase!” She grumbled into the bartender’s ear.

“Ooops.” The bartender giggled.

Olivia did a double take as she stared at her friend blankly. She could not believe what she had just heard, Sydney Chase the ultimate heart breaker had just giggled. “This is getting a little surreal.” Olivia muttered as she carefully eyed the bartender.

“So Karla …” Sydney began. There was something distinctively familiar in her tone of voice that caused alarm bells to go off in Olivia’s head.

Her senses went immediately on alert as she felt the hairs on the back of her neck come to attention. “Don’t.” Olivia growled in an almost feral tone as she swatted the back of Sydney’s head. “Ouch!” Sydney cried out as she grabbed the back of her head. Olivia flashed a quick smile at Karla as she grabbed Chase once again by the scruff of her neck. “Heh… heh… . excuse us for a moment.” Olivia tried and failed miserably to sound casual as she dragged the struggling Sydney into the kitchen.

Once she had the now choking Sydney safely secure in the kitchen she released her hold on her. “What’s wrong with you?” Olivia demanded as Sydney tried to catch her breath. “Please tell me you weren’t just about to hit on my boss?” Olivia demanded hotly not feeling any reassurance as she caught the twinkle in Sydney’s eye.

“Oh my freakin’ God.” Sydney exclaimed loudly as Olivia suddenly clamped her hands over her friend’s mouth. “Keep it down will you.” Olivia cautioned her in a hushed tone. “Olivia …” Sydney began in a much quieter and more serious tone. “… marry her.”

“Excuse me?” Olivia asked in bewilderment.

“Marry her.” Sydney asserted in a firmer tone.

“But you just said …” Olivia began to protest.

“I’m serious.” Sydney retorted. “Marry her … fuck her … just whatever you do don’t let her out of your life.”

“Wait …” Olivia protested in confusion. “You told me … that no woman was worth risking everything for.”

“I lied.” Sydney snorted.

“Hold on you were right Chase.” Olivia argued trying to hold onto some small shred of reasonable thinking.

“Oh horse puckey.” Sydney scoffed. “Why on earth would you or anyone for that matter take my advice when it comes to relationships?”

“Good point.” Olivia conceded hesitantly until her common sense kicked in. “No … no … no… . you were right before. I need to get a grip and move on with my life.”

“Are you insane?” Sydney asked in a horrified tone.

“No I’m just doing the one thing I really need to do at the moment.” She tried to explain. “I need to get my emotions under control.”

“You are insane.” Asked her with a look of disbelief. “Olivia if that woman is half as good in bed as she looks … .”

“Better.” Olivia shot back slightly miffed that Chase would dare to go there so quickly.

“Really?” Sydney questioned in a lascivious tone that set Olivia on edge.

“Don’t even think about it.” Olivia responded in an slow, even and almost feral tone. She could feel the venom building with inside of her. She knew what she was saying although she was slightly disorientated in regards to why she was now threatening one of her nearest and dearest friends.

“Okey Dokey.” Sydney answered as she threw up her hands in surrender her face reveal a slight hint of panic.

While her and Sydney just stared at one another blankly, Olivia took a moment to catch her breath. Finally the duo emerged from the kitchen. There she was staring out of the apartment window, her chiseled features cast in a haze of bronze as the setting sun seemed to capture her beauty in a seemingly endless moment. “So beautiful.” was all Olivia could comprehend at that moment.

Her pulse began to race rapidly as Karla turned slightly and their eyes met. Olivia felt as if she had been burned by the look. The intensity of Karla’s look made her breathing stop briefly. Olivia felt powerless she was in control of absolutely nothing. All she could do was look into Karla’s eyes. Olivia could feel her mouth go dry as she watched Karla tenderly moving closer to her.

She never heard Sydney making her excuses about being late for work. She never noticed Sydney’s departure either. All Olivia could focus on was Karla. She was beyond captivated by this woman and it was beginning to terrify her. “My God, it’s almost as if I belong to her … that she is a part of me.” Olivia’s heart raced as she tried to understand what was happening to her. Panic set in as she watched Karla reaching out towards her. “No.” She managed to choke out. “I can’t handle it …”

“Are you are afraid of me?” Karla question her in an almost electrifying tone.

“No.” Olivia answered with a labored breath. “It’s me … I’m afraid of not being able to stop.”

“I just want to hold you.” Karla tried to explain. “I need to hold you.” Olivia could feel her body shaking uncontrollably as Karla pulled her gently into her arms. “Sssh.” Olivia heard whispered warmly in her ear. Her knee were now trembling along with the rest of her body. Her balance began to sway. Her body was charged with raw emotions were boiling over. She couldn’t recall just how she ended up in Karla’s embrace. Or when they moved to the futon. She only knew that she suddenly felt safe as Karla simply held her.

Olivia nuzzled closer to Karla’s body, “We will never have anything more than a few stolen moments.” The thought overwhelmed her the tears coming from deep inside of her soul. Karla held her as she wept, neither of them speaking. Olivia cried herself out the burden had been building for so long, the feelings she had been forcing herself to suppress finally came to the surface. Olivia had never suspect that everything she had been feeling would in the end would bring her sadness.

Unaware how long she was held in the taller woman’s arms Olivia found herself drifting off to sleep, feeling both loved and lonely.

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

Karla awoke in a slightly startled state. “Where in the Hell am I?” she wondered as her eyes adjusted to the darkness. Feeling the sleeping form that was lying on top of her shift slightly, she smiled at the knowledge that Olivia’s body was pressed against her own. Shyly, Karla wrapped her arms more tightly around Olivia’s waist. Karlas smile broadened as she relaxed into guilty pleasure.

Finally, she allowed herself to take in her surroundings and recalled where she was. “Funny, I forgot where I was or how I got here, but I knew without question or confusion that is you that I am holding.” Karlas smile grew even bigger as she tenderly allowed herself to breathe in the herbal aroma of Olivia’s shampoo. “Oh no, I’ve got it bad.” Karla finally admitted aloud. “So this is what everyone talks about. This isn’t so bad,” Karla admitted as she stole a quick glance to ensure that Olivia was in fact sleeping.

Karla allowed herself to relax and enjoy the complete feeling of joy and silliness that seemed to be attacking her senses. One moment her emotions were raging, crying out to satisfy her carnal fire. Then, upon witnessing the complete look of vulnerability written on Olivia face, all she wanted to do was protect and comfort her. “Miss Davenport what have you done to me?”

Olivia squeaked and shifted once again, this time completely molding her body to Karla’s larger form. Karla’s breathing halted for a moment, fearing that Olivia had heard her speaking her heart so freely. “Phhhhbbbb,” was the sound that escaped Olivia’s lips. Karla choked to hold back her laughter as Olivia continued to squeak nonsensically in her sleep. “Could you possibly get any cuter?” she asked the slumbering blonde. “I absolutely adore you, Olivia. Don’t worry, we’ll find someway to make this work,” she promised, hoping that she would be able to keep this promise. She also prayed to be brave enough to say all of this to Olivia someday when she is awake.

Karla snuggled contently, enjoying the feel of Olivia’s beating heart and her gentle breathing gently tickling Karla’s skin. She was never happier than she was at that moment in time. The bliss surrounded her as she drifted back to sleep; all the while she was grinning like a kid on Christmas morning.

Several hours later, the morning light crept over Karla, nudging her gently in consciousness. This time she awoke with feeling of uneasiness. “Something is different… something is missing,” her sleepy mind tried to reason. A sudden chill ran through her as she pulled her coat up over her body, jumping suddenly as the realization struck . She was alone.

Feeling slightly disorientated, she looked around the tiny apartment. “Good morning,” a sleepy, raspy voice offered from the doorway leading into the kitchen. Bleary-eyed, Karla’s gaze turned towards the voice. Her silly smirk returned full force as she took in the vision standing in the doorway. Olivia’s short blonde locks were mussed; her body was covered in a teal terry cloth robe that would have been enormous on Karla’s body. Her hands wrapped tightly around a steaming mug of coffee.

“You’re adorable,” Karla said softly, the smile never leaving her face. Karla watch as Olivia blushed and shifted uncomfortably. “Ah oh. This doesn’t look good,” Karla noted mentally as she struggled to sit up; the aches and pains brought on by her awkward sleeping situation caused her to groan. “You know these things are on my list of furniture not designed for normal sized people.” Karla grunted as Olivia continued to focus on her coffee. “Are you just not a morning person or is it me?” Karla asked bluntly as she stood and stretched out her long frame.

“I … uhm …” Olivia stammered. “It’s not you … it’s just that …”

“Peachy,” Karla grumbled as she looked down at the very uncomfortable blonde standing in front of her. “Well I guess that’s my cue then,” Karla offered, hoping that Olivia would prove her wrong.

“Karla,” Olivia uttered softly. “It just wouldn’t work out. I’m probably already on my way out. God only knows what Rob saw or heard.”

“I don’t think he knows anything,” Karla offered hopefully. “I think he was just fishing.”

“Still …” Olivia began to tug on her bathrobe nervously as she averted her gaze, “… the way the job market is at this moment, do you want to GO looking for work, just for a fling?”

“No,” Karla responded firmly. “Not for a fling. But that’s not what I’m talking about.”

Karla felt the silence surrounding them almost choking her. “How much should I tell her? She’s right. But damn it so am I.” Karla was beginning to feel her world unravel as she watched Olivia fidget nervously. “Olivia, I can think of a million reasons why we shouldn’t even look at each other,” Karla said, finally breaking the uncomfortable silence. She hoped that the softness of her tone would offer comfort to Olivia.

“Then you agree,” Olivia responded with hint a pain in her voice.

“No,” Karla answered bluntly.

Karla released a heavy sigh as she realized that her honesty was only going to be answered with silence. “I don’t agree,” Karla said more firmly. “I have never felt this way before.”

“Its just lust,” Olivia protested weakly.

Karla felt a twinge gnawing at her heart. “Is that how she feels?” she wondered. “Not for me,” Karla said, deciding for the first time in her life to allow her heart to speak for her. “I awoke earlier to find you in my arms; what I felt at that moment had nothing to do with lust or desire.”

“No?”

“No,” Karla confessed as a feeling of uneasiness ran through her body. “Please don’t let me scare her off!” She paused for a moment trying to find the one way to express the joy she had felt just a few hours earlier. She needed to be careful and not overwhelm or frighten Olivia. “Happy.”

“What?” Olivia asked in a lost tone barely above a whisper.

“Happy,” Karla repeated. “I felt happy. For the first time in my life, I felt truly happy just knowing that it was you that I was holding.”

Karla just stood there her knees trembled slightly, as she watched Olivia tugging nervously at the collar of her bathrobe. Karla wet her lips as she waited for Olivia to say or do something, but the blonde kept staring at the floor as she fiddled with her robe. “Relax, give her a moment to think. Don’t push her,” Karla warned herself. The longer Olivia remained quiet, the more Karla’s heart began to race and her palms began to sweat.

“Karla,” Olivia said, finally breaking the silence. Karla found herself startled by Olivia’s sudden utterance. “I’ve … worked very hard to get to where I am.” Karla felt her heart stop as Olivia’s voice struggled to get the words out. “NO!” Karla’s mind screamed out as she fought to remain standing. Everything started to spin slightly as Olivia’s gaze finally met her own. The tears welling up in her eyes breaking the older woman’s heart.

“I can’t …” Olivia choked out weakly.

“You’ve made your decision,” Karla cut her off bluntly. She had to stop her she just couldn’t bear to hear her actually say the words. “I will respect, your choice,” Karla finished slowly. “I’ll go.”

She turned quickly before Olivia could see the devastation that was clearly etched across her face. Gathering up her coat and briefcase, she headed towards the doorway. The walk to the doorway seemed to be endless. Pausing for a moment as she reached for the doorknob, she silently prayed for Olivia to say or do something to stop her from leaving. When Olivia failed to say or do anything, she gathered up her last drop of courage and opened the door. Stepping out into the doorway, she left the door open, unable to look back. Karla forced herself to walk down the staircase and out the front doorway and out of Olivia’s life.

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

Olivia stood there in shock trembling uncontrollably as she stared out the open door. She found herself unable to walk the few feet to close the door Karla had left open. “I did the right thing,” she lied to herself. “I did the right thing,” she repeated in hopes of convincing herself that the lie was true. Her breathing became ragged as she began an internal battle. She kept telling herself that she had done the right thing, but her heart was screaming to run after Karla before it was too late.

Her heart was pounding violently against her chest. The agonizing pounding intensified as her ears began to ring. Olivia clutched her chest as she suddenly gasped for air. Her lungs were burning as she suddenly found it impossible to breath. Holding onto the wall, she steadied herself. She managed to calm herself as she began to breath in a more controlled manner. The moment of clarity overwhelmed her self-control as she found herself racing out the door.

She was so focused on reaching Karla she never heard the apartment door closing behind her. Olivia found herself standing on the icy pavement of the sidewalk in the frigid morning air. She pulled her robe tightly around herself tightly as her eyes scanned the empty street, desperately searching for some sign of the raven-haired beauty. Her heart sank as she realized that Karla was gone. “Of course she’s gone. You sent her away,” Olivia mentally berated herself.

“Nice look,” a familiar voice called out from behind her.

Olivia’s shoulders slumped knowing that it was not the voice that she wanted, nor the voice she needed to hear at that moment in time.

She turned to see Chase approaching her with an amused look clearly written on her face. “Should I ask?” Chase teased her friend as she came up beside her. Olivia watched as the smile vanished from her friend. “God, I must look like hell,” Olivia noted as she stared up at Chase.

“I took your advice,” Olivia offered weakly, hoping that she could maintain some shred of her dignity.

“You slept with her?” Sydney asked hopefully.

“No,” Olivia flared. “Your earlier advice, you pig. I told her that I couldn’t risk my job.”

“Idiot,” Sydney retorted with a scowl.

“Thank you,” Olivia snarled angrily.

“Come on,” Sydney offered sympathetically as she wrapped her arms around her young friend.

Olivia allowed herself to be led back into the apartment building and up the staircase. Olivia was surprised to see the apartment door locked. She reached for the knob and twisted to find it locked. She looked up at Chase with a pleading look.

“It’s a good thing I came along when I did,” Sydney teased.

Olivia felt her face burning as she glared at her dear friend. Sydney gulped fearfully. “Why don’t I just shut up and open the door,” Sydney stammered.

“Good call,” Olivia growled.

Once inside, Olivia allowed Chase to lead her over to the bed. “Rest, I need to take a shower,” Chase offered as she tucked Olivia into the bed. Leaning over, she handed over the remote control for the television and ruffled her hair before leaving Olivia on her own. Olivia pulled the comforter around her body. Not wanting to think about just what had happened only a few short moments ago, she flipped on the television.

By the time Chase emerged from the shower clad in a pair of boxer shorts and a raggedy t-shirt, Olivia had managed to find something to watch. “Anything on?” Chase inquired as she finished drying out her long, curly hair.

“The Apartment,” Olivia responded sadly. “In fact theyre running a retrospect on AMC.”

“Ohh,” Chase pouted slightly. “Your favorite movie … I still can’t believe that Jack Lemmon died.”

“I know and The Wizard Of Oz is my favorite movie,” Olivia corrected her. “This does run a close second.” She was forced to shout the last part since Chase had retreated into the kitchen. “What are you doing out there? The movie is about to start,” Olivia shouted impatiently. “Don’t get your jammies in a bunch, kiddo. I’ll be right out,” Chase shouted in response.

Olivia watched as the movie began, feeling a deep need to escape from her life at least for a couple hours. Chase emerged from the kitchen carrying a tray. “What have you got there and is that my t-shirt?”

“Hot Chocolate and probably.” Chase laughed lightly. “Scoot over.”

Olivia complied as she made room for Chase to join her in the bed. They snuggled up and watched the movie while they sipped their hot chocolate. To Olivia it was just what she needed, almost. Being held by Chase felt good, comforting, and warm. But it just didn’t feel the same as it had when Karla had held her.

“Ready to talk about it?” Chase inquired casually. Olivia smiled, knowing that her friend was trying a little too hard to act like she did not care.

“The movie?” Olivia asked knowing that was not what Chase was driving at.

“No , you brat.” Chase nudged her from behind. “Come on cut me some slack here, I’m trying to be sensitive.”

“Youre doing great.” Olivia sighed. “I uhm … I told her that …”

“If you’re not up to talk about it, it’s okay.” Chase offered gallantly.

“I really need to talk about it.” Olivia sighed deeply as she allowed her friend to hold her tighter. “Basically, I told her that my job was more important than anything we felt for each other,” Olivia tried to explain.

“Ouch!” Chase grimaced. “Now do you want to fill me in on everything that led up to that point?”

“Nothing,” Olivia lied.

Chase nudged her gently from behind. “Come on … when I left the two of you last night I would have laid odds on the two you ripping each other’s clothes off,” Chase said with a slight hint of admiration.

“Maybe we should have.” Olivia smiled briefly as the image peeked into her imagination. “It was electric … I was standing there wanting her, knowing that she wanted me just as much, and suddenly it was all too much.”

“What do you mean?” Chase asked softly.

“I don’t know how to explain it,” Olivia pondered. “Everything suddenly

I felt everything and it was too much. I … I was …”

“What?”

“I was afraid.”

CHAPTER NINETEEN

Karla walked into her apartment feeling the weight of the world on her shoulders. Howard wrapped himself around her feet and purred. Karla slumped down onto the floor next to the purring tabby. As she absently patted her cat, she felt exhausted and exposed. Every part of her body ached. “What was I thinking?” she asked the cuddling feline. “I almost told her that I loved her … how could I’ve been so stupid?” Howard just continued to purr and beg for affection. “You are no help at all,” she growled as she continued to scratch him.

Wearily, Karla pulled herself up off the ground groaning as she felt every muscle rebel against her movements. “Don’t grow old, Howard, it sucks,” Karla groused. “Today I feel about one hundred and five. I love her, Howard. You would think that would be a great thing. I’m finally in love. One problem; she doesn’t love me back.” Karla removed her coat and collapsed onto her futon.

Howard jumped up on her lap begging for more attention. “You’re right, I need to talk to Sis,” Karla mused absently. “First a shower then I’m calling Auntie Maureen, so she can call me an idiot.” Karla lifted the feline up off her lap and began to undress as she walked to the bathroom.

After a long hot shower, Karla found herself curled up on her futon, clad in an old t-shirt and a raggedy pair of boxer shorts. Sipping a hot cup of hazelnut coffee, she fiddled with the telephone as she debated on whether or not to call Maureen. She was so messed up she knew she needed to talk to someone. Her sister was always her first choice. Her Mother was always less than sympathetic when it came to her love life. Tom, her stepfather, was more understanding but still she could feel that he was never comfortable talking about her sex life. He was her father after all. Then there was Harry, her real father; he was a good listener and always willing to offer advice. The only problem with Harry was finding him when you really needed him.

So Maureen it was. Now all Karla needed to do was build up her confidence to call her sister. After her second cup of coffee she found herself dialing her sister’s telephone number. “Hello?” a very sleepy voice greeted Karla.

“Sorry, Sis,” Karla apologized instantly. “I forgot about the time difference.”

“Karla?” Maureen’s groggy voice questioned. “What’s wrong, kiddo?”

“Nothing,” Karla lied.

“Right,” Maureen groaned in disbelief.

“Look I’m sorry I woke you,” Karla began to babble. “I’ll call later.”

“Don’t you dare leave me hanging,” Maureen yawned. “Besides, your nieces will be banging on the door any minute now.”

“It’s well … oh, Sissy, it’s all so confusing …” Karla began to sob.

Karla managed to tell her sister the entire story all the while crying her heart out. Maureen listened patiently until Karla had choked out every last detail. “Oh, Karly sweetie,” Maureen offered in a hushed tone.

Karla squeaked out a few more sobs as her older sister offered words of comfort. “I’m okay now,” Karla cleared her throat as she wiped away the last of her tears.

“Really?” Maureen asked carefully. “All cried out?”

“Yeah,” Karla confirmed.

“Good,” Maureen said gently. “Then all I need to know is are you an idiot? How could you waste your time on this thoughtless harpy?”

“Oh boy,” Karla sighed. “Here it comes.”

“Let me tell you something, if I ever get my hands on this woman …” Maureen began to rant, ” … no, honey, go back to sleep. Hold on, Karly, I need to go in the other room …”

Karla held her breath as she heard her sister moving about her house. “Now where was I?” Maureen began again. “Oh yeah, let me tell that I am going to ring this woman’s scrawny little neck. How can she do this to you?”

“It’s not her fault.” Karla tried to defend Olivia’s honor.

“Excuse me!” Maureen shouted. “How can a job be more important than my baby sister’s feelings?”

“Maureen, it’s not her fault…” Karla tried to argue.

“Oh it so is.” Maureen scoffed at the notion that it wasn’t somehow Olivia’s fault. “I have never heard you cry, not even when the whiskers died.”

“But … but …but …” Karla fought in vain.

“If she can’t see just how special you are, then she isn’t worth your time,” Maureen fumed.

“Crap,” Karla muttered.

“Karly sweetie, she isn’t worth it,” Maureen insisted.

“I love her,” Karla asserted firmly.

“Karla?” Maureen voice betraying how stunned she was at hearing those words.

“I love her,” Karla repeated.

“How?” Maureen asked in a shocked tone.

“Excuse me,” Karla responded in a terse voice.

“How do you know?” Maureen asked in a softened tone. “You haven’t known her for that long. In fact I don’t think you know this girl at all,” Maureen cautioned her younger sister.

“I feel like I’ve known her my entire life,” Karla replied with simple honestly.

“Perhaps…” Maureen began slowly in a fearful tone, “… but in reality you really don’t know her.”

“That’s just it! I do know her,” Karla finally snapped. She paused for a moment a she blew out a cleansing breath, before continuing. “I mean I don’t, but I do. You know?”

“Huh?”

“She’s the one,” Karla asserted. “I know it in my heart.”

“And just when did you reach this epiphany?” Her sister accused her.

“This morning,” Karla mumbled reluctantly.

“I see,” Maureen grunted smugly.

Karla rubbed her now throbbing temple and she searched for the right way to explain things to her older sibling. But how can you explain to someone what your heart feels, when things don’t seem reasonable to yourself much less to anyone else. “Maureen, it’s the truth,” Karla found herself saying. “I knew that I felt something for her and I’ve been fighting it.” Karla paused, feeling some of the tension lifting, knowing that this was what she needed to tell someone. “I found myself holding her this morning and as I felt her wrapped up in my arms, I knew. I’m not explaining this very well … I just knew,” she repeated. “Somehow, I knew that I was where I belonged,” she said, finally voicing what her heart had been whispering.

Karla now found herself listening to dead air. “Maureen?”

“Yeah, I’m here,” the strain evident in Maureen’s voice. “I’m worried about you, Karly,” Maureen confessed quietly. “I’ve never heard you talk like this about anyone. Not even that supermodel, Tamara.”

“Oh her,” Karla chuckled. “She’s the one you swore that even you would hop the fence for.”

“Now that was one hell of a woman.” Maureen laughed lightly. “So what is it about this Olivia?”

“I have never felt this way about anyone before,” Karla admitted.

“So, little sister

what are you going to do?” Maureen inquired carefully.

“I have no idea,” Karla whimpered. “Olivia has made it perfectly clear that there cannot be anything between us. My head heard her loud and clear, yet my heart isn’t listening.”

“Walk away, sweet pea,” Maureen advised sternly. “If you pursue her now, after she’s told you not to

you’re just asking for trouble.”

“I know.” Karla feeling her heart aching just a little more. “There’s nothing I can do. This sucks,” Karla growled.

“That’s it!” Maureen snapped. “I’m flying out there and kick her scrawny butt! If she thinks she can hurt you like this

I’ve got news for that floozy …”

“Sis!” Karla managed to cut her off. “Jeez switch to decaf, will ya.”

After a brief silence Karla relaxed as she could hear Maureen lightly chuckle. “Sorry, Karly,” Maureen apologized. “I just can’t stand to hear how unhappy you are and I just know it’s her fault. Hey, kiddo, you’re my baby sister and it’s just works my nerves that I can’t do anything to fix this.”

“I know,” Karla responded thoughtfully. “And I love you for all of your good, albeit misguided, intentions. I am hurting more than I thought possible. I know that Olivia has made her choice and I just have to live with it. But it still hurts and I guess I just need someone to talk to about it.”

“You can tell me.” Maureen offered gently. “Tell me about Olivia.”

It was the invitation that Karla had been waiting for. “Are you sure?” Karla questioned carefully. “You’re not going to go off the deep end again?”

“Tell me, Karly,” Maureen offered once again in a softer tone.

Karla paused for a moment not quite knowing what to say

then it came to her. “She is amazing,” Karla began unaware of the silly grin beginning to emerge on her face. “She has more energy than any person I’ve met in my life. Oh and her enthusiasm is … well it can be overwhelming at times. I mean she just gets carried away sometimes and I don’t know what to do. I find myself getting caught up like I’m trapped in some kind of whirlpool. Her eyes are the deepest shade of green and when she gets excited about something, I swear they sparkle.”

“You’re not talking about sex?” Maureen interrupted absently.

“No,” Karla responded feeling slightly miffed.

“Don’t get upset,” Maureen groaned. “It’s just that after the way you two met … I think that I’ve been assuming that was the main draw. But it’s not is it?”

“No,” Karla said firmly. “It’s her not her body.”

“I’m still worried about you.”

Karla smiled knowing that no matter what the situation, Maureen was going to worry. “Thanks, Sis,” Karla said quietly as she could hear the sounds of her nieces looking for their mother. Karla thanked Maureen for listening to her and being there, then she hung up. It had felt good to talk to Maureen; to finally be able to voice the emotions that had been gnawing at her since that day she and Olivia had lunch in New York. The day before had been what it was, but the morning after was something different.

Even though it had felt good to vent a little, the dim reality that she had no chance to be with Olivia was looming over her. Disgusted with herself and the situation she had allowed herself to fall into, she plopped down onto the futon. Switching on the television set she began to scratch Howard on the back of his head while she search for something to take her mind off of things. Finally she was pleased to happen across ‘The Apartment’ . “I love this movie,” she confessed to Howard. “I still can’t believe that Jack Lemmon died.” Absently she continued to scratch the sleeping feline. “Oh this is a great scene … Jack is about to tell his boss, Fred MacMurray that he’s in love with Shirley McClain. Unfortunately, for Jack, Fred is a big stinker in this movie.”

She continued to narrate the story to Howard who continued to sleep. As the last scene unfolded, Karla held her palm over her chest as Jack confessed his love for Shirley. “Shut up and deal,” Karla said along with Shirley. Unaware that not far away Olivia was mirroring her actions. The closing credits began to roll as Karla sighed deeply. “They just don’t make movies like that anymore, Howard.”

The sleeping feline failed to move, although he did purr encouraging Karla to keep up her ministrations. “Fine, be that way,” Karla snarled as she continued to channel surf. “Great. Hundreds of channels and there’s still nothing on,” Karla scoffed as she decided to give up her search. She clicked off the television and tossed the remote down onto the end table. Karla sat there pouting slightly as she tried not to think about Olivia. Her efforts were failing miserably.

Suddenly something occurred to her. “I forgot about that,” she said to herself, finally accepting that Howard wasn’t paying attention. Jumping up off of the futon she retrieved her briefcase and began to rummage through it. Her heart jumped into her throat as she found the envelope she had intended to give to Olivia the night before. She crammed the package that contained her assistant’s underwear back into her briefcase and resumed her search.

She smiled brightly as she found the object she was looking for. Tucking the manuscript under her arm, she padded her way into the kitchen, her feet tingling slightly on the cold tiles. “Well, if I can’t win the girl …” Karla mused as she opened the freezer door, “… I’ll just have to settle for my two favorite boys, Ben and Jerry.” Snagging the pint of ice cream and a spoon she made her way back into the living room.

Grimacing as she found Howard now sprawled out on the futon in an apparent effort to take over, Karla nudged the furry little beast aside and dropped down onto the futon. “I’m all set,” she sighed. “Chocolate and a smutty book. Now this is the only way to heal a broken heart.” She flipped open the pint of ice cream and took a healthy spoonful of ice cream. “Chapel Hill, a novel by Charlotte Hayden Smith,” Karla read aloud from the title page. “I wonder how Olivia got her hands on this?” she muttered as she began to read the unpublished manuscript. “Oh well,” she shrugged as she began to read the story.

Hours later, darkness had descended. The only reason Karla James noticed was because she was forced to flip on the living room lamp, licking her lips as she closed the manuscript. “Oh my,” Karla stammered as she swallowed hard. “Well that was

interesting.” Karla glanced around looking for more chocolate. She frowned as she noticed the empty ice cream carton, which was now being kept company with the remnants of a package of Oreos.

“What was I thinking? Reading something like that.” Karla could feel her pulse racing. “Of course it didn’t help that one of the main characters reminded me of Olivia … Oh boy …” Even though it was still a little early, Karla decided to go to bed and take matters into her own hands.

Slowly she pulled the bedding back and lay on her back slipping her fingers under the band of her boxer shorts. All she could focus on was Olivia’s face and her smile. Reaching down slowly she slipped her fingers between her thighs, gasping as she discovered how wet she was.

Olivia had captured her heart but she had also claimed other body parts as well. Karla played out the fantasy of loving Olivia as her own fingers teased her clit. Unable to control herself she slid her fingers inside of herself, coming instantly. “Whew !” She blew out a heavy breath as she stopped trembling. Never in her life had she climaxed so quickly. “This time I’m taking it slow.” She told herself as she realized this was going to take all night long.

CHAPTER TWENTY

Karla was awakened far too early on Sunday morning. It was the sound of the intercom buzzing that disturbed her already restless slumber. “Ugh,” she grunted as she opened one eye trying to focus on the clock. “Someone has a death wish,” she growled over at Howard who was sleeping contently next to her. She retreated back underneath the bed covers. “Screw em!” she growled as the buzzer rang out once again.

Then a sudden thought occurred to her. “What if it is Olivia?” She knew the idea was completely absurd, but still if there was even the slightly chance that it was the blonde who had captured her heart … Karla sprang from her futon with a surprising burst of energy. She grabbed her silk robe on her way over to the intercom. She fumbled for the answer button while she put on her robe. “Yeah!” she barked, feeling some of her sleepiness returning. She also felt a little silly to think that Olivia would just show up at her doorway.

“Good Morning, Skyler,” a familiar voice chimed.

The smile started slowly as she realized who was downstairs. Without hesitation, she pressed the buzzer granted her visitor admittance. She then raced over to the front door. Throwing it open quickly, she stepped out into the hallway. She bounced nervously on the balls of her feet as she eagerly awaited his arrival. Karla’s heart skipped a beat as she spotted him climbing the staircase.

He seemed smaller than the last time she saw him she noted to herself. Of course, he had been smaller than her almost six foot frame since she was a teenager. His hair, pulled back in its usual ponytail, had turned completely gray, but his blue eyes still held the same twinkle as he looked up at her. She had to laugh as she noticed that he was wearing the same tie dyed T-Shirt she had made him when she was a child.

“Harry.” Karla beamed as she pulled her father into her arms for a tight embrace.

“Skyler,” he replied happily as he returned her embrace tenderly.

Harry stepped back slightly and looked at his only child with love. “Now is that any way to answer the door?” His voice creaking slightly; the years of smoking catching up with him. “I could have been an axe murderer or worse a Republican.”

“Ah yes, door-to-door Republicans can be quite pesky,” Karla responded dryly as she smiled down at her father.

“I’m serious, Skyler,” Harry chastised her. “You should ask who it is before buzzing someone in.”

Karla laughed as she led Harry into her apartment, closing the door behind. “Harry, you are the only one on the planet who calls me Skyler,” she pointed out, as Harry got that foggy far away look that was so much a part of him.

“Why?” Harry questioned her in confusion. “It’s your name.”

Karla groaned knowing what was coming. “Not according to Mom it’s not.” Karla began the familiar argument. A part of her smiled knowing that Harry would never change.

“Oh her,” Harry sneered in jest.

“Yeah, her.”

“Ah, what does she know?” Harry scoffed waving his hand in a dismissive manner.

“Well since she did give birth to me…” Karla pointed out to him. “… and it is what my birth certificate says … .”

“You don’t have a birth certificate,” Harry argued. “You were born in a VW bus.”

“I’m well aware that I was born in that old, psychedelic-colored disaster that you still insist on living in,” Karla groaned. “But I do have a birth certificate, now.”

“That was your mother’s doing.” Harry grimaced.

“I needed one so I could go to school,” Karla spouted in exasperation.

“Another fascist institution,” Harry explained.

“You know, sometimes it is exhausting talking to you, Harry,” Karla muttered as she shuffled off towards her kitchen. “Coffee? You still do caffeine don’t you?”

“Hell yeah,” Harry answered brightly. “But why don’t you take me out for breakfast instead?”

“I can cook for you,” Karla offered.

“Skyler…” Harry groaned.

“What?” she barked. “I can cook.”

“I know that,” Harry answered carefully. “I also know that there is probably nothing in your ice box, by the time you get yourself together and find your way to the market, I could starve to death. Take your old man out.” He instructed her. “Besides what’s the point of being a corporate fat cat if you can’t buy your poor old father a meal every now and then?”

“You could have just said you’d rather go out,” Karla offered in a futile effort. “Are you going to tell me what you are doing in Boston? Is there a rally, boycott, sit in?”

“I’m here to see you,” Harry answered brightly with a slight gleam in his eyes.

Karla stared at him blankly not liking what he had said one bit. “Now go get yourself cleaned up and stop staring at me like I’ve got monkeys flying out of my butt.” He pinched her cheek and tweaked her nose. “Now go,” he instructed her.

Karla rolled her eyes, muttering obscenities under her breath as she stomped off to her bathroom. Harry chuckled in response as he plopped down onto the still unmade futon and started to play with Howard. The normally docile feline seemed to come to life around the over-aged hippy. “Why haven’t you unpacked yet?” Harry called after her. She chose to ignore him as she slammed her bathroom door.

Once she had showered and changed into comfortable clothing, she emerged from her bathroom to find her father and cat still playing. The sight amused her as she watched the pair fighting over a toy mouse. “Stop teasing him and let him just have the toy,” Karla commanded firmly.

“I was just playing with him,” Harry groaned.

“I was speaking to Howard,” Karla replied dryly, secretly loving every moment of teasing her offbeat father.

She put on her shoes and searched for her house key, something she was constantly misplacing. “Where did he get that from?” she inquired making note of the unfamiliar toy.

“I couldn’t show up and not bring something for my boy, now could I?” Harry reasoned as he patted the feline.

Karla picked up the toy and inspected it carefully. “Cat nip?” Karla asked.

“Only the best for me boy.” Harry bragged.

“I keep trying to tell you Harry, that Howard is not your son or grandson.” Karla pointed out. “And I’ve asked you not to get my cat stoned every time you see him.” She resumed her search for her elusive key ring.

“Harm springs from excess.” Harry argued.

“You should know.” Karla retorted having found her keys. “Speaking of which … you seem a little more focused than usual.”

“Wasn’t in the mood,” Harry shrugged.

Karla looked at her father with curiosity, sensing that it was going to be a very interesting visit. “So, how did you get here?” Karla inquired knowing that Harry’s form of transportation involved standing on the side of the road and sticking out his thumb. Which didn’t add up since she hadn’t been in Boston long enough for Harry to travel all this way and track her down. He just wasn’t organized enough to pull it off.

“I flew,” Harry explained as if it was an every day occurrence.

“What?” Karla shot back in astonishment.

“I flew,” Harry repeated. “You know that thing you are sickeningly chicken about.”

“Am not,” she protested, as her palms began to sweat at the very thought of being trapped on airplane.

Harry rolled his eyes in disbelief before he continued explaining his sudden appearance. “Things have really gotten uptight at airports these days,” he groused. “What’s up with that?”

“They have their reasons,” Karla tried to explain. “Things are more than a little scary these days. Oh ho that explains it,” she chuckled as she wagged a finger at him. “That’s why you are so level headed. The increase in airport security. You had to dump your stash before security could find it.”

“Freakin’ Nazis,” Harry growled.

Karla refocused her attention back to Harry’s unexpected visit. “Flying is pretty expensive these days,” she stated flatly, knowing she couldn’t just ask Harry what the hell he was doing there or how he managed to pay for the trip.

“Is it?” Harry answered with genuine surprise.

“Yes,” Karla confirmed, feeling slightly frustrated but that was a common experience when you conversed with Harry. She motioned for him to follow her out the front door. Harry got up slowly and followed his daughter. Her heart sank as she noticed how slowly he seemed to be moving. She feared that the years of hard living were finally catching up with her father.

“Harry are you going to tell me just how you got your hands on an airline ticket?” she finally blurted out as they descended the staircase.

“There was this dude,” Harry started to explain. “Well I did some …” he hesitated slightly, “… gardening for him and he ran and well he was a little short when I finished the job. So I had mentioned that I hadn’t seen my kid in awhile and she had just moved to the east coast …”

“So he got you a ticket,” Karla finished for him not completely believing his story. “All for a fresh crop of weed.”

“I never said …”

“You better start being more careful,” Karla cautioned him. “Your fondness for horticulture is going to end up landing you in some serious trouble.

True to his nature, Harry simply shrugged off her warnings. “I’m serious Harry,” she warned him as they began to walk down the street. “It’s not just a slap on the wrist anymore, especially since you have a record. Listen to me, Harry, that green thumb of yours is going to lead to some real trouble,” she cautioned him sternly.

“Skyler, I am a big boy,” Harry reminded his child.

“Hmm,” Karla grunted deciding to drop the subject for the moment at least. She couldn’t help but since that he was most definitely was up to something. It really didn’t matter for the first time in a long time her Dad was here.

CHAPTER TWENTY ONE

Olivia awoke with a jerk. Her head was pounding from all of the crying she had done the day before. All of the hand wringing and self-examination had taken its toll on her. As she rubbed the sleep out of her eyes, all of the emotional turmoil began to build up inside of her, choking her to the point where all she wanted to do was to throw up. Granted, not a very poetic sentiment, but none the less true.

She sprung from the futon and dashed into the bathroom, instantly dropping to her knees. Tossing the lid up, she immediately emptied the little her stomach had to offer. She slumped down onto the cool, tile floor and tried to steady her heart rate. She had blown it with Karla big time. She said what she said and now it was far too late to take it back.

If she had just stopped Karla from leaving so she could confess her true feelings, admit her fears. Still curled up next to the toilet, she leaned back against the sink. One thing Olivia was learning quickly was that keeping her emotions all bottled up was exhausting. She found herself tied up in knots as she fought an internal battle that could never be won or even lost, it just continued. “How could loving someone hurt so much?” she asked for the millionth time as the throbbing in her head started to pound more loudly.

“Is that what this is? Am I in love?” she asked herself as she pulled up into a standing position. Her head was swimming as she contemplated everything. She stumbled slightly as she reached into the shower and turned on the water, resting her head against the wall as she waited for the water to heat up. Absently, she tested the water temperature. Feeling that it was adequate she stepped into the shower.

As she allowed the warm cascade down upon her, she once again reviewed what she had said to Karla, groaning weakly as she began to wash her tired body. Ducking her head under the water she allowed the water to cleanse her body, hoping that it would somehow cleanse her soul as well.

“I’m an adult and I know that I will get over this … over her,” she tried to encourage herself. She felt strong for the briefest moment then the nagging thought invaded her senses , “What if she feels the same?” Raising her head, she allowed the water to caress her cherubic features. Thoughts of Karla’s hands reaching from behind, her long arms circling her waist. The mere thought of Karla’s touch made her swoon slightly. “No,” she shouted suddenly, chastising herself for being so weak. “Just keep telling yourself that it was just sex. That’s all it was. Nothing more; just really, really good sex.” She admonished herself in an effort to convince herself that it was true all the while her heart couldn’t agree.

“Just one of those things,” she repeated over and over as she finished her shower and while she dressed herself. She had pulled on her navy blue sweats as she adjusted her baseball cap, tucking her blonde locks underneath she was finally able to focus on the one thing that really mattered at that moment. Her kids had a big game.

Coaching for the girls softball team was the one thing that Olivia did for herself. Today this would be the most important thing that she would do. Granted the little darlings could work her nerves and with they had been playing lately they needed Olivia’s undivided attention. The girls who ranged in age from eleven to thirteen were great, not athletic sense but they were all good kids. “Most of the time anyway.” Olivia laughed to herself. They were most certainly at that age where they were torn between asserting themselves and the need to fit in. Add that with the blossoming hormones could prove trying at times.

The members of The Panthers certainly gave it their all when they weren’t yakking incessantly about clothing, boys, Brittany Spears, boys, make up, boys and of course boy bands. Olivia had to laugh at knowing that not all of her little players were really interested in the opposite sex. She was sporting a huge grin as she grabbed her gear bag and headed out of the apartment, as she wondered if she was ever that young? “No way,” she lied to herself as the image of herself sporting an armful of rubber bracelets and a ripped cropped T-Shirt just like Madonna wore.

“Well at least my pop idol is still going strong,” she noted as she hailed a passing taxi. Somehow she doubted that Brittany or any of her little blonde clones would still be popular in their forties. Olivia loaded herself and her gear into the taxi. As the driver drove along the city streets leading her over to the playing field in Brookline, she took out her scorebook. she needed to finish compiling the roster for today’s game. Eighteen kids and they wanted to pitch. Of course each and every parent was convinced that their daughter was a star.

She went thru the list of girls carefully. Her team consisted of five Samantha’s, four Katlins, three Jennifer’s, two Courtney’s, two Heather’s , Catherine and Rachel. Olivia found herself smiling as she wondered how these kids got thru the school day without becoming completely confused. She simply resorted to giving them all nicknames. She finished with the field positions, ensuring that all of the girls would at least get a chance to put on their glove and get off the bench. As the taxi pulled up to the field she had just finished the batting line up.

As she unloaded her gear bag one, of the Katlins who she called Boomer, came running over to help her.

“Hey Coach!” Boomer called out to her. The lanky teenager almost tripped over herself in her efforts to help. She was a sweet kid but at times she would follow Olivia around like a lost puppy. “Wow you look like sh… .” Boomer started to blurt out.

“Boomer!” Olivia quickly admonished the youngster.

“Tired,” Boomer quickly recovered. “I was gonna say tired,” Boomer lied.

“Going to,” Olivia corrected her as the teen picked up the bag almost falling over from the weight of it.

Olivia gathered her team together to begin their warm ups. She had worked hard with the kids and it was starting to pay off. For the first time in years they weren’t in last place. Of course they weren’t much higher up either. The Panthers were fourth from the bottom. Olivia was proud of her kids she was loosing half of them due to their ages and those kids had been with her since she started Coaching two years ago. Olivia proved to be the only coach that the team had that had been able to pull them out of the basement.

Warm ups completed, she met the umpire and opposing coach. It was time to start. Just as her first batter took her stance, she caught a glimpse of a familiar figure off in the distance. It was the image of her boss walking with an older gentleman walking across the park. The sun inhibited her view. She shaded her eyes with the palm of her hand only to find the image had vanished. She kept scanning the landscape unable to find the woman again.

“Coach?” Catherine called out to her snapping her back to the here and now. Olivia cleared her thoughts and refocused on her team.

CHAPTER TWENTY TWO

Karla and Harry found themselves strolling leisurely through the local park. The park was filled with kids and adults enjoying the warm Sunday afternoon. “So are you going to tell me the real reason for your visit?” Karla inquired as they kept up a steady pace.

“I was …” Harry began thoughtfully, “… well I was chatting with Tom.” Harry scratched at his beard thoughtfully.

“Uh huh.” Karla slowed her pace and glared at Harry.

“Well it seems that he had been talking to Maureen,” Harry continued hesitantly.

“He is her father,” Karla pointed out.

“Yours, too,” Harry added. “And Maureen is, for all intents and purposes, your sister.”

“Yeah?” Karla responded slowly not enjoying where the conversation was heading.

“It’s just that …” Harry began to stammer slightly, “… well theyre a little worried.”

“About?” Karla could feel the tension growing rapidly.

“You.”

“Me?” Karla sputtered as she stopped dead in her tracks. “What about me?” she demanded.

“Well it’s this woman,” Harry tried to explain. “Maureen seems to think that you are becoming obsessed with her.”

“I AM NOT OBSESSED!” Karla shouted defensively.

“Really?” Harry pushed her slightly.

“Yes, really,” Karla protested.

“Skyler, you know you can tell me anything,” Harry reassured her. “Now why don’t you just explain to me what is going on. I understand these things. You know back in Nam, I experimented with …”

“Don’t!” Karla held up her hands in protest as she closed her eyes in a grimace.

“What?” Harry shrugged. “Why are you so uptight? You get that from your mother. I don’t understand it, never wants to talk about things which is odd because …”

“Harry!” Karla cut him off. “We are not going there.”

“Okay.” Harry shrugged again. “Look I won’t tell you about the guy in my unit or anything about your mother’s well-hidden sexuality, if you tell me about this chick you’re stalking.”

It was the fact that in his mind he really thought he was helping that unnerved her the most. “Damn it, Harry!” she fumed as she stomped off in a huff.

“Skyler?” he called after her. Karla’s long legs had moved her half way across the park before Harry’s voice stopped her. She turned and glared at him planting her hands firmly on her hips she waited for him to catch up with her.

Harry grimaced slightly before beginning to jog across the park. “What the hell is wrong with you?” He panted once he caught up with her. “Come … on … Skyler …” Harry gasped trying to catch his breath. “Wow … I’m not as young as I used to be …” He groaned as he bent over in an effort to control his erratic breathing.

“Still breathing there, Harry?” she tortured him outwardly, while on the inside she was more than a little concerned that Harry was so winded by the short jog across the park.

“Yeah … ” Harry grunted. ” … well barely.” He groaned as he was finally able to return to an upright position. “Man I need to cut back on the smokes.”

“Or you could quit,” Karla pointed out.

“Maybe,” Harry conceded.

Karla was a little thrown back at Harry’s willingness to consider giving up on of his favorite pastimes. “So what did my pushy sister and Dad tell you?” Karla never worried about hurting Harry’s feelings when it came to her referring to Tom as Dad. They had managed to deal with all of the awkwardness of the situation long ago. She loved them both and even though Harry was in her life, the bottom line was that Harry had always acted like her quirky uncle while Tom certainly took on the role of Dad.

“They told me enough,” Harry offered dryly giving Karla a sympathetic look. Karla couldn’t feel a little uneasy that Maureen had perceived the situation with Olivia in such away that Harry was actually worried.

“And what, you drew the short straw?” Karla griped, suddenly angered by the situation. “What’s wrong with the three of you? Are you somehow under the delusion that I’m about to go off the deep end?”

“No … no of course not,” Harry answered, once again stroking his beard thoughtfully. “Well maybe just a little,” he confessed.

“Perfect.” Karla found herself growling as she threw her hands up in utter frustration.

“Skyler.” Harry started laughing. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you flustered before. This gal must be something else to get my little princess’ panties in such a twist.”

She tried to maintain her anger as she kept the scowl firmly on her face as she crossed her arms across her chest. She glared at him, knowing that he wasn’t going to buy her routine. Harry simply laughed at her efforts as he draped his arm around her broad shoulders.

“Im certain that you’re right,” he tried to cajole her. “Maureen can be very excitable. She’s very overprotective of you and I’m sure that she just over reacted.”

“Oh right so sure that you flew across the country,” Karla scoffed.

“Why don’t you tell me your side of the story so you and I can just relax and enjoy my vacation,” Harry offered with a warm smile.

“Vacation?” Karla questioned. “From what?”

Harry’s face turned serious for a moment. “Skyler?” Harry pushed sternly.

Karla knew that he wasn’t going to let it go. “Fine,” she said with her jaw clenched. “I fell in love with someone and she didn’t share my feelings. I’m a big girl and I’ll get over it. End of story.”

CHAPTER TWENTY THREE

Olivia could feel the rush of adrenalin pulsating through out her being. The Panthers, her team, were winning; just barely but they were winning just the same. The first five innings had been a disaster. The Panthers had done so badly that Olivia feared that the umpire would invoke the slaughter rule. Her kids weren’t great players, but they had never played so badly that the game was called before they could embarrass themselves any further. Then it happened; three of her kids were walked. Not an uncommon occurrence at this level of play. Then Stumpy, who was one of the Samantha’s, came up to bat. Stumpy, who oddly enough chose her own nickname, was a tiny little thing.

Stumpy took her stance at bat. Olivia hoped that Stumpy could at least do her usual and hit a grounder, but when the ball crossed the plate, Stumpy knocked it across the park for a homerun. Not just any homerun; a grand slam to boot. It was the first homer the kid ever hit in her life. She stood there looking out at the field, her plastic batting helmet slipping over her eyes as her mouth dropped open in shock.

Olivia, who was shocked as well, snapped back quickly as she realized that none of her players had moved. “Run!” she yelled out. The four girls quickly started moving around the bases. When Stumpy crossed the plate, she was immediately embraced by her teammates. Olivia broke up the party quickly reminding them that they were still at bat and behind in runs.

She did take a moment to pat Stumpy on the shoulder. “A grand slam on your first homer, not bad.” She smiled down at the youngster who had just single handedly taken her team from a ten to two deficit to a ten to six deficit. They were still facing two outs but they had gotten a foothold into the game.

Not surprisingly, the opposing team decided to put in a new pitcher. By the time Rachel struck out, the momentum from the four-run hit had inspired the girls that they managed to score two more runs. With Katlin at the plate, they held their opponents to a ten to eight score. Katlin was in the zone and Olivia couldn’t have been prouder.

At the top of the sixth inning, one of the Courtneys doubled to bring in two of her teammates. Now with score tied, the Panthers energy seemed to explode. Olivia calmly tried to get the girls to focus that energy. Out of the corner of her eye, she happened to spot an older gentleman with a ponytail watching the game from the stands. She didn’t recognize the man and decided to keep an eye on him.

Katlin’s groove held once again during the bottom of the inning as she once again prevented the other team from scoring. Then at the top of the seventh inning, Stumpy proved that her earlier performance was no fluke. Olivia had been working with the girl and knew what she was capable of; she just had a problem settling down during an actual game. Today she seemed to finally to overcome the butterflies.

Stumpy was in a zone as she belted out her second homerun which pulled the Panthers ahead by one run. Olivia didn’t think she had ever seen anyone happier as she watched Stumpy cross home plate for the second time. As the game progressed, Olivia could feel it in her bones that her girls were on their way. Katlin managed to hold the opposing team at bay. Her girls were uncontrollable when Katlin caught the ball that threatened to turn into a single. It was the bottom of the ninth and the last out.

The Panthers jumped up and down as they squealed with delight, knowing that they had just defeated the second best team in the league. The parents congratulated Olivia and the kids shook hands with the other team who seemed more than a little disappointed. Olivia was elated knowing what this meant to her girls.

All the while she still kept a watchful eye on the older gentleman who just sat there smiling at the merriment. He seemed harmless as he watched the game and cheered the Panthers on. Curious and a little nervous, she approached the man in the tie dyed T-shirt.

“That was a helluva come back,” he congratulated her. His blue eyes twinkling as he spoke. There was something oddly familiar about him.

“Thank you.” Olivia responded cautiously. “Is your daughter on the team?” she inquired, knowing that she had never met this man before and she made a point of getting to know all of the parents.

“No,” he laughed. “My kid is a bit old for this.” He smiled brightly as he scratched at his beard. “But you would never know it some days. Like today. She’s off taking some space.” He made quotation marks with his fingers to emphasize his point. “Well that’s what she calls it, but it’s just plain old pouting if you ask me. Which you didn’t.”

“O… . kay.” Olivia just stared at him wondering just why she found him so familiar. “Uhm … have we met? It’s just that …”

“You know the parents and you don’t recognize me,” he offered in a friendly manner. “I understand,” Harry continued in a sincere tone. “And good for you. ” His face broke out in a broad smile as he looked at something over his shoulder. “His eyes!” Olivia gasped as she started to realize why they looked so familiar. “There’s my kid now,” he exclaimed loudly.

“Feeling any better, Skyler?” Harry asked the woman standing behind Olivia. She hadn’t seen her but somehow she felt it.

“Yes, Harry,” the familiar voice responded. Olivia’s heart skipped a beat as the rich tone of Karla’s voice vibrated thru her. Much to her surprise and discomfort, her nipples instantly hardened. Clasping her clipboard to her chest, she spun around to find Karla, smiling back at her nervously.

“Miss Davenport,” Karla greeted coolly.

“K … Karla,” Olivia stammered. “I mean, Miss James,” she quickly corrected herself, her eyes dropping, feeling slightly ashamed. “It’s nice to see you,” she said quietly as she kicked the grass below her cleats.

“You know this beautiful lady?” Harry interrupted. “Luck you, Skyler.”

The two women shared an uncomfortable silence. Both feeling the warmth simply being near the other and yet regretting running into each other. “Miss. Davenport is my assistant,” Karla finally explained in an overly professional tone.

Olivia knit her eyebrows in confusion. “Skyler?” she questioned, thinking that this might be the diversion she needed. Her overly curious nature quickly kicked into overdrive as she pondered this new piece of information. Hearing the frustrated groan emanating from Karla caused her to smile.

“Olivia, this is my Father,” Karla mumbled as she half-heartedly motioned towards Harry. “Harry Beaumont. Harry this is Olivia Davenport.”

“It is very nice to meet you, Mr. Beaumont,” Olivia offered her hand to Harry as the wheels in her overactive imagination began spinning. “Okay, I could have sworn her father’s name was Tom Simpson … which always bugged me since her last name is James and what’s with this Skyler business. I bet Harry will tell me.” She looked up at Karla who looked at the both of them, panic written clearly across her face.

“Call me Harry,” he quickly corrected her as he accepted her hand warmly. “Skyler, this young lady’s team was simply amazing.”

“Thank you.” Olivia responded instantly warming up to Harry. “The kids really pulled it together and had fun and that’s what’s really important. Of course winning is nice too.” She and Harry laughed at the statement. Then an evil little idea popped into her blonde head.

“So Harry what was Skyler like as a little girl, I just bet she was adorable.”

“Are you kidding she was always into something.” Harry laughed. “There was this one time …”

“Time to go!” Karla said abruptly the harshness of her tone sending a chill down Olivia’s spine.

“Got a hot date?” Harry teased. “You know, Olivia, my daughter has no social graces what so ever. I blame her mother. Perhaps if she got out more often …”

“Harry,” Karla growled.

Olivia was caught between amusement and terror as she realized that Karla’s father was trying to fix them up. The pain stabbed at her as she realized once again that she had blown it. “I made a mistake,” echoed thru her mind. “I need to get going,” she said quickly suddenly feeling sad. It felt as if she had lost something very important to her. “How can you lose something that was never really yours?”

“No?” Harry protested.

“I’m afraid so,” Olivia stated somberly as she felt a deep need to get away from the two of them. “I promised to take the girls out for pizza. Nice to meet you, Harry. I’ll see you in the morning … Skyler.” She couldn’t resist adding the last little jab. Her heart sank as she caught the pained expression across Karla’s features. Somehow she sensed that her own facial expression mirrored Karla’s. She cast a look up into the afternoon sun hoping that it could somehow lift her away. Slowly, she walked away; feeling confused as to what she should do or say.

She could hear the hushed tones as father and daughter exchanged some heated dialogue. The words she managed to decipher was Harry asking, “Is she the one?”

CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR

Monday brought a new set of traumas to Karla’s life. Harry had been bugging her all night about Olivia. Suddenly, her hippy Dad had decided that he was some kind of oracle. Since when did he know anything about relationships? This was the man who never had a relationship last more than a couple of weeks-with the notable exception of her mother, but even then he never married the woman.

As Karla entered the office, she felt her senses were on alert. In many ways she felt exposed. She had a full a day ahead of her. First order of business, she needed to face Olivia and reassure her that she was more than capable of respecting her decision. Next order of business was to deal with weasel boy.

She had not forgotten about Rob. Nope, that guy was up to something and it was time to call him onto the carpet. She had some calls to make before she dealt with him one on one. In the meantime, she was going to let him sweat it out.

As she approached her office, she spotted Olivia barreling towards her. The determined look on the petite blondes face unnerved her slightly. “Miss. James,” Olivia addressed her firmly. “Perhaps we should go to the break room and get some coffee before you go into your office.”

Karla sensed that it wasn’t a request. She simply nodded as she mentally prepared herself for Olivia’s rejection. This wasn’t a surprise. Karla felt certain that Olivia would simply reaffirm what she had already said. Olivia was a bright girl and very straight forward.

Once they entered the small kitchen type area that was used as a break area, Karla noticed Olivia looking around nervously. “I need to let her know that she has nothing to worry about.” Karla thought to herself as she walked over and poured herself a cup of coffee. She noticed Olivia scanning the small room. Karla knew that the young woman was reassuring herself that they were indeed alone. “Coffee?” Karla offered hoping to break the ice.

“Carlos DeMarco is waiting for you in your office,” Olivia informed her. “He doesn’t appear to be a happy camper.”

“What?” Karla said as she shook her head in confusion.

“He came armed with both of our personnel records,” Olivia offered in a hushed tone. “I have friends downstairs who gave me the heads up.”

“Olivia … Miss. Davenport …” Karla quickly corrected herself. “I’ve known Carlos for many years. I’m certain …” She stopped herself as she processed the information. “Our personnel records? What the hell?”

“I don’t know what’s going on,” Olivia said barely above a whisper; her emerald eyes filled with fear.

“Only one way to find out,” Karla said in an effort to comfort Olivia. “Don’t worry. No matter what, you’ve done nothing wrong … I won’t let anything …” Her words were cut off as the door opened slightly.

Rob stepped into the room. He looked from one woman to the other. Karla felt the hairs on the back of her neck stand on end when she caught the gleam in his bloodshot eyes.

“Ladies,” he greeted them smugly. “I hope that I’m not interrupting anything?”

Karla felt her blood boil as she took in his cocky smirk. “Not at all,” Karla responded with a confidence that she didn’t really feel. “Did you prepare the paperwork I requested?” she asked him calmly, not allowing him to see the utter contempt she felt for him.

“Of course,” he answered as he scoffed in an overconfident manner.

“Bingo!” The thought screamed thru her mind. “Good,” Karla responded calmly. “Keep your calendar open, we’ve got a full plate today. But I’ll be meeting with you.” Karla’s voice held a hint of caution as she addressed him. He just shrugged in response. Karla wanted nothing more than to wipe that smirk off of his face.

“Well I’m off,” she added brightly, not giving him the satisfaction of seeing her uneasiness. She felt reassured by her actions when she caught the equally casual look written across Olivia’s face. “Good girl, this bugger isn’t going to bring us down,” she thought proudly.

Karla departed the room as Olivia followed behind her closely. “It’s him,” Olivia muttered as they made their way towards Karla’s office.

“I know,” Karla answered thru clenched teeth as she forced herself to smile. “Get a hold of your buddy down in Personnel, get a hold of his file. Then call over to Cafferty, talk to someone high up and avoid Rob’s contact.” Karla set her cup of coffee down and reached into her briefcase and extracted a folder. “Go over these figures with them. Report back to me as soon as you can.”

“I’ll get right on it.” Olivia confirmed as she snatched the file out of Karla’s grasp.

Karla felt a sense of pride as she watched the determined little blonde spin on her heels and march into her own office. Karla retrieved her coffee, inhaling the comforting aroma briefly. Feeling reassured, she braced herself and opened her office door to find her boss sitting at her desk.

“Hello Carlos what a pleasant surprise.” Karla greeted the gray-haired gentleman warmly. She grimaced internally as the man failed to move.

“Karla,” Carlos greeted her coldly. “Oh this is bad,” Karla warned herself as she felt the chill filling the room. “How are you?” he inquired, still failing to stand. Karla approached the desk placing her briefcase and cup down. She had known Carlos since she had started with the company. Despite his old-fashioned views, they had always been friends. His lack of a proper greeting was a bad sign. He had never failed to stand when a lady entered a room. This was not going to be a pleasant experience.

“No complaints,” Karla responded off-handedly. “So are you going to tell me why you are here? Since it is painfully clear that this isn’t a social call?” Karla inquired respectfully.

“How are you enjoying your new assignment?” was Carlos’ only response as he knitted his fingers together, his dark brown eyes looking at her thoughtfully.

“I like it here,” Karla answered honestly. “Should I not be getting too comfortable here?”

“You tell me,” Carlos asserted, still maintaining his authoritative tone.

“Im not understanding what you are getting at,” Karla stated honestly. “Why don’t you cut to the chase, Carlos? We’ve known each other far too long to be playing games.”

“How is your assistant Miss Davenport working out?” Carlos continued, ignoring her request.

“She is a valuable asset,” Karla answered honestly, never dropping eye contact with the man.

Carlos sighed heavily as his dark brow knitted in concentration. Karla had always admired this man and could tell that he was troubled. She wasn’t going to lie to him but she wasn’t going to hang Olivia out to dry. After this was over, she was going to hunt Rob down and cut off something vital. “Carlos?” Karla prodded. “Is there a problem? My numbers are good, the staff is happy, with possibly one notable exception. I am thinking about cutting someone from the staff.”

“Really?” Carlos’ expression turned grim.

“I’ve found some improprieties which I am presently investigating,” Karla explained.

“Funny you should mention improprieties,” Carlos voice and look turned cold.

Karla braced herself for what she knew was coming. “I received a very disturbing call this weekend,” Carlos began to explain. “Just what is the nature of your relationship with Miss Davenport?”

CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE

Olivia’s day had gone from bad to worse. Her morning had begun with a run in with Sydney. Olivia had to borrow some clothing from her friend once again. Of course this fueled the old argument regarding how Olivia still hadn’t picked up most of her belongings from her old apartment. Olivia finally agreed that she would set up a time with Ruth over the weekend to clean out the last of her belongings. The heated debate that led to this concession further convinced both women that living in such close quarters was beginning to wear on both of them.

Sydney’s other suggestion sent Olivia into a complete tailspin. Sydney, in vivid detail, suggested that Olivia play nice with her boss. This led to another argument, this time it was Sydney who backed down with an agreement to set Olivia up on a date. Olivia endured the exhausting journey in the subway with every other grumpy and at times smelly Monday morning commuters. She arrived at work early per usual and began to brew a fresh pot of coffee.

She allowed herself a few moments to relax and prepare herself to face Karla after the turmoil they had endured over the weekend. She prepared her paperwork and handled an email from Alicia Johnson, who was Catherine Merrick’s personal assistant. Things were looking up on that end. At least she seemed to be making some headway with Karla’s pet project. If she could get thru to Catherine Merrick then she could most certainly find the elusive Charlotte Hayden Smith. It stood to reason if Merrick had halted the publication of the book then she had to know Smith.

She responded to the email, knowing it would be hours before she would hear back from Alicia. She was pleased that she and the actress’ assistant seemed to be hitting it off. Olivia knew that the best way to get what she wanted from the high profile actress was to play nice with the person who fetched her coffee.

She felt herself starting to relax when her telephone rang. “Olivia!” An excited voice exclaimed before she had a chance to say anything. “This is Vicky.” Her friend from Personnel explained in a harried tone. “Someone just requested your file along with the file of your boss.”

“Wh … wha… what did you just say?” Olivia gulped out.

“Carlos DeMarco, the senior VP of east coast operations was waiting for me and personally request both files,” Vicky explained in a shaky tone.

“Where is he now?” Olivia felt her throat tightening as she spoke.

“He didn’t say,” Vicky offered, her voice tensing. “I’ve heard via the grapevine that he headed directly upstairs.”

“Thank you,” Olivia said absently as she hung up the telephone, feeling all the blood draining from her face.

She took a moment and steadied herself before picking up some paperwork. She walked unsteadily over to the door that connected with Karla’s office. She took a deep breath and prepared herself for what she knew she would find on the other side. She opened the door to find a distinguished looking gentleman seated at Karla’s desk. “Good Morning,” Olivia offered, somehow maintaining her composure. She eyed the gentleman reading her personnel file, while seated at the desk she found herself lying on in a state of undress just a few short days ago.

The gentleman just kept reading the file he held tightly in his hands. “Can I get you anything, Mr. DeMarco?” Olivia offered, fighting against the blush that was threatening to creep across her entire body.

“No thank you,” came the curt reply as he waved her out of the office.

Olivia felt nauseous as she obeyed his silent instruction and stepped back into her own office. She felt unnerved that he hadn’t inquired who she was or how she knew who he was. She dropped the paperwork onto her desk and buried her face in her hands. “I do believe that it has just hit the fan,” she groaned.

Now she found herself carefully going over the files that Karla had requested. Her conversation with Gilbert from Cafferty and Sons proved to be very enlightening. It would appear that Rob and Shaun Clancy, the representative from their firm, had been very naughty boys. To say that they padded their accounts would be putting it lightly. From the reports that she and Gilbert had been emailing back in forth, it proved that these guys were out and out stealing. “You might have busted me for playing slap and tickle with the boss, but I’m not hitting the bricks alone, you miserable bastard,” Olivia thought, feeling a little better about the turn of events.

On a hunch, she found herself contacting some of Rob’s other accounts. True enough the figures didn’t match. She had known the guy was a lazy, good for nothing, but she had never suspected that he was a thief. She compiled the evidence, secretly hoping that she could be present when the axe came crashing down on this guy. Not a nice thought or the right thing to hope for, but she couldn’t help herself. She didn’t like the guy and she knew that he had purposely placed her job in jeopardy for something she almost did.

For now, all she could do was sit and wait for Karla. She was deeply worried about what Karla was enduring. She wished she could be there to help. She needed some kind of contact with the woman who occupied her thoughts almost every waking moment. “Come on, Baby, don’t let this son of a bitch win,” she mentally encouraged Karla. She couldn’t stand waiting, so she decided to call Tim. Perhaps her mentor could help her with this situation.

CHAPTER TWENTY SIX

“What do you mean?” Karla questioned her direct superior. To Karla, Carlos’ expression seemed very sad. “Carlos, I’m asking you again to just get to the point.”

“Karla, you know that I think very highly of you,” Carlos began. “But I’ve received some very disturbing reports recently. There is talk that you promoted Miss Davenport because she is your lover,” Carlos stated firmly, the sadness still evident in his eyes.

“It’s not true,” Karla responded honestly. “I chose Miss Davenport because she deserved the position. She was recommended by Tim himself. Have you spoken to him?”

“Not yet,” Carlos admitted, his voice brightening slightly.

“You should, he can vouch for her,” Karla noted.

I will,” Carlos conceded. “Are you having an affair with this woman?” he asked her directly.

“No,” Karla said, answering honestly once again. “Miss Davenport and I have spent time together as friends,” she added unable to keep her voice from wavering slightly, as she recalled that she still had Olivia’s underwear in her briefcase.

“Is that all?” he pushed.

Karla found herself at a loss for the right words. “How the hell am I going to answer that without lying and getting both of us fired?” Karla could feel her confidence slowly draining away. She couldn’t lie but she needed to put the proper spin on the situation. This was after all what she did for a living. “I repeat, I am not having an affair with Olivia Davenport,” Karla asserted firmly.

Carlos seemed to relax slightly at her reassertion. “Good,” he said in a blank tone. “I will need to meet with her, later. Do you have a problem with me questioning her in this matter?” he was fishing and Karla knew it.

“No,” Karla answered firmly, knowing that Olivia wouldn’t take any garbage even from a senior vice president. “Now that we’ve covered that, would you mind getting your butt out of my chair? I have work to do.”

Carlos found himself laughing heartily at her commentary. “Now that’s the Karla I know and love.” He continued to laugh flashing his brilliant smile at her.

“Yeah, yeah whatever. Move it.” Karla nudged the chair as he removed himself from it. “You know, you could have called me about all of this,” Karla noted as she settled herself behind her desk.

“Ah, but then I wouldn’t have been treated to seeing your beautiful smile,” Carlos teased.

“Hey watch that.” Karla waved a cautioning finger at him. She was well acquainted to his charm but had long since suspected that, despite his staunch stand in Catholicism, his true taste lay elsewhere. A sudden wave of nausea rushed thru her as a sudden, albeit disgusting, thought occurred to her. “How is the family?” she asked as she choked back the bile that was rising up in her throat.

“Maria and the children and my grandchildren are all well.” He reached into his blazer pocket and extracted his wallet. Quickly he produced pictures of the latest additions to his large family. He showed her dozens of pictures explaining each and every one carefully. Karla pretended to listen as her mind started to put all of the pieces together. When he finally finished showing her his extensive photo gallery, he returned the photos neatly back into his wallet.

“You have a beautiful family Carlos,” Karla offered honestly. “But I don’t need to tell you that.”

“Feel free,” Carlos answered with a smile brimming with pride.

“Why don’t you grab some coffee or something?” Karla suggested.

“I need to speak with your assistant,” Carlos pointed out, his face growing dark once again.

“Yes,” Karla seemed to agree. “But you also need to eat. Go get breakfast, I’m certain someone could recommend a nice place.”

“And you can warn Miss Davenport,” Carlos stated with a hint of anger creeping into his voice.

“I won’t have you ambush the girl,” Karla responded with harsh honesty. “She hasn’t done anything wrong,” she reasserted. “My God Carlos, this is a PR firm not the CIA.”

“You know how the lawyers are,” Carlos tried to defend his actions.

“Yes I do.” Karla’s voice possessed an edge to it. “After all these years, do you suddenly doubt my integrity? Whoever has been feeding you this information must have quite a hold on you.”

“What are you inferring?” Carlos responded in a defensive voice.

“Nothing,” Karla lied, knowing he had unwittingly confirmed her suspicions.

“Perhaps I should get something to eat,” Carlos suddenly conceded.

Karla simply nodded as he departed her office. She stood and walked over to the doorway and watched his departure carefully. She felt her heart drop as she caught Rob giving Carlos a knowing nod. Carlos simply cringed in response. “Oh, Carlos, what did you do?” she said under her breath.

CHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN

Olivia felt exhausted as she sat in the morning meeting. Carlos had certainly put her through the ringer yesterday. She had been as honest as she could be. Karla had been on edge since his arrival. She had tried to reassure the blonde that they had nothing to worry about, but still she worried. Something was up with Rob as well; he was more smug than normal. Something Olivia was certain wasn’t possible. She thought Karla was going to fire him on the spot, but she didn’t. Karla was tense and it showed. Most of the staff was hiding from their boss. Something was up and Olivia didn’t have a clue as to just what it was.

So here she sat watching a tape with three of the account managers. Putting a spin on a tofu snack bar was a major pain in the ass. As much as people wanted to eat healthy in this area, there was no way this sucker was going to sell. She blew out an exasperated sigh as she turned to the men sitting across from her. They looked so helpless. “Okay, so it tastes disgusting and it’s over priced,” Olivia grumbled. “And somehow they honestly thought this would help their company’s image?”

“Apparently,” John sighed heavily.

“Not our problem,” Olivia stated firmly. “Look, selling … what do they call it?”

“Tonutchoco,” John answered solemnly.

“An unfortunate choice,” Olivia noted. “But again, not our problem. That is up to their advertising department. Speaking of which, are we working with them?”

“They are convinced that this…” Shani pointed to the monitor, ” … is the best marketing campaign since plop, plop, fizz, fizz.”

Olivia couldn’t help but smirk at the petite, dark-skinned woman. “Another error in judgment,” she offered to her chuckling friend. “Our job is to make the company look good. Now if I understand it correctly, they are in deep doo-doo because they came out with a candy that sent a lot of kids to the dentist. Which explains why they thought coming out with a healthy product would help. Right idea. Wrong product. I’m thinking we need to focus on their more successful products. The ones that didn’t crack kids teeth.” Olivia looked up at the monitor in disgust. “I can’t watch this anymore,” she groaned as she shut off the tape.

The television switched over to regular viewing. Olivia’s heart stopped when she saw the fiery images on the screen. “Oh my God!” she gasped. Everyone was stunned by the sight. Suddenly other people came rushing into the conference room, since it was the only one with a television.

“Is that The World Trade Center?” Shani asked in disbelief.

“We’re under attack,” someone explained.

“We couldn’t be,” Olivia responded numbly as a news announcer voice related the details. “Two planes?” she muttered.

“They were hijacked out of Logan this morning,” Frank explained.

“What?” Olivia stammered clutching her heart suddenly. She turned up the volume as the details of the two flights that were on route to California were explained.

Olivia bolted out of her chair and raced over to Karla’s office. It was still early and the office wasn’t that busy yet. She knew Karla was there. She had arrived very early that morning. Olivia also knew why Karla had come in early. “Please,” she prayed as she burst into her boss’ office unannounced.

Karla looked up from her computer in surprise. Olivia tried to calm herself as she slowly closed the door behind her. “Olivia?” Karla began slowly. “What’s wrong?”

“Karla …” she started to choke at what she had to ask, “… did you take Harry to the airport this morning?”

“Oh yeah,” Karla chuckled, stopping as she took in the pained expression on Olivia’s face. “Don’t get me wrong, I love spending time with my Dad and all but Harry is well … Harry.”

“What flight?” Olivia inquired slowly praying she wouldn’t hear what she knew was coming.

“Huh?”

“What airline and what flight?” Olivia stepped closer crossing behind the desk.

“Why?” Karla’s voice trembled.

Olivia knelt before her and took her shaking hands into her own. “Karla … this morning four planes were hijacked, two of them out of Logan on route to California.” Olivia could feel Karla trembling; she had to continue hoping against hope that it wasn’t true. “They were part of a terrorist attack. They were crashed into the World Trade Center. One of them was bound for L.A. Flight …”

“No.” Karla tried to argue as the tears began to swell.

“Flight eleven,” Olivia finished.

“No!” Karla screamed as Olivia stood quickly and took her into her arms. “No, it can’t be.” She began to sob as Olivia held onto her tightly.

Olivia rocked the normally stoic woman in her arms as she ran soothing circles along her back. Pausing only to brush aside her own tears, “I … uhm … I don’t understand,” Karla sobbed as she held onto Olivia tightly.

“Ssh,” Olivia tried to comfort her. “Maybe he wasn’t … on the plane. Did you see him take off?”

“No.” Karla sniffed turning her blood shot eyes up to face Olivia who simply cupped her face gently. “He uhm … it always takes him so long to get through security,” she explained. “I just said goodbye and left him there …” she sniffed, “… after I told him to stop meddling in my personal life,” she admitted sadly.

There was a shy knock on the door. “Go away,” they shouted in unison as they both glared at the intrusion. The door opened slowly; standing there in his battered jeans was Harry. “Skyler,” was all he said. Karla jumped up almost knocking Olivia over as she rushed into her father’s arms. “I didn’t get on the plane,” he explained. “I couldn’t leave things the way they were,” he continued. “It’s okay, sweetheart. I just can’t help myself. I needed to stick around and meddle a little more.”

“Jesus Fucking Christ, Harry, you scared the shit out me,” Karla blasted him as she took a step back. Olivia was a little surprised at the unusual choice of vocabulary but under the circumstances it was understandable.

“Skyler, I did not raise you to use that kind of freakin’ language,” Harry chastised her.

Olivia laughed at the exchange between father and daughter. “I was at your place watching the boob-tube when the news came on.”

“How did you get into my apartment?” Karla teased him.

“That’s not important,” Harry quickly uttered. “I thought I better come over here since I couldn’t get you on the phone.”

“For once you thought right,” Karla said as she hugged him once again.

“I can see you were in good hands though,” Harry said softly as he smiled over Karla’s shoulder at Olivia. Then he mouthed ‘Thank You’.

Olivia suddenly felt awkward as she watched the two of them. “I better check on the staff,” she muttered quickly. “I think everyone is in conference room A watching the news.” She started to step past them when she felt Karla touching her arm gently.

“Why don’t we all go?” Karla suggested tenderly.

Olivia simply nodded as the three of them made their way over to the conference room. Instinctively, she placed her hand on the small of Karla’s back. They stepped into the room and watched in horror with everyone else as the details flooded their senses. Olivia looked around feeling a sense of loss she had never experienced before. This is Boston, how many of us know people in New York, she wondered as the tears fell slowly down her cheeks.

“How am I going to explain this to my kids?” John muttered absently.

Karla pulled Olivia closer to her as she cleared her throat. “Everyone go home,” she announced. “Today is not a day to be at work.” Everyone looked stunned. “Go be with your families,” she added in a soft sincere tone. Everyone nodded mutely, still overwhelmed to the events of the morning. Slowly everyone shuffled out with a dazed expression on their faces.

Olivia remained behind with Karla and Harry. She didn’t feel strong enough to leave Karla’s side. “I need to call the rest of the staff,” Karla said in a distant voice.

“I’ll help,” Olivia said as she wrapped an arm around Karla’s waist seeking the comfort that she knew would be there.

Harry hugged the both them tightly. “When I got home from Vietnam, I never thought I’d be this afraid again,” he said in a frightened tone.

They broke the tender embrace and made their way back to their offices and began the long series of telephone calls to employees, clients and the higher ups. No one was surprised that no business would be conducted that day. Just as they were finishing up, security arrived and informed them that the building was being shut down.

Wearily they gathered their belongings and headed towards the elevators. There was an eerie silence on the street that morning. “Nothing is ever going to be the same,” Olivia said solemnly just above a whisper.

“Give us a moment,” Karla addressed Harry.

Olivia watched as Karla stepped over to her, tentatively placing a comforting hand on her shoulder. “Come back to my place with us,” she requested. Olivia was about to nod in agreement then suddenly felt awkward about the situation. “Don’t second guess this, Olivia,” Karla said gently. “No one should be alone today.”

Olivia listened to her heart and simply nodded in agreement as she took Karla by the hand and the three of them walked off in search of a taxi, unaware that a pair of blood shot eyes were watching them from across the street.

CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHT

Karla found herself back at her apartment sitting on the futon with Harry on one side and Olivia curled up next to her on the other. It was surreal watching the images on the television. Karla had to agree with Olivia’s earlier statement, nothing was ever going to be the same. When they first arrived, Harry and Karla pushed the futon into an upright position, while Olivia called her family and friends. Then the three of them settled in and watched the news. You couldn’t get away from the details as they grew grimmer with each passing moment.

As darkness fell, Harry let out an exhausted yawn. “Tired?” Karla asked her father, whom she had not let out of her sight since the scare she barely endured that morning. Funny I haven’t let Olivia out of my sight either, she thought as she looked down at the blonde who was resting comfortably in the crook of her arm. It was a little strange that although they both spoke with Harry, neither had spoken to the other the entire afternoon.

“Yeah a little,” Harry finally said as he stretched out. “I can crash in the other room.” He offered as he nudged Karla gently. Not very subtle, Karla thought as she glared at him. She had spent most of the last couple of days trying to convince Harry that there could never be anything between her and Olivia. Harry wasn’t buying it.

“You finally got a bed?” Olivia’s voice question surprising Karla slightly.

“Something like that,” Karla grumbled. “With Harry staying here the last few days, we needed to adjust the sleeping arrangements. I bought a mattress and a box spring the day he arrived. We had a hell of a time carrying it up here. I’ll work on the bed some other time,” Karla shrugged.

“I told her I could sleep on the floor,” Harry griped.

“You are not sleeping on the floor.” Karla rolled her eyes recalling the argument they had over the purchase. But it did get them off the subject of her love life ever so briefly.

“It’s not like I’ve never done it before,” he pointed out whimsically. “How did you know that Skyler didn’t have a bed?” he asked suddenly.

Both women blushed furiously. Karla couldn’t help recalling the last time they found themselves on the futon. It was the day they bought it. Olivia had busted her for checking out her backside. Then later they found themselves making out like a couple of teenagers. “I helped her move in,” Olivia blurted out.

“Oh?” Harry responded with a snort. He yelped as Karla elbowed him in the ribs.

“I should go,” Olivia said suddenly in a voice barely above a whisper.

“Huh?” Karla found herself saying, not quite believing what she had just heard. “Of course she’s leaving, what did you think, she was going to move in? Idiot, Karla chastised herself. Yet her heart was aching suddenly; she wasn’t prepared to release her hold on the endearing blonde. She needed to be close to her. If she was honest with herself she would have to admit that she was afraid. The events of the day had frightened her to her very core. It wasn’t being alone that frightened her. It was being without Olivia.

“It’s late,” Olivia added, her eyes firmly focused on a spot on the floor. Karla could sense her hesitation but was paralyzed to stop her.

“You’ll get a cab,” Harry interjected thoughtfully.

“I … uhm…” Olivia muttered as Karla reluctantly released her hold on her.

“And didn’t you say that the friend that you are staying with is staying at a friend’s place?” Harry continued seemingly unaware of Olivia’s apparent nervousness.

“Well yeah…” Olivia stammered as she wrapped her arms around herself.

“You shouldn’t be alone,” Harry concluded proudly.

There was a heavy silence in the air. Please don’t go … I need you, Karla’s mind screamed despite her efforts to shut out these thoughts. She looked over at Olivia. She looked like a lost little girl. The sight broke Karla’s heart. “Harry, give us a moment,” Karla said in a firm quiet voice. Harry simply nodded and departed into the kitchen followed by Howard.

“Olivia?” Karla questioned her gently.

“I don’t want to go,” Olivia whimpered. Instinctively, Karla wrapped her up in her arms. “But if I stay …” Olivia wrapped her arms around the taller woman. They were so close that Karla could feel the rapid beating of Olivia’s heart. Karla ran a comforting hand down Olivia’s trembling back. She kissed her gently on the top of her head then released her and stood before her. Olivia looked up at her in bewilderment until Karla offered her hand to the smaller woman.

“Stay,” Karla found herself saying as she found herself locked in a fiery gaze.

She swallowed hard as Olivia stood and wrapped her smaller hand in hers. For a brief moment Karla felt things were suddenly right. After a day of turmoil and tragedy, she finally felt safe. She knew that they would deal with this tomorrow, but for tonight she needed this, they needed this. In some small way just to forget the outside world. “Good Night Harry,” she called out as she led Olivia into the bedroom.

CHAPTER TWENTY NINE

Olivia allowed herself to be led into the darkened bedroom. She knew that she should feel uneasy or at least a little nervous. Somehow everything felt right. “Olivia?” Karla’s voice trembled slightly as Olivia found herself turning into her awaiting arms.

“Sssh,” Olivia offered in reassurance, her hands rubbing gentle circles across the taller woman’s.

“I could have lost him,” Karla choked out.

“I know,” Olivia whispered reaching up and cupping Karla’s face in the palm of her hands. She could barely make out the features of the woman who stood before her. Olivia could feel Karla’s need; she understood it perfectly, she felt the same. “You didn’t lose him.” Olivia tried to comfort her, knowing that they both had many friends that they had yet to hear from.

Even in the darkness she could see Karla’s brilliant, blue gaze capturing her. Her heart began to beat wildly as the current of desire ran through the both of them. “I need you.” Karla’s voice trembled.

“I need you too,” Olivia asserted as she reached up her hand cradling the back of her head, leaning up while she pulled Karla’s face to her own. She paused for the briefest moment, knowing that Karla’s lips were just a breath away from her own. “But …” Karla began to protest weakly.

“No,” Olivia resisted her protest in a husky tone. “Don’t pull away from me” She couldn’t stop herself, she knew that she needed to follow her heart this time. Her lips captured Karla’s and she lost herself in the sweetness. Her need was aching inside of her as her tongue brushed against Karla’s lips. She felt her lover tremble as she started to part her lips inviting Olivia in.

Olivia felt her body tense as Karla pulled away slightly. “Don’t,” she repeated in the same soft tone. “Please,” she heard herself saying as her fingers lost themselves in thick black silkiness. “Just for tonight,” Olivia explained. “We need each other … tomorrow we’ll do what we always do. We’ll pretend that we don’t feel what we feel … that none of this is real.” She felt her body reacting as Karla tightened her hold on her. “In the morning we’ll tell each other lies about how adult we are. For tonight … don’t think … just make love to me.”

She swooned slightly as Karla kissed her. The kiss was tender at first then quickly deepened. Instinctively their mouths parted inviting one another in for a sweet exploration. Olivia felt herself being lowered onto the mattress. They stumbled slightly as the misjudged how low to the ground the mattress and box spring were. They laughed as the fell onto the mattress. Olivia smiled, suddenly feeling the horrors of the day drifting away.

At that moment in time nothing mattered to her except the feel of Karla’s hands on her body. Karla gently brushed her bangs out of her eyes; a simple gesture that warmed Olivia’s heart. “Say it again,” Karla requested as her eyes sparkled.

“Make love to me,” Olivia repeated as she tugged Karla’s blouse out of her pants.

Karla began an assault on her neck as she nipped and tasted her. Olivia pulled Karla’s blouse up, needing to feel her body against her own. Her need grew as Karla’s thigh pressed against her center. Without realizing what she was doing, she grasped the material of Karla’s blouse. She held the soft material tightly as she tugged. The sound of buttons scattering across the hardwood floor echoed as she lowered the blouse down the back of Karla’s broad shoulders.

She moaned as she felt Karla’s hands gliding up under her skirt. Olivia found herself slowing her movements as her fingers caressed Karla’s shoulders. She wanted the moment to last forever. She allowed herself to become lost in Karla’s exploration. This was not the all too consuming passion they had shared their first time together. She’s loving me. She is making love to me, Olivia thought happily as the two women took lingering moments to undress one another, stealing kisses along exposed skin as clothing was removed and cast aside.

They were completely exposed to one another. Olivia drank in the sight of Karla’s nakedness illuminated only by the moonlight. They were sitting up facing each other, their bodies not quite touching. Her fingers reaching out tenderly trailing a path down Karla’s long arms. “I love …” she began absently, “your body,” she added quickly knowing that she had almost revealed far too much. Tonight was not the night for promises that they might not be able to keep.

A sullen expression crossed Karla’s chiseled features quickly. It vanished and was replaced by a warmth that made Olivia’s weary heart beat just a little faster. “Kiss me,” Karla murmured. Olivia answered her request as she brushed her lips against her lover’s. They kissed again and again as their passion grew steadily. Olivia felt a moan escape her as Karla’s body pressed against her own. The need for more increasing within her as she felt her body being lowered.

The feeling of Karla’s body melting into her own caused her to groan in pleasure. Lying side by side, they continued to kiss passionately, their tongues dancing together in a sensual rhythm. They only broke away briefly when the need for oxygen overwhelmed them. She felt the weight of Karla’s breasts in her hands, never realizing that her hands had strayed. Now she simply allowed herself to enjoy teasing Karla’s erect nipples. “Olivia …” she heard Karla utter softly as she captured her lover’s breast in her mouth.

She savored the taste of Karla’s skin as she suckled her breasts. She was gentle with her teasing yet she was teasing the other woman just the same. She felt her wetness growing as two hands clasped her hips. Karla’s body arched in response, eagerly offering up more of herself. Olivia kissed her way over to Karla’s other breast, while her hand cupped the breast she had just abandoned.

Karla’s touch guided her up to a somewhat sitting position. Olivia looked down at the long, firm body lying below her. Her fingertips touching lightly upon every inch of exposed skin. Karla looked up at her with an expression filled with pure love and desire as her fingers explored Olivia’s body. Olivia sighed happily as she lowered her body back down onto the mattress.

She had positioned herself so that she was pleasantly greeted by Karla’s dark curls. She licked her lips, her anticipation growing as she watched firm thighs parting, welcoming her in. She inhaled her lover’s musky scent as her body began to burn. She felt Karla’s long, soft hair caressing her thighs. Shivering as the taller woman tasted her.

Slowly she tasted Karla’s passion as her lover mirrored her actions. Together they feasted upon one another’s wetness, drinking in all the other had to offer. They tasted and teased each other as the fire built, tenderness falling away to urgent desire. Olivia shuddered as she felt Karla entering her. Her body arched pressing her center into Karla’s eager mouth. The air escaping from her lungs as she released a strangled cry. Lowering her head to the sweet nectar, she suckled Karla’s throbbing clit.

Karla’s thighs trembled as Olivia’s tongue taunted her. They held onto each other tightly, losing themselves in the wild rhythm. Their bodies rocked, as Olivia allowed Karla’s fingers to plunge in and out of her. Harsh groans escaping, neither certain who was uttering them. Olivia fought the battle of giving in to the pleasure she was receiving and pleasuring her lover. They exploded together, their cries of passionate lost in their lover’s wetness.

Olivia didn’t allow herself to catch her breath. Stealthily she shifted so that she was now straddling Karla’s body. Her fingers entering the slickened folds. Olivia’s hips bucked wildly as Karla entered her. “Take me,” she heard herself growl as they rode against one another. Sweat poured down their bodies as the orgasm ripped through both of them. Collapsing together they held each other tightly allowing the trembling to subside.

They separated as Karla grasped her tightly. The kiss was raw as they melded their bodies together. “I need you,” Karla panted as their lips parted. The hunger of her need sent a searing jolt through Olivia’s being.

“I’m yours,” Olivia groaned as their hips met and began to grind together. Karla’s hands cupped her backside encouraging her. Olivia clawed at her lover’s back as she pressed deeper into Karla. “Baby, I need you,” she begged as their bodies arched, once again cresting in unison.

Beneath the wild passion Olivia felt the underlying love flowing between them. They continued to pleasure each other throughout the evening until finally they collapsed. Exhausted, unable to offer anymore, they fell together. They held each other as they fell into a heavy slumber.

CHAPTER THIRTY

Karla rolled over in a huff as the morning sun greeted her. “I really need to put some curtains up,” she grumbled to herself. She pulled the pillow over her head in an effort to hide from the day. If she didn’t face the day, if she simply hid under the pillow, she wouldn’t see what she already suspected. She could feel it in her heart; the other side of the bed was empty. She heard her cell phone chirping in the other room. “Rats!” she grumbled pulling the pillow from her face.

She sat up and looked over at the vacant space next to her. “I really hate the morning after with that woman,” she muttered bitterly as she pulled herself up off the mattress. The phone continued to ring from the living room as she frantically searched for her bathrobe. Giving up, she quickly grabbed a t-shirt and a pair of boxer shorts. She dashed out into the living room to find Harry watching the news while chomping on a bowl of what appeared to be the last of her Captain Crunch. “James,” she barked into the phone.

Listening carefully to the person on the other end and responding with her own questions, she felt the security of her world slipping away. She closed the telephone and looked over to her father and her cat relaxing on the futon. “Did you save me any?” she inquired with an accusing glare.

“Nope,” Harry smiled back at her. “I wanted to but Howard said that you wouldn’t mind.”

Karla couldn’t help but smiling in return as she sat down on the futon. “Did he now?” she inquired wryly. She found herself wincing slightly, her body still sore from last evenings activities. “Thanks for making up the futon,” she offered.

“No problem,” Harry responded. “I got up early.” There was a slight discomfort to his tone. Karla looked at him questioningly. He cleared his throat before he continued. “I went for a walk. It was a nice night.” She continued to look at him curiously. “Look, it’s one thing to know your child is an adult. It’s another to hear it.”

“Ooops.” She blushed. “Speaking of which what time did she leave?”

“What time did who leave?” the familiar voice teased her from the kitchen doorway. Karla smiled brightly as she looked over to see Olivia leaning against the doorframe. Her hair was wet and she was wrapped up in her bathrobe. The sight of the large robe covering her petite body made the woman appear like a small child playing dress up.

“You,” Karla smirked. “I thought you had left,” she explained as she stood and crossed over to the adorable blonde who held her heart.

“I was looking for this,” Karla noted as she tugged playfully on the lapel of the terry cloth robe.

“I needed something to wear,” Olivia countered her green eyes darkened slightly.

Karla’s smile grew as she looked down at the woman who was still glowing from the love they had shared just a few hours ago. Karla lowered her head so she could greet Olivia properly. Olivia placed a gentle yet firm hand on Karla’s chest, effectively halting the taller woman’s actions. The smile fell from Karla’s face instantly. “One of these days …” Karla muttered sadly, ” … I’m going to give you a proper good morning kiss,” she promised.

“We can’t,” Olivia replied sadly as she turned her gaze away.

“Someday,” Karla reasserted more firmly.

“I put the coffee on,” Olivia said ignoring Karla’s promise as she stepped away from her. “I need to get going. We still have to work today.”

“No we don’t,” Karla explained with a heavy sigh. “The building is still shut down.”

“That makes sense,” Harry threw in. “It’s the tallest in the city.”

“I just got off the phone with building security. They are closing the observation deck permanently.”

“What?” Olivia gasped.

“They feel it’s too much of a security risk,” Karla explained further. “I should thank you for forcing me into having lunch up there last month.”

“I remember,” Olivia smiled thoughtfully. “P, B and J. You didn’t eat your sandwich. You just kept pressing your face against the glass, looking out at the view of the city.” Olivia laughed lightly at the memory. “You’re just a tall child aren’t you?”

Karla’s breath caught in her chest as Olivia captured her in a knowing gaze. “That’s my Skyler,” Harry agreed.

“Has she always been like this?” Olivia pried.

“I’m getting some coffee,” Karla groused knowing that Olivia was about to dig out as many of her deep, dark secrets as she could. “Would you like some, Blondie?” she threw in knowing that it would irritate Olivia.

“Yes please,” Olivia responded as she clenched her jaw. “With …”

“I know.” Karla waved her off. “Half a pound of sugar and a gallon of cream.”

“Hmmf,” came the reply from behind her as she padded her way off into the small kitchen. “So Harry …” she could hear Olivia begin.

“Oh brother,” Karla muttered gruffly. When she emerged from the kitchen with two cups of coffee she could hear that the conversation was in full swing.

“I have no idea how she managed to get it stuck in her ear,” Harry was explaining as Karla rolled her eyes in disgust.

“Here you go, Miss Sweet Tooth,” she muttered as she handed a cup to Olivia who was laughing herself senseless.

“Nothing for dear old Dad?” Harry pouted.

“No, Benedict Arnold,” Karla snorted. “You’re on your own.”

“Now, Skyler, I didn’t say anything too embarrassing,” Harry protested.

“Did you really like to eat crayons when you were a kid?” Olivia asked brightly.

Karla simply growled in response. “I have to call the staff to let them know that the building is still locked up.” She glared at Harry as she snatched up her cell phone. Harry seemed to be unfazed. Accepting defeat for the moment she started to stomp off indignantly towards her bedroom.

“So why do you call her Skyler?” She shuddered as she heard Olivia asking the question.

“Because it’s her name,” Harry answered matter of factly.

“It is not,” Karla argued as she stormed into her bedroom. She slammed the door behind her.

Muttering to herself, she changed her clothes and dug out her address book. She telephoned all of her staff, none of whom were surprised that there would be no work that day. Everyone she spoke with still seemed pretty shell-shocked. Well there was one notable exception, Rob. He just sounded drunk. He made one comment that made her shiver. He made some vague reference to her at least having someone around to help her out. It wasn’t what he had said it was the way he said it. She responded by saying that she was happy that her father was safe. He simply sniffed indignantly as he hung up on her.

“There is no way that slimeball knows, she tried to convince herself. She found herself laying down on the mattress lost in thought when Olivia entered the bedroom shyly.

“Hey there,” Olivia said carefully as she began to pick up her discarded clothing.

“You’re leaving?” Karla asked in a flat tone.

“Yes,” Olivia sighed.

Karla was suddenly angry. Taking a moment to bury the unwelcome emotion before she stood, she rummaged through her clothing and pulled out an old sweatshirt and a pair of sweat pants. “They won’t be a great fit but they’re clean,” she offered in the same flat tone.

“Thank you,” Olivia responded as she accepted the garments.

“I’ll get you a bag for your stuff,” Karla said as she started to step out of the room.

She felt herself tremble slightly as Olivia caught her by the arm. “So did you get the full party line from Harry?” she asked with a hint of bitterness. “Now you know. I’m nothing but a bastard, who was born in a beat up VW bus.”

“Hey,” Olivia said softly as she tightened her hold on the taller woman. “Do you think I care? I mean I care but not about that. In fact it’s kind of cool. You know?”

“Cool?” Karla heard herself snap. “You think it’s cool? Coming home from grade school asking your mom what that word means? Watching her cry? Feeling like you did something wrong.”

“What is this?” Olivia asked softly pulling herself closer to Karla. “Harry loves you,” Olivia stated sternly. “And from what he said, so does your mother. Just because some bullies …”

“It wasn’t just the kids,” Karla explained as she cast her eyes to floor. She knew if she looked at Olivia she would lose it.

“Bullies are bullies no matter how old they are,” Olivia said tenderly.

Karla shrugged trying to regain her composure. “I don’t want you to go,” she admitted finally.

“I don’t want to go,” Olivia confessed with a heavy sigh. “But I have to. I’m already in too deep. Why do you have to be my boss?”

“One of God’s cruel jokes, I guess.” Karla found herself smiling as she wondered how Olivia was going to react when she left J&B. She stepped away from blonde her body instantly missing their connection. She retrieved the package that had been sitting there since their last encounter. “This belongs to you.” She handed it over as her hands shook.

Olivia stared at her blankly. “It’s your underwear,” Karla explained as her face turned beet red.

“Excuse me?” Olivia choked as she accepted the package.

“That day in the office … ” Karla stammered uncomfortably, ” … you know … when we almost … on my desk …”

“Oh!” Olivia said as her jaw dropped and her face turned red as well. “Maybe you should just throw this out.” She grimaced as she handed the package back.

“Good idea,” Karla agreed. “Well I’ll give you privacy. I need to go take a shower.”

“Actually can I get changed in the bathroom first?” Olivia pointed to the unadorned windows. “You know you really should be unpacked by now,” the blonde teased her.

“I’ll get to it,” Karla lied. The truth was the tiny apartment never felt like home to her. The only times she had been happy there was the few times Olivia had been there. “Go ahead.” She nodded to the door.

Olivia gathered her belongings as Karla sat quietly on the futon next to Harry. Neither spoke. Olivia emerged from the bathroom and packed her clothing from the previous day in a bag. “I’ll talk to you later,” Olivia offered as she hung by the front door. Karla remained seated not looking at her. “It was nice talking to you, Harry,” she added sincerely.

“Bye, Skyler.” Karla simply waved to her still unable to look at her. She released a tense breath as she heard the front door closing.

“What is with you two?” Harry asked in exasperation.

“Give it a rest, Harry,” Karla warned him.

CHAPTER THIRTY ONE

The events of September 11, 2001 were proving that Olivia’s prediction was correct; nothing was ever going to be the same again. Americans seemed to be pulling together. Olivia was proud knowing for certain that her fellow countrymen never shined brighter than in a crisis. For a brief moment of time people were just a little nicer to one another. The other side of the coin was those who were looking for someone to blame. Taking their already brewing hatred, they attacked innocent people who just happened to look ethnic. This side of her countrymen sickened Olivia to the core. There were moments that made her proud as people just pulled together. She gave blood, which she had to admit it had been far too long since she had donated.

The Friday that followed that tragic Tuesday, Olivia and Sydney went to the reflecting pond and joined thousands of others in lighting candles. That was the night when the entire city had been lit up to show that somehow we will find our way out of the darkness; never in all of the years since moving up north had Olivia seen the entire city burning so brightly. She wept at the sight. As she brushed back the tears, she spotted two familiar figures amongst the crowd. Thankfully Karla held Harry at bay.

Olivia wasn’t ready to deal with facing either of them just yet. She didn’t regret a moment of that last evening of making love to the tall woman. Unfortunately, the memory was all she could hold on to. Monday morning would come and then they would have to slip into their roles, pretending that they were nothing more than friends; lying to everyone including themselves.

Once they returned to the office it was just as Olivia had feared; there was a new distance between them. Unspoken words and tense moments. Gone was the friendly banter. Olivia just wanted to give up. She wanted to be with Karla and not just for the physical intimacy. She had fallen hard. She found herself sitting at her desk, dealing with another client wishing to close their account. In the scheme of world events most people and business weren’t all that concerned with the public relations problems. Not to mention many smaller business were going under. And larger companies were laying off large numbers of individuals.

Olivia said a silent prayer that she would get laid off when J&B started its own cutbacks. She also considered quitting. Life was too short to let happiness escape her. And Karla was what made her happy. But the thought of being unemployed in a shaky economy was out of the question. The only bright spot during the passing weeks was that Tim’s son and his family had survived the attack. “Life is too short. Why do I have to choose between my job and my heart?”

A month later Olivia was no closer to the answers she was seeking. The only thing she was certain of was the whole situation sucked. Somehow she managed to get through her days, the tension growing steadily between her and Karla. She entered Karla’s office and dropped a file onto her desk. “We lost another one,” she explained grimly.

“Sign of the times,” Karla muttered as she picked up the file.

Olivia shuddered as she took in how tired and defeated her normally vibrant boss seemed. “Should we be preparing for cutbacks here?” she asked hesitantly.

“No,” Karla reassured her. “Things are settling down. Well as settled as they can be since we’ve gone to war. This whole Anthrax crisis is scaring the holy hell out me. I mean I always knew that these things could happen but now that they have it all just seems surreal.”

“I know,” Olivia agreed.

“We have some new accounts that will balance everything out,” Karla said slipping back into her boss mode. “Everyone’s job is safe.”

“Speaking of which,” Olivia began, wondering just why Rob was still there. “What about Rob?”

“What about him?” Karla glared at her.

Olivia shivered from the coldness in her steely blue eyes. “Am I overstepping my place, Miss James?” Olivia questioned her tersely. “I was just wondering how it is that someone who is stealing from the company has a job?”

“Miss Davenport,” Karla warned her.

“I’m sorry,” Olivia said sheepishly. The stern look on Karla’s face made her angry. “No, I’m not sorry,” Olivia heard herself growling. “I’m terrified about losing my job because I fell … I mean because I slept with you and this guy is ripping off the company. Carlos is coming back and I know that I’m in for another round of tell me what’s going on with you and your boss. Frankly, I think this sucks.”

Olivia was still fuming as she glared down at her employer who just sat there blinking at her. “What?” Olivia snarled. A bright smiled emerged on Karla’s lips as the tall woman settled back into her chair.

“You think this is funny?” Olivia snarled.

“No.” Karla held up her hands in defense. “It’s just that …” Karla’s smile broadened, “…you’re beautiful when you are angry.”

“Ugh,” Olivia growled as she threw up her hands in disgust. “You!” She pointed an accusing finger at her boss.

“Adore you,” Karla cut her off boldly. “I’m going to fix this,” she promised.

“How?” Olivia sighed, her anger dissipating slightly as she parked herself on the edge of Karla’s desk.

“Rob is a weasel and based on what you have uncovered and my own gut feeling, I have a feeling he is holding something over Carlos’ head,” Karla explained calmly. “Look, we just need to finish that project on the book and then everything will be fine.”

“I don’t understand,” Olivia pressed. “Im ready to just give up and resign.”

“Don’t you dare,” Karla ordered. “Don’t let that weasel win. I have a plan but I can’t pull it off unless we finalize that project. Why don’t we get together and talk.” Olivia perked up at the suggestion. “How about Friday night?”

Olivia cringed slightly. “I can’t,” she said reluctantly. “I have plans.” Olivia felt her insides clench thinking of how she had forced Sydney to set her up on a blind date. She had to move on with her life before she went completely insane. “Besides we shouldn’t be seen together,” she added hoping to hide her discomfort.

“Right.” Karla’s voice was heavy as her smile vanished.

The air grew heavy around them as Olivia stood. Nervously she ran a shaky hand through her short, blonde tresses. “I should get back to work,” she said suddenly as Karla simply nodded as Olivia made her departure.

Olivia collapsed into her chair exhausted. She buried her face in her hands and prayed that the pounding in her head would cease. After several torturous moments she managed to collect herself. Shifting in her chair, she fought back the tears and looked at her watch. It was time to call the west coast. As she dialed the number she prayed that whatever Karla’s plan was that it would stop the insanity that surrounded them.

***

Friday finally arrived and Olivia was shifting nervously in the chair in her office. She could feel her resolve quickly fading. After their conversation the other day, Olivia felt confused. For a brief moment she felt the feelings she tried to keep buried burning through her. Then Karla shut down and it was back to business as usual. The problem was that the reawakening of her emotions was wearing on her. By the end of the day Olivia had somehow managed to convince herself that it was for the best. At the time she was firm in her convictions.

Now she wasn’t so certain. It didn’t help that Karla looked so damn good every time she saw her. She was beginning to realize that her convictions had never been set firmly in place— not where Karla was concerned. There was something about the dark beauty that sent her into a tailspin every time she looked at her.

The morning started off with Rob trying to corner her when she was trying to get a cup of coffee. She wasn’t stupid. The break room wasn’t that small that he had to brush against her repeatedly. It took all of her inner-strength not to just haul off and deck him. Instead she opted for simply telling him in a firm tone to back off. If that had been the end of it, she might have been able to shrug it off. She was adding her customary fifth sugar to her coffee when he made a snotty comment. “Why so much sugar? Doesn’t the boss think you’re sweet enough?”

At that moment she wished that she had hit him. Unexpectedly she blushed at the comment recalling the morning after the terrorist attack, when Karla had teased her about her coffee preference. She quickly regained her composure and glared at him. His evil sneer informed her that she had not covered her surprise quickly enough. What could she do? This time she did have something to hide. Flustered, she stormed out of the break room, just as his hand accidentally brushed against her backside. She spun around quickly ready to toss her coffee in his face when Robyn and Tracy entered the room.

Her face was flushed when she stormed out of the room. Her head was throbbing as she dialed the telephone. Not the day to be in a foul mood since she had a blind date that evening. “Why did I let Sydney fix me up?” she berated herself as her call was transferred. “Let her?” she admonished herself once again. “I practically begged her to set me up with someone.”

“Miss Davenport?” a pleasant voice interrupted her thoughts.

“Yes,” Olivia answered donning her most professional tone.

“Good Afternoon,” the voice continued. “It is afternoon out there isn’t it?”

“Yes it is,” Olivia confirmed. “It’s good to finally be talking with you, Miss Samuels.”

“Alicia, please,” Alicia encouraged her. “After all the emails we’ve exchanged I feel as if I know you.”

“I know what you mean,” Olivia charmed her. “And call me Olivia.”

“I hope things are calming down over on the east coast,” Alicia said.

“It’s about the same as everywhere else,” Olivia confirmed.

“I understand that your company is doing some pre-promotion for an upcoming project that my boss is very interested in,” Alicia explained. “As Ms. Merrick’s personal assistant, she wanted me to touch base with you.”

“You are referring to the publication of Jeanne,” Olivia coaxed her. They both knew what they were talking about but they had to play the game just the same. Show business was very confusing. “And of course the present bidding war between HBO and Showtime for the rights for the book.”

“That’s the one,” Alicia chuckled. “Don’t you hate these formalities? But you’ve got to keep the lawyers happy.”

“Tell me about it,” Olivia agreed. “Look, here is the deal. My boss went off half-cocked and set this project in motion without checking all the details. Now it is up to me to clean up her mess.”

“Isn’t that always the way?” the assistant groaned. “What would they do without us?”

“I’m afraid to think about it,” Olivia urged her on knowing that she was baiting the woman. “It must be nice working for an actress though?”

“Please,” Alicia groaned. “Don’t get me wrong, Catherine is a doll. But you know how it is. I swear I don’t know how they get out of bed in the morning without our help. Catherine can’t start her morning without doing a full workout and then she has to have this disgustingly sweet pastry. Every morning it’s the same thing. She says she shouldn’t but if I brought her something healthy she’d probably throw a clot.”

Olivia laughed in response. “Tell me about it,” she added happily. “So why is she letting you talk to me? I thought she was against this project?”

“Not at all,” Alicia informed her happily. “She wants it to go through.”

“Excuse me?” Olivia felt her heart speed up just a little bit. “I thought she was the one who blocked the initial publication?”

“She was,” Alicia confirmed. “She’s had a change of heart. In fact she would like to be involved with the production.”

“I see,” Olivia smirked wickedly. “She wants a job,” she thought. “How so?”

She could hear Alicia laughing on the other end of the telephone. “What do you think?” Alicia confirmed. “Here’s the deal, she won’t do anything to stop the publication of Jeanne, if she gets the title role in the film, plus points of course.”

“She’d be perfect,” Olivia answered honestly. “I don’t know how the casting or any of that will go down. I’m not very familiar with the process. But my boss Karla James has invested her own money in the project …” She led Alicia on.

“Sounds like we’re off to a good start,” Alicia asserted.

“Isn’t Ms. Merrick worried about playing a lesbian?” Olivia inquired thoughtfully. “I mean she’s been playing a squeaky clean schoolmarm forever.”

“That’s why she wants this,” Alicia confided in her. “Her contract is about up and the only offers she’s getting is for the same thing she’s been doing for over decade. From what I understand the book is damn good and just racy enough to give her career a boost in the right direction.”

“The book is good,” Olivia reassured her. “It looks like we just need to get the powers that be on board. There’s only one snag at the moment.”

“That is?” Alicia asked.

“Charlotte Hayden Smith,” Olivia confessed. “What do you know about her?” “Like where to find her?” she noted mentally.

She could hear Alicia sighing heavily. “You haven’t cleared the project with her?” she asked in a heavy tone. “I’ve never met the lady but I’ll tell what I know and some things that I’ve heard.”

“Okay,” Olivia urged her on.

“She was an actress,” Alicia began, “past tense. She dropped out of sight years ago. At one time back in the days when Catherine was doing Summer Stock in the middle of Vermont, they were friends. Then they had a parting of the ways. Now I don’t know what happened, but from what I heard via the grapevine, Charlotte had a thing for Catherine.”

“But the current didn’t flow both ways?” Olivia interjected.

“Exactly,” Alicia confirmed. “Nothing will screw up a friendship faster.”

“Tell me about it,” Olivia grumbled in agreement as she reflected upon her own dilemma.

“I don’t know what happened except that Charlotte dropped out sight,” Alicia continued. “She did work for awhile under a different name. Then she just disappeared until her first book was about to come out. A mutual friend, I don’t know who got a hold of a copy. From what I’ve heard, even though the story takes place during World War Two … Catherine’s own mother would have known that the main character was based on her. She threw a fit. She was about to start work on a very family-oriented show, it was her first big break and now there were all these rumors about her and Charlotte.”

“No wonder she stopped the release,” Olivia said.

“It wasn’t a hard fight,” Alicia added thoughtfully. “Charlotte willingly agreed not to publish. Then she simply disappeared.”

“Tell me about it.” Olivia repeated. “We can’t find her. And her present publisher isn’t being very cooperative.”

“Can’t blame them for that,” Alicia noted. “They have nothing to gain if the deal goes through. I don’t know if I can help you there. I do know that she is the same age as Catherine, late thirties, and she’s from Boston. Catherine did say once that Charlotte always turned up on the east coast.”

“Was she ever in SAG (Screen Actors Guild)?” Olivia inquired hopefully.

“She might have been,” Alicia answered thoughtfully. “If she was I have a feeling it was under her second stage name, and I don’t know what that was.”

“Thank you for everything, Alicia,” Olivia offered. “I’ll hammer out the details with my boss and get back to you on Monday morning.”

“I look forward to it,” Alicia purred.

They were exchanging their goodbyes when Karla stepped into her office. Her face was very dark. Olivia felt her excitement over the progress she had just made dissipating.

“I need to see you in my office, Miss Davenport,” Karla addressed her in a cold tone before leaving.

“Oh brother,” Olivia groaned. “This couldn’t possibly be good news.”

CHAPTER THIRTY TWO

Karla stood in her office waiting for Olivia to enter. She was a bundle of nerves. She folded her arms across her chest in hopes that it would somehow calm her. The effort was failing; her self-control was failing. Olivia entered her office from the side door that connected their offices. Her pensive look caused Karla to clench her fists. “Just be professional,” she cautioned herself. “Miss Davenport, please have a seat,” she stated in a dry tone, her arms remaining crossed, despite her thoughts to loosen up so she wouldn’t frighten the blonde.

Olivia seemed to turn pale as she sat down in the sofa. “I’ve received some disturbing reports this morning and I need to discuss them with you,” she explained trying to lighten her tone. Knowing her efforts had failed as she watched Olivia nodding in response her emerald eyes widen fearfully. “There has been an accusation of inappropriate behavior,” Karla went on to explain.

“I’m sorry,” she heard Olivia apologize quickly.

“What?” Karla stared at her in bewilderment. “I’m talking about what happened in the break room this morning.”

“Oh?” Olivia laughed as she released a heavy breath. “That’s a relief. I thought someone caught me looking at your …” Olivia blushed suddenly. “Never mind.” Karla had stifled a chuckle as she watched the flustered woman trying to recover her dignity.

“My what?” she heard herself purr.

“Nothing,” Olivia lied as she chewed on her lip nervously.

“This isn’t going well,” Karla grumbled as she plopped down next to the nervous young woman. “I need to be professional here.”

“You are being very professional,” Olivia taunted her.

“I’m serious,” Karla groused.

“I can tell,” Olivia patronized her.

“Ugh!” Karla groaned in frustration as she threw up her hands in defeat. “You are the most exasperating person I have ever met,” Karla added knowing by the sudden twinkle in Olivia’s eyes that she was just getting started.

“Me?” Olivia scoffed.

“Yes, you,” Karla leered at her. “I swear I get exhausted by just trying to have a conversation with you. Must be all that sugar.”

“Hey!” Olivia responded as she swatted Karla playfully.

Karla grabbed her hands to prevent any further assaults. Finding herself lost in those twinkling emerald eyes, she swallowed hard. She felt the all too familiar rush of energy racing through her body. “I want to kiss you. To make love to you, right here and now. To hold you and never let you go.” The thoughts rushed through her mind before she could stop them. By the increasing rise and fall of Olivia’s chest she knew she was having the same effect on the small powerhouse.

Karla could feel herself being drawn in closer to Olivia’s warmth. The blonde’s eyes fluttered shut as her cheeks became flushed. Karla quickly released her hold on her and shook her head to clear her thoughts. “I really do need to talk you,” she began trying to sound firm, the crack in her voice betraying her. “So could we at least pretend that I’m the one in charge?”

Olivia’s eyes snapped open as she shifted slightly away from Karla. “Okay,” she answered carefully as she tucked her short blonde hair behind her ears. “You are so cute when you do that.” Karla smiled at the thought.

“Now did anyone do anything this morning that made you feel uncomfortable?” Karla finally managed to ask.

“Well yes,” Olivia responded slowly. “This morning in the break room, Rob touched me. He said it was an accident.”

“HE WHAT!” Karla fumed. Robyn and Tracy both came to her to tell her that Rob had overstepped the line in the break room with Olivia. But actually hearing that he touched her set her off. “Where?” she heard herself growling as she jumped up.

“In the break room,” Olivia muttered.

“That’s not what I meant,” Karla flared.

“I know,” Olivia slumped down as Karla towered over her. “Are you asking as my boss or for some other reason?”

“I’m sorry,” Karla responded, quickly trying to bury her anger. “As your direct supervisor, I need to know exactly what happened. Then I need you to go to personnel and give a statement.”

She watched Olivia tense up. “I was in the break room getting a cup of coffee when he kept brushing up against me. I told him to back off. Which he did then he made a comment …”

“Which was?” Karla encouraged her as she braced herself for whatever she might hear.

“He implied that you and I are involved in a relationship that was less than professional,” Olivia confessed. “Then on my way out of the room, his hand touched my ass.”

“I’ll kill him,” Karla fumed unable to control her rage.

“You can’t,” Olivia sighed.

“Oh yes, I can,” Karla nodded eagerly. “I’m going to strangle that bugger with my bare hands. Then …”

“Karla,” Olivia cut her off. “You can’t. You’d just be giving him the ammunition he’s looking for. First he touches me and then he let’s me know that he knows about us. Then he touches me again. He knew what he was doing. And a part of what he was doing was trying to set me up.”

“And feel your ass,” Karla spat out thru clenched teeth.

“That too,” Olivia shrugged.

Karla paused before taking a cleansing breath. She knew that Olivia was right. Rob was probably waiting to see what they would do about it. What he didn’t count on was Tracy and Robyn catching him. “You still have to give a statement,” Karla groaned as the dull ache in her head began to throb.

“I can’t,” Olivia argued. “You know that once I tell them what he said, they will ask if it’s true. They have to. And if I omit it he’ll know that his suspicions are correct.”

“But there were witnesses,” Karla explained slowly. “If this doesn’t get reported then it will have the same effect. Plus, how can the other employees feel comfortable if I fail to act? How did he find out?” she asked as she rubbed her temples thoughtfully.

“This will go in his file won’t it?” Olivia’s voice was suddenly lighter.

“Yeah,” Karla responded curiously. “He’ll probably just get a warning or get sent to touchy feely classes.”

“I know but with everything else…” Olivia smiled. “And it’s not the first time he’s been reported. Remember there were two other complaints in his file. Now if they ask if I’m involved with you, I won’t lie. But perhaps I won’t have to.”

“Go on,” Karla felt herself relaxing slightly.

“The comment was regarding the amount of sugar I use in my coffee and didn’t you think I was sweet enough. I never responded to him. If I’m asked what I thought he meant, I can answer honestly,” Olivia explained brightly. “And what I thought was that he was being obnoxious.”

“I don’t know.” Karla questioned her reasoning.

“Do we have a choice?” Olivia asked. “Look, everyone down here knows and hates him just like everyone else, except Carlos.”

“Speaking of which, he’s coming up here in a couple of weeks,” Karla regretfully informed her. She watched as a pair of emerald eyes rolled in desperation.

“Perfect,” Olivia snorted. “Do you have any other good news?” The blonde grimaced.

Once again Karla found herself reflecting upon just how adorable the younger woman was. “I …” she began dreamily before realizing what she was about to confess. “No. That is everything,” she lied.

“Well I do have some good news for a change,” Olivia began.

After she finished filling Karla in on the progress she had made with Catherine Merrick, Karla’s spirits were lifted temporarily.

“Well, I’m off to give my statement,” Olivia announced as she stood. “Hey don’t worry,” she reassured Karla as she touched her shoulder gently. “What’s the worst that can happen?” Olivia chuckled lightly. “We both get canned. That really wouldn’t be so bad. We could finally leave this rat race behind. We could sell those tacky tshirts to the tourist,” she teased.

“Or open a little flower shop,” Karla said in a quiet voice, secretly revealing her future plans.

“That would be nice,” Olivia responded quietly.

Karla was lost in her thoughts when Olivia cleared her throat. “You okay?” she asked tenderly.

“Yeah fine,” Karla responded.

“You kind of wandered off there for a moment,” Olivia added. “I was just saying that I’ll probably be leaving right after I finish up with personnel.”

“Right, you have plans tonight,” Karla answered recalling how Olivia had turned down her offer to get together that evening. She had been driving herself crazy trying to figure out what Olivia was up to. “Out with friends?” she said aloud without meaning to. But it had been the conclusion she had reached.

“No,” Olivia muttered.

“Oh,” Karla stammered as she took in just how nervous her young assistant was. “Well I think I’ll curl up with that manuscript you left behind. I really should get that back to you.”

“What?” Olivia blinked in confusion as Karla’s telephone began to ring. “Never mind. I better get going so I can get home and get ready for my date.” Olivia tensed suddenly before blushing. She made an awkward bolt out the door.

“Date?” Karla could feel the blood draining from her body.

CHAPTER THIRTY THREE

“You told me to fix you up!” Sydney snarled. Olivia winced from her tone.

“I know,” Olivia pouted, thinking that, at the time, it did seem like a good idea. “Tell me about her, again,” Olivia pleaded as she readjusted her make up for the third time. Looking at her short black dress she wondered just why she thought that going out with a complete stranger seemed like a good idea?

“Good Lord woman!” Sydney groused as she rolled her hazel eyes in exasperation. “How many times do I need to tell you that I really don’t know her that well?”

“Ah hah!” Olivia exclaimed suddenly, grasping at straws looking for someway to get out of this night. “If you don’t know her that well, then how can you be certain that she isn’t a serial killer?” Olivia noted triumphantly hoping she had just found her excuse.

“She might be,” Sydney shrugged.

“Excuse me?” Olivia gasped, flashing her emerald eyes at her old friend angrily.

Sydney groaned as she began to bang her head against the bathroom door. “Alright,” she muttered wearily. “For the one hundredth time, her name is Mura. She’s very good looking and she is a real estate agent. Now hurry up, I need to get ready for work.”

“That’s all you know about her?” Olivia pushed.

“Yes!” Sydney growled in frustration. “She is gay, hot and has a job. What else do you need?”

“What are her interests?” Olivia noted as she counted off some things she wanted to know. “What kind of movies does she like? Where did she go to school? Does she have any hobbies? Does she prefer plain or peanut M&M’s?”

“How the fuck should I know?” Sydney cried out. “Again … gay, hot and employed. Which is a lot more than you knew about wonder woman before you went to bed with her. Speaking of which you if you had bothered to have a conversation with tall, dark and inappropriate you would have saved yourself a lot of grief.”

Olivia chewed on her bottom lip knowing that she was trapped. “Well …” she began slowly, “…she is in real estate. If we don’t hit it off, maybe should could help me find an apartment,” she surmised.

“God I hope so,” Sydney muttered under her breath. Her eyes widened suddenly as she seemed to realize what she had just said. “Not that I mind having you here,” she added quickly.

“Uh huh.” Olivia glared at her sticking her tongue in her cheek. She knew that Sydney didn’t mean anything by her comment. It was just that the close quarters were getting to both of them.

“Liv, I’m sorry,” Sydney stammered. “I didn’t mean …”

“It’s okay,” Olivia smiled at her. “Trust me I understand. I just can’t believe how outrageous the rents are lately. And let’s face it, I’m too old to deal with having a roommate.”

“I hear you,” Sydney concurred. “The landlord is raising the rent on this place. That’s how I met Mura. I’m thinking of buying Condo.”

“Wow.” Olivia was taken aback by the comment as she wondered how Sydney could afford such an investment.

“Speaking of Mura,” Sydney grinned wickedly. “If you do hit it off … should I find somewhere else to crash tonight?” she teased as she added a playful wink.

“Sydney?” Olivia gasped with a blush. “I’m not that kind of girl. You of all people should know that. Well with one exception.” She blushed again.

“Point taken,” Sydney responded. “Still, you haven’t participated in any high impact aerobics since New York. And of course that one close call on the boss’ desk.” Sydney nudged her playfully.

Olivia blushed deeply as she recalled the night she spent with Karla in her apartment in Brighton. “Uhm,” she muttered. “That’s not accurate,” she said quietly.

“What was that?” Sydney pried with a brilliant smile.

“Nothing,” Olivia lied as she tried to brush past the inquisitive bartender.

“Oh no … no … no,” Sydney scolded her as she gently halted her escape.

“Rats,” Olivia muttered bitterly as Sydney blocked the doorway. “It’s nothing. Don’t you need to get ready for work?” She lied once again hoping to escape her friend’s interrogation.

“You’re holding out on me,” Sydney accused her.

“I slept with Karla again,” Olivia confessed shyly.

Olivia watched with some degree of amusement as Sydney’s jaw dropped then she broke out in a brilliant smile. “You boinked your boss?” Sydney chuckled like a schoolgirl.

“Boinked?” Olivia grimaced.

“When?” Sydney continued apparently choosing to ignore Olivia’s objections to her choice of language. “Wait,” Sydney added suddenly. “Why are you going out with Mura? I mean if you and Karla have finally hooked up.”

“We didn’t hook up,” Olivia fumed. “It was just one night. September 11th,” Olivia tried to explain. “She’s still my boss.”

“Oh big, hairy deal,” Sydney scoffed. “Are you really that dense?”

“Excuse me?” Olivia flared as she pushed past Sydney finally escaping the confines of the bathroom.

“Are you completely unaware of the fact that you are in love with her?” Sydney asked her in a gentle tone.

“I am not!” Olivia snarled as she snatched up her purse and coat.

“Yes you are,” Sydney stated firmly.

“I’m going to be late,” Olivia snapped as she stormed out the door. Her body was trembling as she put on her long wool coat. “Yes, I am,” she finally confessed in the safety of the abandon hallway.

CHAPTER THIRTY FOUR

As she stepped out of the taxi, Karla drew her long woolen coat around her body in an effort to fight off the chill of the night air. Karla was still having trouble adapting to the constant changes in the weather. New England was certainly living up to its reputation. Two days ago she had been running around in a t-shirt when the climate resembled summer. Today was most definitely autumn bordering on winter. Back in Los Angeles, the weather did change with the seasons, but not quite with the same flair as here in the east. And most certainly several times in a single day. Karla was falling in love with it. Of course the climate wasnt the only aspect she was falling for.

She had mistakenly admitted as much to her sister Maureen on the telephone early that day. The timing of her sister’s interruption had been a double-edged sword. It ended the uncomfortable encounter she was experiencing with Olivia. And it ended her time with Olivia. “Olivia is off somewhere on a date!’ Karla thought bitterly as she entered the restaurant.

Her mind could understand that Olivia was free to see whomever she chose to. Yet her heart was having trouble accepting it. Perhaps that was why she allowed Maureen to talk her into accepting this date. ‘Talk me into it! Hah. Now that’s a laugh.’ She chuckled to herself thinking how her older sister had bullied her into going out with this woman. A friend of a friend. Just in town for a few days. Karla grimaced as she looked around the restaurant. The last time she agreed to go out with a woman Maureen fixed her up was an example of slow torture. The woman was very attractive, yet her personality was comparable to a doorknob. That and she possessed the intelligence level of a Barbie doll. She recalled how Maureen tried to defend herself. ‘Hey she’s a model not a rocket scientist.’ After a long tedious argument Maureen finally concede that perhaps she had been mistaken.

Maureen had been right about one thing: Karla needed to move on. She couldn’t bear the endless nights of waiting for the telephone to ring. Although she understood completely Olivia’s point, it hurt just the same. There were times when she just wanted to stamp ‘fool’ across her forehead. Nope this was not going to continue; self-loathing was not something Karla did well. And she had no intention of starting now.

The crowd at Club Cafe was just starting to pick up. She approached the maîtred and inquired about her reservation. She was informed that her table would be ready as soon as her guest arrived. The mystery woman knew to ask for James. Karla made her way past the bar and down a long hallway and checked her coat. She took in her Donna Karen suit and thought she looked suitable; black pants and a matching suit jacket. The simple cream-colored silk camisole that peeked out from under the jacket gave her an elegant and yet casual look.

Karla found herself feeling more than a little nervous. This was the first date she had been on in over a year. Sadly she couldn’t count her encounters with Olivia as dates. Much as she would have liked to. As she seated herself on a stool, she mentally berated herself for even thinking about the small blonde. Karla ordered a glass of Pinot Grigio from the bartender.

As she sipped her wine she sighed heavily. Suddenly she felt very tired. Mentally exhausted by the twists and turns her personal life had taken. She was tired of the games. Tired of the women who had treated her as nothing more than a trophy or a good lay. She had finally found someone who had treated her a person, whom she clicked with emotionally, mentally and sexually. Olivia had stolen her heart and she knew it. But circumstances being what they were, Olivia was the one person she wasn’t permitted to have a relationship with.

“This sucks,” she heard herself muttering. The bartender turned to her with a curious glance.

“Is the wine alright?” the young woman inquired.

“Fine.” Karla gave her a quick reassuring smile. “Just a long day.”

The bartender nodded at her understanding before leaving to wait on another patron. Feeling slightly embarrassed by verbalizing her inner thoughts, the dark woman buried her face in her hands and began to rub her temples.

“Excuse me?” A timid voice questioned her. Karla snapped up her head and found herself looking at a nicely dressed redhead. “Are you Karla by any chance?”

“Yes,” Karla responded with a pleasant smile. “You must be Linda,” she added as she stood to greet her date. Karla noted that she and Linda were about the same height— a rare occurrence in her life. “It’s a pleasure to meet you.” Karla offered her hand.

Linda smiled and shook her hand firmly, something Karla admired; nothing irked her more than a woman with a limp handshake. “I’ll just check my coat,” Linda added politely.

“Shall I order you a drink?” Karla inquired still feeling ill at ease about the situation.

“Thank you,” Linda smiled once again. “I’ll have an Absolut Sex on the Beach.”

Karla nodded in response as her date left to check her coat. She ordered Linda’s cocktail and tried to collect herself. ‘Okay get a grip. She seems nice enough. And it’s only dinner.’ Linda returned as Karla had finally calmed down enough to convince herself that she was capable of behaving like a normal person. “Would you like to finish our drinks here and then go into the dining room?” Linda suggested.

“Sounds good,” Karla agreed. “So my sister told me that you are here on business. What is it that you do?”

“I’m an aerospace engineer. I actually specialize in thermal nuclear jet propulsion,” Linda explained brightly.

Karla laughed slightly. “So basically you are a rocket scientist?” Karla chuckled.

“In layman’s terms, yes,” Linda responded in confusion.

“Good one, Maureen,” Karla muttered happily. “Sorry it’s just that my sister and I had an argument the last time she tried to fix me up. It’s silly.” Karla waved off her explanation.

“Okay?” Linda said carefully. “So what do you do?”

“I’m in PR,” Karla offered.

“Oh?” Linda answered looking slightly disappointed.

They fell into an uncomfortable silence as they finished their drinks. “Shall we go in?” Karla offered hoping that dinner would be quick. Linda was nice enough but there was certainly no chemistry between them. At least her date would be able to understand that. Heck she could probably draw up a periodic table that would conclusively prove they didn’t belong together.

“I’m a little surprised,” Linda said as they made their way over to the Maître’d.

“By?” Karla inquired casually.

“I wouldn’t think someone as attractive as yourself would need to be fixed up,” Linda stated firmly as her hand brushed Karla’s arm.

‘So much for that theory.’ Karla mentally groaned. “A reservation for James,” Karla said quickly.

“Yes,” the young man confirmed. “Right this way ladies.”

As the young man led them into the dining area, Linda’s touching increased. Karla was feeling very uncomfortable as they made their way past the other patrons towards the back of the restaurant. Karla’s eyes widened as they approached their table. Her heart stopped when she saw who was seated at the next table engaged in conversation with a very attractive Asian woman. ‘Olivia!’ It was official; Karla had just entered the depths of Hell.

CHAPTER THIRTY FIVE

Olivia could hardly believe her eyes. Her fork full of food hung just outside of her mouth. “Karla?” she blurted out suddenly as she watched the tall, raven-haired beauty approaching. Her heart sped up and her palms became sweaty as she dropped her fork. Olivia found herself suddenly praying that she would spontaneously combust. She could see blue eyes widening fearfully from behind the Maitre d’.

“Excuse me?” Mura questioned her in a curious tone. The beautiful woman sitting across from them was looking at her as if she lost her mind.

“I … uhm … ” Olivia stammered as she wondered if she had indeed lost her mind. She blinked her eyes and looked again. ‘No, it’s real. Karla is heading right towards us.’

“Are you alright?” Mura asked with concern.

“Fine,” Olivia lied as she looked over at her date. Mura was a beautiful woman. But Olivia had already known by the time the appetizers were served that there was no connection. “I was just thinking about what you said earlier, about perhaps buying instead of renting again,” Olivia lied once again. ‘That’s it put those PR skills to work and talk about something she is interested in. Then maybe she won’t notice that you are about to have a heart attack.’ Olivia thought as she watched the Japanese woman smile slightly.

“It’s something to think about,” Mura explained. “You said that you’ve been looking for an apartment for a long time. The market is terrible, what with all of the students and the deregulation of rent control. If you do find a place, the rents are outrageous. Without a car you need to live in the city.” Mura went on.

“Interesting, tell me more,” Olivia encouraged as she watched Karla’s approach from the corner of her eye.

What in the name of all that is sacred is she doing here? Okay relax. Calm down, it’s a restaurant; she’s probably here for dinner. After all it is the only gay restaurant in town.’ Olivia’s mind was spinning as she pretended to listen to Mura. ‘I wonder if Mura would take it the wrong way if I suddenly ducked under the table? No, stop being silly. Besides Karla has already seen you.’ Olivia tried to come up with a plan as Karla was escorted past her table. Her body trembled as her boss’ long body brushed past her. Olivia did the only thing she could think of at the moment. She ignored Karla’s presence. Not the mature thing to do. But it was the best she could come up with. She could feel herself tense as Karla was seated directly behind her.

Olivia could feel a knot forming in her stomach as she finally took notice of the tall redhead who was being seated at the same table. ‘Who the hell is that!’ Her mind suddenly screamed as she began to grind her teeth together. “Wow what a good looking couple.” She heard Mura exclaim.

“You think so?” Olivia muttered bitterly as she shrugged her shoulders in an effort to seem like she didn’t care. ‘Maybe it’s a business meeting. Don’t be an idiot, you would know if there was a client in town.’

“God yes,” Mura continued. “They look like gay super models.”

Olivia started to push her food around her plate as she strained to hear the conversation at the table behind her. Much to her disappointment she couldn’t hear anything. “You know, Olivia …” Mura began carefully, “… if you are serious about looking for a condo or townhouse, I could show you some places?”

Olivia instantly perked up at the suggestion. “What would I need to put together to make such an investment?” she inquired sincerely. The thought of having her own space was very tempting and just the distraction she needed. Olivia leaned back in her chair as Mura began to explain things that she should be thinking about if she was serious about buying her own place. It was sounding better and better.

“Why don’t you select the wine, Karla?” She could hear the redhead suggest gleefully. “I’m certain that you have excellent taste.” Olivia rolled her eyes at the comment. ‘Who is this bimbo?’ Olivia’s mind groaned. She frowned as she realized that she was just being petty. But then again a part of her didn’t care.

“How about tomorrow?” She heard Mura inquire.

“I’m sorry?” Olivia asked realizing that once again she was ignoring her date.

You seem a little preoccupied.” Mura smiled. “I was just saying that perhaps you would like to look at some places tomorrow.”

“Sorry, I had a rough week at work,” Olivia apologized. “Tomorrow sounds good. I’ll bring my checkbook, I have a good feeling about this.”

“Now that’s what I like to hear from a client.” Mura smiled brighter.

“Let’s hope I make a better client than a date,” Olivia offered, feeling terrible about her behavior.

“It’s okay.” Mura waved it off. “Believe it or not I’ve had worse dates.”

“Oh so my ignoring you is a bonus?” Olivia teased softly.

“I tell you the gene pool out there is frightening,” Mura stated with a mock shudder. “The last date I went on was a scary beast. We went to a club and she got drunk and was loud and obnoxious. She almost got thrown out. I was mortified. She didn’t think she did anything wrong. She was truly surprised when I didn’t want to see her again.”

“I think I dated her.” Olivia played along. “I’m surprised that you’re not seeing someone?” Olivia added sincerely.

“Me too.” Mura rolled her eyes. “Seriously, I haven’t met anyone in a long time that I’ve clicked with. Everyone seems to either be getting over their ex or not into relationships.”

“Hmm.” Olivia grimaced.

“Let me guess, you’re getting over your ex?” Mura concluded.

“Something like that,” Olivia tried to explain. “I’m not sorry we split up. I just wish hadn’t been so messy.” Olivia could hear snippets of the conversation behind her. Mostly from the mysterious redhead. Karla seemed to be keeping her responses to one-word answers.

“So how do you know Chase?” Mura inquired.

“We use to go together,” Olivia explained matter-of-factly. She knew that Mura wouldn’t be surprised. Most of Sydney’s female friends were old lovers. She could hear someone choking from behind her. ‘Ooops. I think I forgot to mention that to Karla.’ Olivia shuddered.

“Good old Chase,” Mura chuckled. “When I first moved here, I heard about her reputation. I was shocked that she was so nice when I met her.”

“I know.” Olivia sighed. “Sydney is a great friend. She does make a lousy girlfriend though. It’s too bad really, because she has so much to offer someone. But then again she was surprised and a little hurt when I broke things off with her. But she slept with three other people while we were dating. Although she claims it should only count as two since two of them were a couple.”

“Now that sounds like Sydney,” Mura chuckled. “You know the night I met her she was so sweet. Nothing at all like the bar slut everyone described. I had just been dumped and I found myself sitting at her bar. She was so nice. I was trying to get drunk but she talked to me. She even made sure I got home safely. She stayed with me that night and let me talk. She even made me cocoa. And not once did she make a pass.”

“That’s the Sydney few people get to see,” Olivia agreed with a smile.

“I must confess I’m very attracted to you, Karla,” Olivia could hear the redhead coo. “You know my hotel isn’t too far from here,” she continued. Olivia felt sick. She wanted to jump up and tell this woman to back off. But she couldn’t, she didn’t have the right to.

“Excuse me,” Olivia said to Mura as she felt the sweat beginning to bead up on her forehead. “I need to use the ladies room,” she choked out as she felt the nausea beginning. She stood up as gracefully as she could manage and left the table, unaware that a pair of blue eyes were watching her closely.

CHAPTER THIRTY SIX

Karla’s eyes widened in horror. “Excuse me?” Karla stammered, in disbelief. This situation was bordering on lunacy. It was horrible enough being seated behind Olivia and her date. Add to that, her date had the manners of a drunken frat boy. The tall scientist had been pawing her all night long. Not a simple brushing against her; the woman had slid her chair over and was out and out groping her. She had endured this woman’s unwanted attention long enough.

Placing her fork down she took a moment to collect herself. The silliness of the situation suddenly struck her. Karla smirked slightly and decided it was time to bring the farce to an end. “Look, don’t take this the wrong way, but that’s not going to happen.”

“I don’t understand?” Linda responded her eyes almost popping out of her head, as her jaw dropped open.

“Let me spell it out for you, then,” Karla sighed in amusement. “I’d be lying if I said that you weren’t an attractive woman. But you seem to be well aware of that. I would love to enjoy some pleasant dinner conversation with you. That is if you can manage to keep your grubby hands to yourself. I don’t enjoy being treated like a piece of meat. I’ve already endured enough of that to last a lifetime. And for God’s sake put your shoes back on and stop trying to play footsy with me.

“I see,” Linda responded coldly, as she shifted her chair away slightly. Karla didn’t like the determined expression that emerged on the scientist’s face. “I need to go to the ladies room,” Karla offered hoping that by putting some distance between them, it would allow them both an opportunity to cool off.

As Karla stood she couldn’t help noticing that Olivia’s date was trying very hard not to look at her. She also was holding a well placed hand across her mouth. Karla rolled her eyes, thinking as she wondered if the woman would find it quite so amusing if she knew that Karla was heading to the ladies room to track down her date.

As Karla entered the ladies room she spotted Olivia leaning up against the tiled wall, rubbing her temple in an aggravated manner. “Hi,” Karla offered meekly.

“Why are you here?” Olivia groaned in a painful tone, not looking at Karla.

“In the bathroom?” Karla inquired hoping to ease the tension. Olivia lifted her head slowly and just stared blankly at Karla. “I didn’t know that you would be at this restaurant,” Karla stated carefully as she leaned against the wall next to Olivia.

Karla’s gaze. A part of the tall executive as angry at her inquiry. Another part of her was relieved to see that Olivia cared enough to be jealous.

“Blind date,” Karla confessed, suddenly feeling guilty being seen with another woman. It was an irrational feeling, but she couldn’t stop it.

“Oh.” Olivia pursed her lips as she spoke. “She seems nice. If you like that tall, beautiful, vapid model type.”

“Actually, she’s a rocket scientist.” Karla chuckled, amused by Olivia’s not so subtle jealousy.

Olivia crinkled her brow and stared up at Karla in disbelief. “I swear it’s true,” Karla defended herself. “My sister Meg’s idea of a joke. I think after the last time she set me up … never mind.”

“What happened the last time?” Olivia asked.

“Let’s just say, that my date would have found Blue’s Clues, challenging,” Karla explained as she purposely shifted closer to the blonde.

“We can’t keep doing this,” Olivia responded in a heavy tone as she pushed herself off of the wall. Stepping away, effectively putting some distance between herself and Karla.

The gesture was not lost on Karla. She stiffened and braced herself. “I’m tired of this circus we’ve managed to create myself,” Karla admitted in a determined tone. She stepped behind Olivia, tempted to reach out and wrap her arms around the smaller woman. She fought against the impulse. “What is it that you want, Olivia?”

Karla held her breath as she watched Olivia’s shoulders tense up. “I can’t have what I want,” Olivia responded in a flat, dry tone. Karla stood behind her as her heart shattered. There was a feeling of defeat in the smaller woman’s voice. She was giving up on them. ‘Game over.’ she thought bitterly to herself.

Unable to endure the painful silence that surrounded them, Karla brushed past Olivia unable to look at her as she passed. “What is it that you want, Skyler?” Olivia’s voice trembled as she spoke.

Karla removed her hand from the bathroom door. She turned and looked deeply into Olivia’s eyes. She knew that her own eyes were revealing everything she felt. She was tired of fighting it. “That’s easy,” Karla said in a deep rich tone. “I want to spend the rest of my life with you.”

She didn’t miss seeing the stunned expressed on Olivia’s face before turning away. She opened the door and stepped out of the ladies room. As she stepped out into the hallway, she clutched her chest. “Oh God.” She gasped as she reached out to steady herself against the wall. “What did I just do?”

CHAPTER THIRTY SEVEN

Olivia stood with her jaw hanging down as she stared at the door of the ladies room. She felt her body sway slightly. Reaching out, she grabbed onto the vanity of the sink to brace herself. Her emerald eyes drifting up slowly, looking at herself in the mirror wondering if she had just imagined everything that had happened. She took a hard look at herself in the mirror. Her heart felt as if it was going to explode. In the mirror she saw a glimmer in her eyes and suddenly things became all to clear. “Screw the job,” she stated confidently. “It’s time that I found happiness.” She pushed herself away from the vanity, brushed back her bangs, and straightened her dress. “Go out there and get the girl,” she reassured herself.

Confidently, she stepped out of the ladies room. There were a few passers by in the hallway, but not the one she needed to see at that moment. Olivia wasn’t surprised to not find Karla there. For once in her life she didn’t hesitate to think things over. She strode back to the dining room. Mura was seated there sipping her coffee. The table next to them was vacant.

Olivia swallowed hard and braced herself. “Hi,” she said with a slight tremble. Mura smiled up at her as she took her seat.

“You just missed everything,” Mura explained in a hurried voice.

“I hope not,” Olivia responded in a weary tone.

“The poster couple just stormed out of here,” Mura continued. “It seems from what I could hear, not that I was trying to listen, that the redhead was trying to get the brunette into the sack, only the brunette wasn’t interested.”

“Good for Karla.” Olivia smiled smugly.

“Karla?” Mura questioned her with curiosity.

Olivia chewed on her lip nervously as she contemplated her next course of action. “Olivia, what is going on here?” Mura inquired in a curious tone. Olivia continued to chew on her lip as she looked over to her date, Mura didn’t seem upset, she simply seemed interested.

“Okay.” Olivia blew out a tense breath.

After several cups of coffee and numerous interruptions by Mura, Olivia finally managed to spit out the entire sordid tale. “Wow,” Mura gasped as Olivia finished with what happened in the ladies room. “This has to be the most interesting date, I’ve ever been on,” Mura confessed.

“I’m sorry.” Olivia flinched slightly.

“Don’t be,” Mura reassured her. “This is the most excitement I’ve had in ages.” Then she chuckled slightly. “It almost sounds like one of Sydney’s stories.” She shook her head at the thought.

“What?” Olivia asked her bewilderment.

“Sorry, I keep forgetting that it’s a secret,” Mura blabbed out quickly.

“What is?” Olivia questioned still feeling that she was missing something.

“Never mind that,” Mura chastised her. “Just get moving. Go after her. She left here a while ago, and since we know she shot down the redhead … you know she isn’t with her. Would she go straight home?”

“Probably,” Olivia confirmed as she motioned for the waiter to bring the check. The waiter rushed over quickly. Olivia got the feeling that he was relieved to see them go since they had tied up the table long enough. She handed him her credit card quickly.

“Go after her.” Mura repeated as the waiter rushed off. “Don’t think about, just go for it,” Mura urged her on.

“You think I should?” Olivia said feeling her resolve wavering, as all of her fears reemerged.

“Yes,” Mura flared at her.

The waiter returned with the bill and Olivia signed it. “Wait.” Mura interrupted as the waiter groaned, “I’ll get this.”

“No.” Olivia smiled as she filled in a hefty amount for a tip. “Let me do this. It’s the least I can do. Besides I could be out of work soon. Think of it as my last hurrah.”

“I don’t know. The entertainment value alone was worth it,” Mura teased. “Where does Karla live?”

“Brighton,” Olivia answered as they stood and made their way to the coat check.

“Let me drive you,” Mura offered excitedly.

“I …,” Olivia stammered.

“Please,” Mura pleaded. “I feel like we are some kind of mission. Plus, if I drive you I won’t let you talk yourself out of this.”

Olivia nodded her head in silent agreement as Mura rushed her out of the restaurant. “Why are you doing this?” Olivia asked her with a smile.

“I’m just a hopeless romantic,” Mura explained as she led Olivia to her car.

“I hope it’s not too late.” Olivia thought aloud the fear burning in her chest.

CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT

Karla slammed to the door to her apartment, Harry looked up at her as he shut off the television. She could see the frightened look in his eyes. “Do you want to talk about it?” he inquired tentatively.

“Bite me, “she snarled as she stormed off into her bedroom, not before she saw her father flinch. She paused for a moment and steadied herself. She noted that she seemed to be doing that a lot lately. What was it about the blonde that could send her off balance so easily? “I’m sorry, Harry,” she apologized softly. “Everything is a mess and it shouldn’t be,” she explained weakly.

“Come sit down and tell me about it.” He patted the futon and held out his arms.

“I can’t,” Karla said softly, still unable to meet his gaze. “Not yet,” she added. “Right now I need to be alone.”

“I’m here if you need me,” he offered gently as she retreated into her bedroom.

“Thank you,” she responded as she looked over at him, the concern written all over his wrinkled features. She smiled weakly as she closed the door behind her. She stripped off her clothing, trying to focus on the simple act of undressing as her heart was breaking.

Finally, clad in a T-shirt and boxer shorts, she tossed herself onto the mattress. She couldn’t fight it any longer as the tears overwhelmed her. Burrowing her face in her hands, she cried. Wiping the tears away, fearing that Harry could hear her strangled sobs, she turned on the radio on her alarm clock.

As the sultry, smoky voice floated through her darkened bedroom, the words reached in and ripped out her already tortured heart.

Games, changes, and fears

When will they go from here

When will they stop

I believe that fate has brought us here

And we should be together babe

But we’re not

I play it off but I’m dreaming of you

I’ll keep my cool but I’m feignin’.

I try to say goodbye but I choke

I try to walk away and I stumble

Though I try to hide it, it’s clear

My world crumbles when you are not near

I may appear to be free

But I’m just a prisoner of your love

And I may see alright and smile when you leave

But my smiles are just a front

I play it off but I’m dreaming of you

I’ll keep my cool but I’m feignin’

I try to say goodbye but I choke

I try to walk away and I stumble

Though I try to hide it, it’s clear

My world crumbles when you are not near

Goodbye and I choke

I try to walk away and I stumble

Though I try to hide it, it’s clear

My world crumbles when you are not near

Here is my confession

May I be your possession

Boy I need your touch

You love kisses and such

With all my might I try

But this I can’t deny

I play it off but I’m dreaming of you

I’ll keep my cool but I feignin’

I try to say goodbye and I choke

I try to walk away and I stumble

Though I try to hide it, it’s clear

My world crumbles when you are not near

Karla found herself staring at the ceiling of her bedroom, knowing that Macy Gray’s words explained exactly how she felt about Olivia. Off in the distance she thought she heard the buzzer and Harry moving around. She didn’t pay attention as she shut off the radio and resang the lyrics to the song. She allowed her pain to pulsate through her. She had tried walking away from Olivia but couldn’t. She was never able to turn her back on the feelings. Her bedroom door squeaked open but she ignored the light filtering in as she continued to sing softly.

“That’s how I feel about us,” came the soft voice from the doorway.

Karla sat up quickly, blinking her swollen eyes in disbelief. There stood Olivia leaning against the doorway, bathed in the soft light emanating from the living room. Karla couldn’t believe that the vision of the golden-haired woman who had captured her heart was real. She licked her lips nervously as she tried to steady her breathing. “Why are you here?” she finally managed to utter, praying that the vision wouldn’t suddenly vanish.

“I’m here so you can kiss me good morning.” Olivia spoke softly as she stepped into the room closing the door behind her.

“Oh, ” was the only thing Karla could manage to say. She reached over and clicked on the lamp that lies at the side of her bed. The room was instantly bathed in light and Olivia still stood there. She stared in bewilderment as the blonde shyly tucked a lock of hair behind her ear.

“You’ve been crying,” Olivia said softly as she cast her purse onto the floor.

Karla felt her heart racing and her stomach flutter as Olivia knelt down on the mattress in front of her.

“I’m really upset with you,” Olivia said playfully as she crawled closer to Karla.

“For?” Karla blinked as she felt her smile peeking out.

“Telling me how you felt, in the ladies room,” Olivia chastised her as she pulled up the hem of her dress slightly so she could straddle Karla’s hips. “It wasn’t very romantic. Twenty years from now when you’re gumming your food, I may have to give you a hard time about that.”

“Gumming my food?” Karla laughed as she placed her hands on Olivia’s hips. “I don’t know, it was somewhat adorable.”

“Hmm,” Olivia grunted as she wrinkled her brow.

The world stopped spinning as Olivia placed her hands on Karla’s shoulders. “And what makes you think that I’ll be the one gumming her food?” Karla teased as her hands started caressing Olivia’s hips.

“Well you are older than me,” Olivia pointed out. Her eyes twinkled as her fingers started to lace themselves in Karla’s long raven tresses. “I ran after you,” she said solemnly.

“Tonight?” Karla asked.

“Yes, but also that morning at Sydney’s,” Olivia explained as her fingers continued running through Karla’s hair. “I ran after you, but when I reached the street you were gone.”

“I love you,” Karla admitted as she stared deeply into a sea of green. “I tried not to, I just couldn’t help myself.”

Olivia’s fingers rested on Karla’s jaw as her thumb stroked her neck. “You better love me,” Olivia taunted her. “Because I’m so deeply in love with you it hurts.”

“I don’t want to hurt you,” Karla confessed revealing all of her emotions in her tone. “I want us to stop hurting. To hell with the job, we’ll find some way to survive.”

The stayed there staring deeply into one another’s eyes as their fingers continued sweet caresses. “I am curious about one thing though,” Karla said finally. “If you came here for a good morning kiss, aren’t you a little early?”

“I guess I could just spend the night so you can kiss me in the morning,” Olivia suggested with a sly smile. “Unless of course you want me to leave and come back in the morning?”

“Not a chance,” Karla beamed as she pulled Olivia closer to her and captured her lips.

CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE

Olivia could feel her body reeling from the kiss she had just shared with her lover. ‘Her lover.’ It felt good to finally be able to think of Karla as a part of her. She smiled sheepishly as she stared into Karla’s eyes. She was mesmerized by the unhidden emotion that was clearly written in her crystal blue orbs. She could feel Karla’s fingertips tenderly tracing a pattern along her hips. Olivia reeled as she felt her lover’s lips pressed against her own. Pressing her body against Karla’s felt so right. All of her fears, all of her demons simply vanished as she felt the heat from Karla’s lips. She felt herself teasing Karla’s bottom lip with her tongue, tickling and teasing, asking for permission to enter the warmth of Karla’s mouth. She heard Karla moan as her lips parted. Olivia accepted the invitation eagerly. Olivia explored the sweet warmth of the recesses of Karla’s mouth. She heard herself whimper as two strong hands gently lifted the hem of her dress higher.

Karla’s hands drifted higher, cupping her backside. As her lover kneaded her firm cheeks, she slipped her hands down, feeling her way down her lover’s body until she could slip her hands under the cotton T-shirt. Her fingertips tingled as she felt the warmth of Karla’s skin. “Do have any idea how incredibly beautiful you are?” Olivia could feel her throat tremble as she spoke. She couldn’t stop looking into Karla’s eyes. Never before had she been so completely captivated by another human being.

Reaching down she stroked Karla’s tear-stained cheek with her thumb. “I’ve made you cry, again,” she commented sadly.

“It doesn’t matter,” Karla argued as her hands drifted up along Olivia’s body.

“Yes it does,” Olivia, said softly, her thumb continued to caress the chiseled cheekbone. “I never want to hurt you again,” Olivia reassured her as she lowered her head and placed a gentle promising kiss on her waiting lips.

She could feel and hear the sounds of the zipper of her dress being lowered. She raised herself and looked down upon the woman she was still straddling. Firm hands caressing up her body, stopping to run gentle circles across her shoulders. She inhaled sharply and shivered as she felt her dress being lowered down her arms.

“Are you all right?” Karla asked her gently.

“Yes,” Olivia nodded as she spoke. “I’m just nervous. It’s silly, but I feel like this is the first time. You know? Like I’m a virgin, ” she explained as she watched the brilliant smile emerge on Karla’s lips. Olivia’s focus locked on those full inviting lips as she allowed her dress to be lowered. Instinctively, she pulled her arms through the sleeves.

“It’s not silly,” Karla reassured her as she pooled Olivia’s dress around her waist. “The other times we were together, it was desire or need that drove us into each other’s arms. Tonight …” Olivia held her breath as Karla paused seeming lost in her thoughts as her fingertips worked a magical trail across her exposed stomach. “Tonight,” Karla repeated in a dreamy voice. “I want to make love to you.”

“Please,” Olivia moaned as Karla’s hands continued their gentle exploration. “Love me,” she whispered as Karla raised her body. The sensation of their bodies meeting and melting into one another warmed Olivia’s rapidly beating heart. She felt Karla’s fingers massaging her scalp as she pulled her in closer. Olivia wrapped herself around Karla’s body, taking in the scent of her skin, nuzzling her neck as she buried her face in Karla’s silky tresses.

Knowing hands made gentle circles across her back, slowly unclasping her bra. There were no hurried movements; Karla simply ran her hands up and down Olivia’s naked back. Olivia felt herself being lowered onto the bed. She inhaled deeply as her lover supported herself above her. Her eyes fluttered shut as Karla leaned down and kissed her. It was sweet, slow and full of promise.

Her eyes opened slowly as the innocent kiss ended. She watched as Karla slowly removed her bra. Touching her once again with only her fingertips, the brunette ran her blunt finger nails across Olivia’s exposed flesh. Olivia could feel her body reacting to the gentle, loving touch. Karla continued to undress Olivia very slowly. Brushing her sensitive skin lightly, placing gentle kisses along her body.

Feeling the warmth and love as her lover looked over her naked body, as she lay before her, Olivia felt a sense of peace, knowing that this is where she belonged. Smiling as she reached for her lover, drawing her close to her. She did what she had been aching to do, she kissed Karla. This time the shyness dissipated as the kiss deepened. Claiming and exploring as they explored one another’s mouths. Hands roaming as their passion steadily grew.

Olivia rolled Karla over onto her back, breaking away from the kiss. She looked at her lover, her eyes betraying the pure love and desire that were burning within her. She undressed Karla, slowly, just as the taller woman had undressed her. Brushing her quivering flesh and stealing kisses as she removed the T-shirt and boxer shorts.

Finally, free from all barriers, their bodies met. Wrapping themselves in a loving embrace, they held onto to each other allowing themselves to enjoy the bliss of listening to the other’s heart beating. Slow gentle kisses as hands began to caress and explore. Legs wrapping around one another, their bodies became one. Lingering kisses as their hands drifted slowly, finding the source of her lover’s passion. Each moaned at the wetness their hands discovered. Their bodies trembling as fingers teased and taunted swollen lips.

Olivia could hear her lover gasp as they entered each other’s center. She loved the feel of being inside of Karla. Their fingers gliding in and out slowly as they continued rocking gently into each other. There was no gasping or moaning. They continued slowly kissing, tongues dancing together, as their mounds pressed together. Olivia could feel the beating of Karla’s heart as they swayed together, their bodies becoming one. The quiet climax filled Olivia’s heart. This time there was no need to hurry; this time was the start of forever.

They held onto one another, their fingers remaining deep inside, as the walls of their centers pulsated. Olivia moaned as she felt Karla’s touch leaving her. She watched with a smoky gaze as her lover licked her fingers slowly. She whimpered as she watched. She found herself gently stroking her fingers in and out of Karla. Her clit began to throb as she watched Karla’s head fall back.

Fueled on by the feel of her lover’s hips thrusting against her hand, Olivia began to suckle her nipple. Karla gasped and arched against her as Olivia suckled her harder. She could feel Karla’s clit throbbing against her thumb as she taunted her. She felt her own nub pulsating in the same aching rhythm. Shifting her body as she released Karla’s breast from her mouth, she was now atop her lover plunging deeper inside of her as Karla’s thigh pressed against her center.

Their pace growing wild with need and desire, Olivia found herself taking her lover to the edge. Unable to control her lust, she rode her lover’s thigh as she lowered herself onto Karla’s heaving body. Their naked bodies melting together as Olivia continued to pleasure Karla. Their bodies thrusting as Karla begged her lover for release. Olivia suckled the pulse point on Karla’s neck as their hardened nipples circled and teased, adding to the intense desire they were sharing. Karla screamed out her name as her body arched off of the mattress. Olivia continued plunging in and out of her as her hips ground against Karla’s firm thigh.

Karla gasped and pleaded as she exploded against Olivia hand. Olivia felt the walls of Karla’s center tighten against her fingers. She wiggled her fingers inside of her lover as she pressed her own throbbing clit against the quivering thigh. Olivia crashed over the edge, crying out as the waves of passion tore through her body.

They held on to each other, their hearts and bodies trembling, still aching for more. Their lips soon sought out each other. The kiss quickly ignited. Now was the time to release their unbridled passion. Soon Olivia found herself feasting upon Karla’s wetness, with her face buried deep within her lover as she lowered her own passion to Karla’s eagerly awaiting mouth.

Later, long after the sun had risen, the two finally crawled under the covers and held on to one another as they drifted off into a blissful slumber.

CHAPTER FORTY

Karla squirmed slightly trying to will herself awake. She felt the naked body next to her. She opened her eyes tentatively, hoping that last night hadn’t been a dream. She looked down to find tufts of blonde hair. Olivia had decided to envelope her body during the morning. She kissed the blonde head lightly as she smiled to herself. “It wasn’t a dream,” she murmured aloud.

“No it wasn’t,” came the reply as Olivia lifted her head, her green eyes sparkling up at her.

The vision warmed Karla’s heart. “I love you,” she admitted freely, just before the panic clenched her chest. She couldn’t help fearing that this morning would end up just as every other one she had shared with this woman.

“I love you too,” Olivia responded with a brilliant smile.

Karla found herself blowing out a sigh of relief. Olivia’s grin grew broader. “So how about that good morning kiss you promised me?” the blonde teased her.

Karla glanced over at the clock and chuckled. “Well, it’s far too late for good morning,” she noted wryly. “How about good afternoon?”

“Hmm.” Olivia smiled brightly as she climbed up Karla’s body. “Good Afternoon,” she whispered before capturing Karla in a searing kiss. “You are an incredible lover,” Olivia informed the blushing woman as she snuggled against her.

“Thank you.” Karla smiled as she held her lover close to her. “So are you. I just can’t seem to get enough when we are together. You know I was nervous about last night too,” Karla found herself confessing.

“Hmm,” Olivia murmured in agreement. “I told you I felt like a virgin. It was the first time, we made love,” Olivia continued.

“That was so much better than my first time,” Karla teased as she caressed Olivia’s naked back. “I was seventeen and Mark and I fumbled through. Neither of us was really into it. We just thought it was time, since everyone else was doing it. Not surprisingly, soon after that we both admitted to ourselves that we were gay. Easiest break up in my life.”

“Your first time was with a guy?” Olivia asked as she looked up curiously.

“I didn’t know I was gay,” Karla explained. “I suspected, but I still hadn’t dealt with it. What about you?”

“I never slept with a guy,” Olivia confessed happily. “My first time was really sweet, Syd …” Karla stared at her intently. “She …” Olivia corrected herself quickly. Karla shrugged it off as a mistake. “I kind of misled her though.”

“How so?” Karla inquired as she continued to run her fingers along Olivia’s spine.

“It was the summer before I started college,” Olivia began. “I was working at the local theatre. Touring companies would come in for a few weeks. I did tech work, lighting and what not. I met this actress, and was head over heels from the start. I managed to convince her that I was much older than I looked. I also led her to believe that I had been with a woman before.”

Karla listened intently, her brow furrowed at the familiarity of the tale. “She completely freaked when she found out that I was a seventeen-year-old virgin. Of course, by then I wasn’t a virgin anymore. She ranted about …”

“Deflowering a teenager in the South,” Karla finished for her.

“That’s a little spooky.” Olivia looked at her in surprise.

Karla shifted uncomfortably as she extracted herself from Olivia’s body. Slipping out of bed she searched, turning her backside to Olivia. “Not that I’m objecting to the view …” Olivia commented from behind her. Karla turned realizing that she was completely naked and bent over in front of her lover.

“Sorry.” Karla smirked before returning to her search.

“I’m not,” Olivia purred. “But what is so important that you would leave your lover alone in bed?” the blonde teased her.

Finding what she was looking for, she picked up the manuscript and climbed back onto the mattress. She flipped through until she found the section she was looking for. “This,” she explained as she handed it to Olivia. The blonde looked at her with curiosity before reading what Karla had just handed her. Feeling slightly chilly, Karla rolled over and grabbed her T-shirt off of the floor.

“I don’t understand,” Olivia muttered absently. “Where did you get this?” Karla watched as the confusion poured over her lover. “Chapel Hill, a new novel by Charlotte Hayden Smith,” Olivia read the cover page aloud.

“I got it from you,” Karla explained trying piece together what was happening. She was at a loss. None of it made any sense.

“Me?” Olivia questioned as she blinked in confusion.

Karla watched as Olivia flipped through the manuscript, a blush creeping across her cherub features. “That day in my office when we were about to have sex but Rob interrupted us,” Karla tried to explain.

“Karla this is exactly how I lost my virginity,” Olivia gasped. “A bit more poetic but even the name of the book, my home is where it happened.”

“I found it after you stormed out,” Karla explained quickly. “It was with the files you were working on. It was in a big envelope.”

Olivia looked up at her with a murderous gaze. “I’m going to kill her,” she growled. Karla was surprised and more than a little frightened by her lover’s tone. Karla watched as Olivia slammed the manuscript down and jumped off of the mattress. “Dead! She is so dead!” Olivia continued rant as she picked up her dress off of the floor. “I can’t wear this. I might get blood on it,” Olivia growled.

“Okay.” Karla trembled as she stood and grabbed a shirt and an old pair of jeans for Olivia to wear.

Olivia dressed in the clothing that was far too big for her. Karla thought the small blonde would look absolutely adorable if it wasnt for the vein throbbing in her temple. Karla threw on some clothing as Olivia grabbed an old pair of sneakers. “You look like a kid playing dress up,” Karla found herself commenting as Olivia grabbed her purse and the manuscript.

“Hold on,” Karla called after her as she dashed out of the bedroom. Olivia halted in her tracks. Karla noted Harry and Howard watching them with some degree of amusement. “Can you tell me what is going on?”

“Its just unfreakin believable,” Olivia managed to spit out.

“Can I at least come with you?” Karla inquired carefully.

“Yes,” Olivia agreed as they headed for the door.

“Put a coat on,” Harry called out.

Karla rushed back and grabbed two jackets from the closet. “What’s up?” Harry asked. “Did you piss her off again?”

“Not me this time,” Karla quickly explained. “I’m not sure what is going on.”

“What about the two of you?” Harry asked carefully.

“Us?” Karla shrugged. “We’re fine. We’re in love,” she concluded with a smile and a wink as she left to catch up with Olivia.

“About freakin time you two figured it out,” she heard him muttering as she closed the door.

Karla found Olivia on the corner hailing a taxi, thankfully her lover waited for her to join her. Karla was still trying figure out what was happening as she heard Olivia give the address of the apartment she was living in. The ride seemed to take forever. Olivia fumed silently as she rolled the manuscript up and clenched it furiously. Karla decided that remaining quiet would insure her good health.

Olivia paid the driver as he pulled up to the curb. Karla trembled as her lover stormed out of the taxi into the building and up the staircase; Karla was a little out of breathe as she followed her. Olivia unlocked the door and kicked it open.

Karla watched in amazement. Sydney smiled at both of them. “Hey, there you are,” Sydney greeted Olivia. “That must have been some date since you’ve been gone for almost twenty four hours and arrive back with a different girl,” Sydney teased.

Karla gave the bartender a worried look, still uncertain as to what in the hell was going on.

“You bitch!” Olivia shouted as she tossed the manuscript at Sydney. Karla watched as her gray eyes widened in fear.

“Oh shit,” Sydney squeaked as she tried to bolt.

Karla quickly shut the door and blocked Sydney’s escape. Karla suddenly understood everything. “Sydney?” she asked Olivia in disbelief. “You gave up your innocence to her?”

“Oh crap,” Sydney moaned finding herself trapped between the two of them.

“Sydney?” Karla repeated in amazement. “I mean I knew the two of you went together a few years ago.”

“Everyone knows that,” Olivia said quickly. Karla watched as the blonde took a calming breath. “But no one, until now, knew that we were together when I was a teenager. Did they, Charlotte?”

“That’s why I asked you to read it,” Sydney protested as she slipped out from between.

Karla could see the bartender shaking as she retreated to the far side of the room. Olivia now stood next to her as they both glared at the woman. “How could you even think of telling millions of readers the intimate details of how I lost my virginity?” Olivia shouted in anger. Karla had to fight back the urge to laugh, seeing her lover fuming dressed in one her large men’s shirts and her jeans rolled up far too many times.

“Olivia,” Sydney began tentatively. “I won’t publish it. I’ve been meaning to tell you about my books for a long time. I guess I was just too embarrassed by the content. You’ve read them, I know you think theyre fluff and they are. But I really enjoy writing them.”

“I love your books,” Olivia sighed. “I just don’t want to read about my own sex life,” she added with a renewed fury.

“It’s really good,” Karla, decided to throw in. “Much better than her other stuff,” Karla added honestly.

Olivia stared at her in disbelief before casting a hostile stare at Sydney. “I also don’t want my lover reading about it,” Olivia growled as she motioned to Karla.

“Your lover?” Sydney asked with a bright smile. “All right you two finally got it together. I’ve been telling you that she’s the one.”

Karla shook her head, knowing that the bartender was just digging herself in deeper. “Focus, Chase,” Olivia commanded. Karla watched as Sydney flinched.

“If it bothers you …” Sydney began.

“Bothers me?” Olivia groaned in an incredulous tone.

“I won’t release it,” Sydney reassured her. “This happened once before. I won’t lose another friend over it.”

“Catherine Merrick,” Olivia said quietly. Karla could feel the anger slipping away.

“How did you know that?” Sydney asked in surprise.

“Because we’ve been looking for you,” Olivia explained. “Or Charlotte rather.”

“It’s my real name,” Sydney explained. “I changed it after my career went into the toilet.”

“And you had some kind of break down,” Olivia responded. “Catherine Merrick put a stop to your book, because everyone would have thought the two of you were lovers.”

“We weren’t,” Sydney responded firmly. “But I did manage to make a complete ass out myself. Why do you know all of this and why were you looking for me?”

“Your first book,” Karla finally stepped in. “I’ve been trying to get you to release it. Showtime wants the rights.”

“I won’t,” Sydney refused instantly. “I screwed up a really good friendship because of that book. I won’t betray her by releasing it.”

Olivia chuckled lightly; Karla understood the craziness of the situation was overwhelming. “She wants you to,” Olivia laughed.

“What?” Sydney asked.

“She wants you to,” Olivia confirmed. “Hell I spoke to her personally late yesterday afternoon on my cell phone. Oh forgot to tell you that,” Olivia noted to Karla.

“All things considered it’s understandable,” Karla concurred. “I got the message though, from her assistant. The lawyers faxed over the paperwork.”

“Hello!” Sydney shouted out. “Anyone want to fill me in?”

“She wants to change her image,” Olivia explained. “Catherine Merrick will play the lead if the deal goes through.”

“She’d be great,” Sydney responded thoughtfully.

“Actors,” Olivia said in exasperation.

“Sydney, I’ve been working on this project for over a year before I came to Boston,” Karla explained. “Olivia and I have been working on it nonstop since then. Together we put the whole package together. Everything is done with one notable exception. Nothing can happen until we get your signature on two contracts.”

“Tell me she’s not joking,” Sydney pleaded with Olivia.

“She’s not joking,” Olivia laughed. “You just need to sign the release for publication. Then sign the deal for the film rights.”

“How did you manage all of this without my consent?” Sydney questioned.

“I didn’t know about your lack of interest until the deals were in motion,” Karla explained. “And then I covered it up. Hell, I’m in the PR business.”

“And apparently you are very good at it,” Sydney applauded her. “You don’t know how much it means to me to publish Jeanne. It was the best thing I ever wrote.”

“Not to mention the money,” Olivia added.

“Well that’s not important.” Sydney shrugged. “I mean it will be nice …”

“Sydney,” Olivia interrupted her. “After the contracts are signed and the checks released, your initial clearance will be just shy of six figures.”

“I love you,” Sydney choked out.

“Good,” Olivia responded. “Because I may be out of work soon, and in need of a loan.”

“Anything,” Sydney offered.

Karla chewed on her bottom lip her mind racing. Everything was falling into place. “You know Jeanne may be the best thing you ever wrote but this …” She walked over and picked up the manuscript and handed it back to Olivia. “This runs a close second. You really should read it, Olivia,” Karla explained. Now knowing who the main characters really were, it made complete sense. Sydney had written a beautiful tale that revealed that she had been very much in love with Olivia at one time and probably still held feelings for her. It made Karla a little uncomfortable, but she really couldn’t fault the bartender. Olivia was that special.

“How soon until all of this happens?” Sydney inquired eagerly.

Karla smiled at her as she reached into her coat pocket relieved to find her cell phone there. “The contracts are in my office. We can go right now,” Karla offered.

“Great,” Sydney said brightly. “Hell, I can quit my job after tonight.”

“Me too,” Karla beamed as she punched in her speed dial.

“Calling the lawyers?” Olivia asked.

“Yes,” Karla winked at her. “I want this finished as quickly as possible. Would you be willing to sign something admitting to our relationship? I don’t want you fired once I’m gone. If we sign affidavits that we didn’t lie to Carlos but yes we are involved now and neither of us will sue for sexual harassment, you should be fine.”

“I’ll sign, but truthfully they can keep the job. I just want you,” Olivia explained before placing a tender kiss on Karla’s lips. “Will you do me one favor before you resign? Fire Rob and let me watch.”

“Cool.” Karla beamed. “We have a lot of work to do to finish this up.”

“Let’s go,” Olivia responded firmly.

CHAPTER FORTY-ONE

Things didn’t progress as quickly as Karla had predicted. Olivia didn’t care; she could finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. The last details were wrapped up; Olivia had even managed to get Catherine Merrick to hire J&B to handle her PR. Thankfully with the dip in the economy, Carlos had even delayed his trip up to Boston. Finally, ten days after Olivia discovered that Sydney was Charlotte, she was standing in Karla’s office holding a very large check with her name on it. It was her bonus. “Wow,” she repeated as her lover laughed.

Olivia tossed the check onto Karla’s desk and sat leisurely on top of the desk. She leaned over and placed a gentle kiss onto Karla’s lips. “Hi,” she said for no reason other than she simply couldn’t get enough of this beautiful woman, who for some reason loved her.

“Hi yourself.” Karla smiled back at her.

Olivia watched as Karla tapped the large file sitting upon her desk. Olivia knew what was in there. She had helped compile much of the evidence herself. Rob was in very deep doo-doo. Fortunately, the little weasel was seemingly unaware that his days with the company were numbered. Karla was just waiting for one more piece of the puzzle. She had finally revealed to Olivia what that was. Karla wanted to know just what Rob was holding over Carlos’ head. She didn’t want them to get blindsided when she fired the unsavory man.

“How do you think it will go with Carlos?” the blonde inquired hesitantly. The time since they had finally announced their true feeling for one another had been both a blessing and a torture. Olivia found herself spending every night at Karla’s apartment. Which was great, since she got to awaken in her taller lovers arms every morning. She smiled as she recalled how Karla had cared for her when she had cramps. Plus Olivia was not in a great hurry to return to Sydney’s apartment.

The tiny apartment plus the tension was a little too much for the emotional blonde to withstand at the moment. She knew that Sydney hadn’t meant any harm, but she still felt betrayed that Chase had never revealed such an important part of her life to her. It had also proven to be difficult to be around Karla in the office everyday without allowing her emotions to show. Not a new experience. Yet, since they had become lovers it had been more trying, since she knew she could touch Karla without the fear of rejection.

Then there was the problem of Rob. Weasel boy had a habit a showing up at the most inopportune moments. It was almost as if he had been following them. Which of course Olivia wouldn’t put past him. Something inside of Olivia burned each time he would cast a nasty smug look at the two of them. Olivia calmed herself each time with the knowledge that he would be gone soon. Karla had requested that Carlos come to Boston. She made it clear that his presence was very important. Now all they had to do was wait for his arrival. Which should be happening at any moment.

Olivia felt her stomach clench as Karla’s telephone rang. She watched nervously as her lover answered the call. Karla looked up at her with the warmest smile. “He’s here,” she said as she gave Olivia’s hand a reassuring squeeze. Olivia nodded in response as she removed herself from her perch on Karla’s desk. ‘It’s time.’ Olivia noted to herself as she took her place by Karla’s side.

As Carlos entered, Olivia braced herself for what was going to be a very unpleasant scene. She had promised Karla that she would let her lead, and keep her exuberant emotions in check. “Good Morning, Ladies,” he addressed them as he looked from one to the other, clearly not expecting to see both of them. Olivia could see that he was sizing up the situation and had not missed the comfortable atmosphere they shared.

“Good Morning, Carlos,” Karla greeted him in a friendly manner. Olivia simply responded with, “Sir.”

Carlos seated himself in a chair, carefully unbuttoning his jacket as he sat. He then brushed away the creases from his expensive suit. “I’m not accustomed to being summoned by my subordinates,” Carlos added curtly.

Olivia was amazed how Karla remained completely calm as Carlos glared at her. Her lover simply held his gaze as she smiled back at him coldly. Olivia was trembling inside as her palms began to sweat. “Why am I here?” he demanded finally.

“Why so tense, Carlos?” Karla inquired in a firm even tone of voice. “I would think that you would be happy to see me, given the fact that business is dropping and yet my department has just made a truck load of money and scored a lot of new clients.”

“I am pleased,” he smiled sincerely. “You have saved the company from starting layoffs. Just word of your new clients has brought several more business’ and celebrities on board.”

“Yes,” Karla concurred. “Everyone wants to look like they are doing theyre share for the war effort.”

Olivia had seen this side of her lover before and she had to admit it unnerved her. The cold, calculating bitch that could reduce the strongest of men to a quivering mass of jell-o. She noticed that tiny beads of sweat began to form on Carlos’ brow, marring his normally calm, controlled appearance. Karla seemed to be enjoying Carlos discomfort as she simply stared at the man.

“Why am I here?” Carlos repeated his voice commanding, but Olivia could see the cracks beginning to form.

“I’m leaving,” Karla responded flatly.

Carlos seemed visibly stunned as Karla slid the typewritten letter of resignation over to him. “What?” he stammered. “Karla, if this is about money, I’m quite certain that the board is already planning on promoting you.”

“It’s not about money,” Karla explained her voice softening. “I want out.”

“But that’s insane,” he argued.

“It’s the sanest thing I’ve ever done,” Karla responded with a gentle smile.

“I see,” Carlos grunted as he read the letter. “And I suppose you want your little friend to take your place?” He sneered as he cast a hostile glare at Olivia. The blonde swallowed hard at the implication as she held her ground.

“No,” Karla answered in cold tone. “But it won’t be Rob.”

“He does have the experience,” Carlos smirked.

Olivia and Karla had already discussed the issue. Olivia wasn’t certain that she wanted to stay after Karla’s departure. Plus, as Tim had explained, she wasn’t ready to sit in the lead chair. Olivia also understood that once their relationship was revealed chances were slim to none that she would ever move up in the company. “He’s a low life,” Karla retorted in a dismissive tone. “If you promote him, half of the department will quit. Besides, he’s going to be very busy trying to stay out of jail.” Karla pushed over the large file they had put together. It showed all of Rob’s illegal misappropriation of funds, along with every one of his acts of misconduct.

“Karla?” Carlos squeaked out as his very turned ashen.

“These are copies,” Karla continued. “The originals are all set to be sent off to Petersen. I’m going over your head because, frankly, I don’t trust you to do the right thing.”

“Please, ” the man whimpered. Suddenly his face became flushed. “I’ll expose your relationship,” he threatened. “I know that theres something going on with the two of you. Miss Davenport will be out on the street.”

Olivia felt her blood burning. They had expected the threat; it hurt just the same. She felt Karla touch her arm slightly; giving her the balance she needed not to explode. “Yes we are in a relationship,” Olivia confessed as she reached over and handed the bewildered executive the affidavits that they had prepared. “As you can see, it began after your last visit. We didn’t lie to you then. We’ve both signed these affidavits attesting to that fact. We also agreed that neither of us would ever claim sexual harassment. That’s what the company is afraid of and now they have nothing to fear. It’s in writing and Karla is leaving.” She flashed a confident smirk back at the angry man.

“Do you think this is funny?” Carlos growled as he tried to stare her down.

“No,” Olivia shot back. “I don’t find anything amusing about having to reveal the intimate details of my life to a bunch of lawyers, just to save my job.” Olivia cringed as she recalled the degrading questions they asked both of them.

“Let it go, Carlos,” Karla threatened. “There are no grounds to fire her. Everyone upstairs knows how much business Olivia has brought in during these difficult times.”

Carlos looked like a man who had been beaten. “Carlos,” Karla began slowly and carefully. “My resignation is effective at the end of the month, start looking for my replacement. I know it won’t be Rob since I’m firing him today.”

“Karla, I’m begging you don’t fire him,” Carlos pleaded. “My family.”

“Tell me what he is holding over you,” Karla urged him. “It won’t leave this room. If you let me handle this, I promise you this will be over and you can protect your family. Whatever it is, I’m certain that I can handle him. It’s not like you got drunk at some company party and let him … .”

They watched, as the older man seemed to crumble before them. Olivia felt sorry for him as he fought to maintain his composure. “That’s it,” Karla gasped. “You’ve put everyone through hell, just because of a blow job you got twenty years ago?” Karla fumed.

“Karla!” Both Olivia and Carlos chastised her.

“Oh what,” Karla snorted. “Olivia, take Carlos to the observation room. This ends now.”

Olivia gathered up the shaken man and escorted him to the small room. The room looked into a conference room used for focus groups. They could see in but no one in the conference room could see them. Olivia sat Carlos down before turning on the video camera. Then they waited for Karla and Rob to enter. They sat opposite one another, each trying to stare the other down. Karla placed the folder that outlined Rob’s crimes in between them and then she placed a micro-cassette recorder onto the table and turned it on. “Let the games begin,” Olivia muttered happily.

“I’m recording this conversation,” Karla explained as she smiled coldly at the man. Olivia could see that his eyes were bloodshot from where she was standing.

“Why?” Rob questioned Karla in a snide manner.

Olivia’s green eyes narrowed as she watched them. There was always something about this man that made her skin crawl. “I think that it would be a wise idea,” Karla commented casually. “You do that a lot,” Karla commented dryly. “Question things that I say to you. Sometimes I wonder if you are aware of the fact that I’m your boss.”

“Karla, I’ve never been disrespectful towards you,” Rob lied in a perfectly calm tone.

“Haven’t you?” Karla responded in an equally calm voice. “I wasn’t aware that I ever gave you permission to address me by my first name. In fact I know that I haven’t. It’s the little things, Rob. As I said, I am recording this meeting so there won’t be any misunderstandings later. Do you agree to having our meeting recorded?”

“Yes,” Rob shrugged uncaringly.

Olivia noticed that Rob was still slouched in his chair with an uncaring expression on his face. “The reason I called you in here is because of the big things,” Karla explained in a professional manner. “Your services are no longer needed. Your termination takes effect immediately. I’ve sent the paper work down to personnel. Security will escort you from the premises.”

“You can’t fire me,” Rob stated slowly seemingly unfettered by the news.

“I just did,” Karla, noted, a bright smile emerging on her face. “I’m not only firing you, I’m turning this over to the authorities.” She patted the file gently. “You’ve been a very naughty boy.”

He simply snorted in response and pushed the folder back at her. “I don’t know what you are talking about,” Rob slurred slightly. “And I won’t be leaving the company. Perhaps you should reconsider this course of action,” he said very carefully this time punctuating each word.

“It’s your choice,” Karla beamed. “Walk out or be dragged out. It’s entirely up to you.”

Olivia watched in disbelief as Rob rolled his eyes. She tensed as he reached over. She blew out a sigh of relief when he simply shut off the tape recorder. He reached into his coat pocket and retrieved a packet and slid it over to Karla then he removed his cell phone. “Don’t bother,” Karla instructed him still smiling. “Carlos won’t help you this time.”

Rob snorted snidely as Carlos stiffened. “I know about what happened, Rob. Blackmail is an ugly thing. Carlos won’t help you, because he knows that I will simply go over his head,” Karla explained.

“This is why you are video taping this,” Carlos said knowingly. “You knew he’d shut off the tape recorder.”

“That’s right,” Olivia explained. “He already gave his permission to have the meeting recorded. She just never pointed out that it was only to be tape recorded.”

“Karla is a very bright young lady,” Carlos noted appreciatively.

“Yes, she is.” Olivia agreed.

“Perhaps you should look at those,” Rob suggested as he leaned back smiling.

Karla shrugged and opened the package Rob had slid over to her. “You have been a very busy boy,” Karla said absently as she flipped through the pictures. “You know I like this one,” she stated as she held up one of the snap shots. Olivia squinted but still couldn’t see anything. “Olivia looks really good in that one. Can I keep it?” Karla inquired with a smile.

“Keep them all,” Rob laughed, “I have the negatives.”

“Thanks.” Karla continued to smile.

“So we understand one another?” Rob said as he stood.

“Perfectly,” Karla purred. “You seem to think that these series of pictures of Olivia and I hanging around together in social settings will let you keep your job. It won’t. You are still fired.”

“No,” Rob laughed. “But you will be.”

“Why?” Karla inquired.

“You’re banging your assistant,” Rob pointed out in a tired tone. “Hell, that’s probably how she got the job.”

“No,” Karla shook her head dismissively as Olivia fought the urge to go in there and strangle the man.

“That is not how Olivia got her promotion,” Karla explained to him carefully. “As for our romantic relationship …”

“Go on deny it,” Rob challenged her.

“Why on earth would I deny it?” Karla smiled even brighter. “I’m very much in love with her. A concept I’m quite certain you couldn’t understand.”

Olivia laughed as Rob’s jaw dropped. “Gottcha,” Olivia boasted.

“Rob, I’m a reasonable woman,” Karla continued. “Now if you go quietly and don’t cause Carlos any trouble ever again, I won’t press charges. But don’t come looking for a letter of recommendation.”

“Are you serious?” Rob shouted. “You and the blonde slut are the ones getting busted.”

“Don’t you ever talk about my lover that way again,” Karla cautioned him. “Rob, you are fired. Nothing is going to happen to either Olivia or I, because I’ve already tendered my resignation and we’ve made our relationship public.”

“Bitch!” he yelled as he reached out to swing at her.

Olivia bolted towards the door, only to be stopped by Carlos. Karla had ducked as was now laughing at the man pulling himself up off of the table. He grabbed his cell phone and dialed quickly, not surprisingly Carlos’ cell phone rang. “Hello, Rob,” Carlos responded gleefully. “Is there a problem?” he smiled, relaxing for the first time all day. “You look very upset.”

“What?” Rob stammered as his unsteady focus moved to the two-way mirror.

“Miss James did tell you that this meeting was being recorded,” Carlos pointed out. “Now, are you going to walk away like a man or go to jail?”

Olivia smiled as she watched the older man’s backbone returning. Rob on the other hand seemed to fall apart. He just stood there staring at his cell phone. Suddenly he slammed it on the table violently. He steadied himself on the table. “You will pay for this,” he warned Karla before storming out of the room.

Olivia and Carlos met Karla in the conference room. Olivia handed him the videotape. “Take it and the copy of his file, that should keep him away from you,” she said in a delighted tone.

“It feels good to be finally free of that leech,” Carlos said brightly. “Let me buy you ladies lunch.”

“Sorry,” Olivia apologized. “I have an appointment with a realtor.”

“I’m going with her,” Karla explained.

Olivia signed the last of the paperwork, wrote her last check and was handed the keys to her new condo. Karla had been with her when she had gone to see the place for the first time. They both fell in love with it instantly. That was important to Olivia, since she knew in her heart that they both would end up living there.

They rented a van and moved her belongings out of Sydney’s. The next stop was going to be more interesting. Sydney and a few of her friends were meeting them in Jamaica Plain to move the last of her stuff out of Ruth’s place. “Are you certain that you are up for this?” Olivia asked her once again. She was more than a little anxious having Karla met her ex-lover.

“No,” Karla responded honestly. “But I’m going to do this with you. Tell me what happened between the two of you?”

“Our relationship was bad for years,” Olivia began to explain. “Everything went downhill after we moved in together. We stopped being intimate.”

“Ugh,” Karla groaned.

“By the time I met you in New York, I knew that I had made a mistake,” Olivia continued, amused by the look of disbelief on Karla’s face. “I was never in lover with her. We were in couples therapy, which did nothing for me. It made Ruth very happy, since she was sleeping with our therapist.”

“Excuse me?” Karla choked out.

“I caught them in bed together the night I got back from New York,” Olivia clarified.

“How can you not be angry?” Karla asked in astonishment.

“I was,” Olivia, confessed as she pulled up to the curb and waved to her friends. “Now, I think it was the best thing to ever happen to me. I got a chance to be with someone that I’m really in love with. Someone I think that’s in love with me.” She squeezed Karla’s hand.

“I do love you,” Karla confirmed before placing a tender kiss on her lips.

They climbed out of the van to meet up with Chase and the two other women. “Karla, this is Tammy and Lisa,” she introduced the couple.

“Nice to meet you,” Karla greeted them.

Olivia could tell that Tammy and Lisa liked Karla instantly. “Chase.” Olivia looked over at her smirking friend. “You look a little too happy.”

“Why wouldn’t I be happy?” Sydney smiled. “Thanks to the two of you I quit my job. Just think; last month, I threatened to set a customer on fire for not tipping and now I can just sit back and write my dirty little stories. Plus, I get to be here when Ruth meets Wonder Woman.”

“This is going to be great,” Tammy noted as her lover nodded in agreement.

“Ugh,” Olivia groaned. “None of my friends liked Ruth,” Olivia explained to Karla.

Olivia found herself waiting patiently for Ruth to open the door. When she did, Olivia just blinked at the way she was dressed. She looked like she was going out. “Hi,” Olivia offered in a friendly manner.

“I see you brought the whole crew,” Ruth noted sadly.

“It’s a bit much for me to handle by myself,” Olivia explained as Ruth placed her hand on her arm. “Where’s my stuff? I thought you were going to have it ready?”

“I thought we could talk,” Ruth said quietly as she pulled Olivia inside.

From behind her she could hear Karla growl and Sydney grunt. “That’s okay, I know where to start,” Sydney announced as she led the others in.

“Chase,” Ruth snarled.

“Hey, Ruth, have you met Karla?” Sydney beamed brightly as Olivia rolled her eyes.

As Sydney organized the others and began to gather up her stuff, Olivia tried to free herself from Ruth’s grasp. “I really need to get things started,” Olivia explained quickly.

“Look, ” Ruth began softly as she leaned into Olivia’s body. “I thought that we could start over.”

Olivia couldn’t believe what she was hearing; she also knew that Karla had heard it as well. “Are you serious?” Olivia asked her in astonishment. “What about Doctor Feel Good?” she asked bitterly.

“It’s over,” Ruth confessed. “I made a mistake, I want you back.”

“Ruth,” Olivia said firmly as she pried herself away from her ex-lover, suddenly wondering what she had ever seen in the woman. “I meant what I said that night, I came home to end things. It’s over.”

“I know you still love me,” Ruth protested.

Olivia could see the sad look in Karla’s eyes as she turned to help the others. “No,” Olivia said firmly. “I don’t. I’m not sure that I ever did. I do know that I’m in love with Karla.” Ruth looked at her in astonishment and over to Karla. Olivia couldn’t hide her amusement as Ruth looked at Karla for the first time. Ruth’s eyes widened to the size of saucers when she looked at the statuesque beauty for the first time. Olivia noted the look of love Karla flashed at her; she also noticed the look of satisfaction firmly planted on Chase’s face.

“I’ll just go out and get some coffee and let you finish here,” Ruth choked out before rushing out of the front door.

“So,” Karla began carefully. “That was Ruth.” Olivia walked over and wrapped her arms around Karla and captured her in a passionate kiss.

“Come on Wonder Woman,” Sydney nudged them.

A few hours later they had moved all of Olivia’s things, including the items she had in storage. She treated the tired crew to pizza and beer before sending them on their way. Now, she found herself sitting in front of her new fireplace. Lounging next to her on a blanket was Karla. “I like the name for the flower shop,” Olivia snuggled closer to Karla. “Skyler’s, it suits you.”

“We need to get you a bed,” Karla said absently as her fingers traced Olivia’s firm thigh.

Olivia stretched out next to her naked lover; they had barely made it into the condo after saying their goodbyes to the others. “Yes, we do,” Olivia, agreed. “You know, I think I’m going to like it here.”

“Hmm.” Karla sighed happily. “You know now that Harry is on his way back to California, my mother is coming out for a visit.”

“Should I be worried?” Olivia teased her.

“A little,” Karla confessed.

“Karla, when I picked out this place I wanted somewhere for the both of us,” Olivia explained. “I just don’t want to rush things.”

“I understand,” Karla reassured her. “Are you staying on at J&B?”

“I don’t know,” Olivia responded as she played with Karla’s hair. “I’ll see how things are after you’re gone. I don’t think my career is going to advance now that the big boys know I slept with the boss. But honestly I don’t really care anymore.”

“We have each other,” Karla reassured her.

Olivia kissed her deeply. “That’s all I need,” she murmured as she drew a blanket around them and curled back up in Karla’s arms. “That’s all I need,” she repeated as she listened to the sound of their hearts beating in unison.

THE END

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